RudoAmo cultist

thoughts about manga (mostly about rdam)

rdam intimacy hcs

[🔞 proship/profic; in fiction, age gap/incest are not hurting anybody; all your favorite manga authors are perverts or are friends with perverts.]

i dont talk about none of that here tho cuz I'm ❤️ Rudo/Amo main ❤️

⚠️NOT SPOILER FREE

her little brother under one roof with a sociopath killer? and that's "chill" somehow?

Rudo as a wolf mega beast have been monumental but i missed real him sooo bad and i got so many treats after it was over

not only is he human, pissed off, he is also naked now and we can admire him as he throws hands with the scariest bitch in the story. i love having Rudo as my favorite

Normally he picks his words carefully, he knows how much they can hurt (Even when he is angry he has it in the back of his mind to remember to watch his mouth. At least he tries. Somehow. Growing up learning the hard way that he has to be vigilant not only for your own sake, but for the sake of your family, his father's.

"Some people are not so generous to take others words in good faith, most of the time its the opposite, they look for a way to twist your words against you" Regto have said

don't go around barking whatever stupid thing comes to your mind Rudo told himself.

Nothing normal about the way he wants to act around Amo. None of it is "usual"

Reckless is how he feels talking to Amo

Because letting his thoughts out like this, letting his guts spill, raw, sincere, it feels dangerous like he is handing her a weapon and folding the girls' thin, elegant fingers over it as it's pressed against his chest: Here are all my squishy, vulnerable parts, my weak spots, you can do whatever you like with it because you are that. You have created this great weakness in me. By being somebody i love Rudo knows he will take the leap again and again his legs will carry him before his brain catches up, body moving on instinct

Amo is looking up at him from where he's leaning over her on his elbows, inhaling sharply through her smile at the praise and melting at the compliment. Her eyes widen for a fraction of a second, as if its the first time he called her that. Rudo hopes she feels something like that too, the novelty of being exposed that doesn't want to wear off

At least he hopes Amo isnt getting tired of his inelegant worship because he's not going to stop

"Amo….I.."

i what? i'm going to kiss you? i want to hold you like this forever please never leave? i love you?

Rudo huffs instead and Amo's soft smile reaches her lips, her hands moving from resting on his shoulders back to gently cupping his face.

Rudo holds back a shudder at the intimate contact, roaming freely in each other's personal space to that degree is something he also cant get used to. As it's something that also screams against his sense of self preservation

"Rudo" this. This is what burns him from inside out. He cant ignore the joy in Amo's voice when she says his name. He used to mistrust it, try to think its something else she puts into her tone, because why would somebody like simply saying somebody's else's name? His name? But he asked her directly once: "Rudo" "What?" "Nothing ❤️" "You like calling me just to say nothing" he didnt mean to sound like he hates it, he vinced because that sounded exactly as if he wants her to stop. He didn't. But Amo was, as usual, undeterred by his callous tone, lucky him: "Amo likes saying it" she grinned like she was excited to admit it. Amo was so sincere. Direct. Reckless. It made Rudo bold enough to try and match her

Words simply were not his thing

Rudo leaned down slowly to kiss her, Amo's eyelids lowered, eyes moving from his eyes to his lips and back. She didn't raise her head to meet him halfway this time, didnt grab the back of his head to push them together but laid there and let herself be kissed. Rudo liked when Amo pushed him closer, but liked this passive reaction as well. Sometimes Amo would pull back, making him chase her, forcing him to crowd her, press their bodies closer together. Rudo didnt know what he preferred, no way to pick a favorite. Anything Amo was his favorite.

Rudo angled his head to catch Amo's bottom lip between his, giving love to the corner of her mouth, her cheek, nuzzling her face a little because he wanted to, because doing what they want with each other was the point. He heard her sigh, a smile heard clearly in it.

Amo liked to say his name and it felt like there is a silent "my" before it. Rudo allowed himself to read into it like that - it was hard to see it differently when Amo got so giddy with it like its a secret treasure she is dying to brag about

it'd have to be pride first and pleasure second. she is too focused to make it all about pleasure. that woman does not "let loose".

Enjin meanwhile had felt like he's wasted all his luck that this shot have landed and having her have been a once in a lifetime experience because she had a body of a goddess, actual Amazon in his hands, that with manners of a rich girl and attitude of the military commander Which She IS.

she kind of ruined other women he's been with. all of them. she might have given him depression.

Kyouka would prefer him on a leash but he's everything she cannot accept as a person. Still knowing now what he's like and how he treated her, she longs. she's not ignorant, Kyouka saw and felt that Enjin is sincere in his appreciation and respect towards her. and as much as she'd prefer to dismiss him as frivolous and moronic, easy and unserious - she can't go lying to herself to make things simpler. she refuses to engage in wishful thinking.

i hope we see it soon. and i am so afraid of seeing her upset at the same time....our little angel is going to be hurt again because she loves Rudo and THE WHOLE WORLD always does its best to hurt him!!!!

"I don't want to see my brother and I don't like coffee but also can Enjin burn in hell for giving me good dick"

"Enjin is alive unfortunately we saved his life which means that i still want him to fuck me"