#changkun

𖥸 Son Shownu

Seeing him there packing his bags, while the house it was smelling one of his topical dishes, reminded me of when we were getting ready for his tours. But now it was different. It was his longest tour and somewhow dangerous.

"Promise me something?" His voice is low, so I lean closer to hear him better. I take my place on the bed beside your suitcase. Nu finished closing it, and sighs. “Eat well, okay?

—Oppa…—I start to speak, but I'm interrupted by him, who holds my hands and looks at me seriously.

"I always have to stay reminding you, to eat well... so please take care so I can get enlisted, being at peace with myself?"

“Nu, you know I do everything for you. I start talking, pulling out my cell phone and opening a certain app and showing it the screen of the device — even if it means filling my cell phone with reminders to eat.

I won't deny that in addition to missing you, I'll miss your hot food every night.

𖥸 Shin Hoseok

I leave the bathroom, accompanied by smoke from the hot shower I just took, and find my boyfriend Hoseok sitting on the edge of the bed staring at his bags almost ready for his military service. He was lost in thought and with a not very good face, so I approached him asking quietly:

— what's wrong?

“Nothing was just thinking about military service and you…” he says, and notices my confusion, so he continues, “I was wondering if it wouldn't be better for you if… We broke up."

—No! Why?

“Because it's going to be two years, and in that time you're going to be stuck with me, and…

—Ya Shin Hoseok! I love you, there's no strings attached to it! I love you from the beginning, I continued to love you during the tours and I will continue to love you for these two years. There's nothing to worry about!

- I love you too! —the brunette assures me holding my face — I was just worried about his happiness.

- You are my happiness. I take his hand — and besides, I think the tours were a lot worse.

—You think so?

-Yes, sometimes you were on the other side of the world, and we only spoke on the phone, now you'll be here close to me, I'll be able to visit you until your superior forbid me to go!

- Yes, you are right. — the brunette says, and I completely agree with him smiling. But I'm taken aback when I feel the mattress on my back, and a face-to-face Hoseok with me. "Well, since we've come to an excellent conclusion, I think I need to assure you somehow that I won't leave you anytime soon..." he says biting my lower lip before a hot kiss.

𖥸 Yoo Kihyun

The garden was once more beautiful. Greener, more fragrant, brighter…but it wasn't anymore. Knowing that I wouldn't have any more last-minute picnics with him here, that I wouldn't find him lying on the floor thinking about the others boys and that I wouldn't be dancing barefoot with him there for a long time while I listened to his voice singing just for me.

"It's going to pass quickly, you know, right?" Kihyun comes up behind me, hugging me around the waist. I smile weakly.

— It's gonna be two years Kihyunie... — I comment softly. My boyfriend stands in front of me, smiling. He was the cutest bald thing in the world.

"Two years go by faster than you think. Take care Please. No matter how long it takes, I will always love you, and I need you well and healthy."

“Okay, I'll count the days to see you.

And I would. Because he was worth it.

𖥸 Lee Minhyuk

We were in the kitchen having dinner. I made he's favorite dish, and we were going to see your favorite movie. I can't deny that even though I was making myself strong, I was extremely worried.

“Hey, Jagiya!" Minhyuk reaches out her hand and finds mine on the table —you got that little face…” He touches my nose lightly, and I let out a laugh dropping the chopsticks I was using to eat on the table.

“Sorry, it's just…you're going away, and hey, it's the army. There are guns there, Min. — I explain, and an idea pops into my head—OMO! MINHYUK HAS GUNS THERE! YOU ARE NOT GOING! - I get elated seeing him get up from his place laughing at me. My adorable boyfriend crouches in front of me and cups my face.

'Don't worry about it, jagy. I will be protecting the country!

"Yes, but who will protect you?" I throw the question. “Min if anything happens, I swear I'll go out there and kill them myself!

"I know, my little freak." — my boyfriend ruffles my hair laughing — let's do it like this, I'll take care of myself, and you take care of yourself here, okay?

I agree. Minhyuk was my big love, I would do anything to have it well, even if at a distance.

𖥸 Chae Hyungwoon

When I asked Hyungwoon what he wanted to do with his farewell, I couldn't have had a better idea. We were both lying in bed, just together. He had hugged me tight, holding me against his body, and one of his hands was playing with my hair.

- I will miss you. — it is he who breaks the silence. I bury my face in his chest inhaling even more of his scent.

"I'll think about you every day."

— Just please, don't get stuck with the days, and hours... That way, everything will pass even faster, and when you see, we'll be stuck together like that again. When you feel sad, remember our memories, okay?

— Don't get hurt okay? I lift my face staring into his beautiful face. —Don't put yourself at risk, and come back to me!

We intertwine our pinkies in a silent promise.

𖥸 Lee Jooheon

I was lying with my now fiance Lee Jooheon watching the stars, the wine now forgotten. All I could think about was how much I love the man who now have it's arms around me, and how I'm going to need to get used to his absence and the weight of that ring on my finger.

—Why do I have to go...—honey asks and from the tone of his voice, I know he's pouting. I lean on my elbow and face him more closely.

“I thought it was a great honor for Korean men to serve and protect their country! - I joke making my best serious and serious voice, pulling a smile from the boy.

“It is, but now I have you. The country should understand this! — Jooheon says and I end up laughing, he holds my waist tight. — It took me so long to find you, I didn't want to leave you, and for two years!

— Hey calm down, we've been away before, remember, just think it's another tour!

— a long, boring tour...without you, without the boys, without my monbebes...but it's okay, it's okay, someone needs to save the country! — as he spoke I played with his soon-to-be-cut hair and admired his beautiful face

"Does that mean you're going to fight bravely?"

"No, that means if someone really scary shows up I'll play dead!" Jooheon says, closing his eyes and making a strange face, making me laugh, “the aim is to come back to you alive.

—Wow! I will not object to this...

𖥸 Im Changkyun

The house it was a mess. The boys laughed, drank and played nonstop. I watched them sitting in the corner with my soju bottle, silently admiring Chang.

- You look beautiful. - he tells me, kissing my hand. I smile at that.

- You're more ... — We're speaking low so we wouldn't be interrupted. Right away I get a message on KakaoTalk. It was his. - Chang, what...

- You will receive a song every day, until I come back.

- You do not exist! - I feel my eyes fill with emotional tears.

- Forever with you, my love!

And then he kisses me, and we hear the boys screaming in the background. I always knew we would be the two of us forever.

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