#changeling posts

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: QSMP | Quackity SMP Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Ángel Missael Castañeda Vega | MissaSinfonia/Phil Watson | Philza, Ángel Missael Castañeda Vega | MissaSinfonia & Chayanne & Tallulah (QSMP) & Phil Watson | Philza Characters: Ángel Missael Castañeda Vega | MissaSinfonia, Phil Watson | Philza, Chayanne (QSMP), Tallulah (QSMP) Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Nightmares, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Minor Violence, Avian Phil Watson | Philza, Winged Phil Watson | Philza, Reaper Ángel Missael Castañeda Vega | MissaSinfonia, Good Parent Phil Watson | Philza, Married Ángel Missael Castañeda Vega | MissaSinfonia/Phil Watson | Philza, Phil and Kristin are married too but in a goddess and immortal way, Alternate Universe - Time Travel, Protective Phil Watson | Philza, Protective Ángel Missael Castañeda Vega | MissaSinfonia, Selectively Mute Chayanne (QSMP), Selectively Mute Tallulah (QSMP), Bubvy's Time Travel AU, Immortal Phil Watson | Philza, Immortal Ángel Missael Castañeda Vega | MissaSinfonia, Also Missa is a lil kitty kitty cause reapers are bone kitty kitties in Bubvy's world, and I shall not deny her the bone kitty kitty Missa, Missa is a self-sacrificial and guilt-ridden idiot in this, He wants to protect Phil not because he can't bear to lose him, but because he can't bear to leave Phil alone again Series: Part 1 of A desperate cry, met with no sound Summary:

Those things didn't matter to Missa, not truly. He noted them in passing, felt them, but they didn't matter. They were byproducts of the one fact that truly mattered to him, the only thing that ran through his mind despite the noise, despite the chaos.

They had Philza.

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Long ago there was a angel touched by death, building alone in a world of only gods. Then a reaper fell into his arms, calling him husband and swearing he's from the future, worming his way into his heart, only to be forced to leave him to travel back to the future once more. The angel waited for millennia to see his reaper again.

Even when he laid eyes on his reaper once more, he had to wait for the reaper to know, to remember. He waited, and waited, until his reaper rushed to him one morning crying that he was back, he had returned. He knew.

Finally, finally, they could look at each other and know their full stories, only for a new mob to sweep in and slay the angel a week later.  

Chapters: 2/3 Fandom: QSMP | Quackity SMP Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Ángel Missael Castañeda Vega | MissaSinfonia/Phil Watson | Philza Characters: Phil Watson | Philza, Rayenne Guendil | Etoiles, Ángel Missael Castañeda Vega | MissaSinfonia, Rafael Lange | Cellbit, Toby Smith | Tubbo Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Non-Consensual Drug Use, Drug Use, Mutual Pining, Love Confessions, Idiots in Love, Declarations Of Love, Literal Sleeping Together, Reaper Ángel Missael Castañeda Vega | MissaSinfonia, Angel Phil Watson (Video Blogging RPF), Winged Phil Watson (Video Blogging RPF), Protective Phil Watson (Video Blogging RPF), pissa, pissa nation, Recovery, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Physical hurt/comfort, This is for my pissa nation come get your food, I made you a meal, Missa has a low body temp and Phil has a high body temp, The Federation is Evil (QSMP), The Federation (QSMP), Forehead Kisses, Gentle Kissing, eat up, Missa angst, Talking, Communication, They be talking things out, back on my bullshit with this, Qommunication SMP living up to this, The LGBTQsmp too lol, Drug Withdrawal, Withdrawal Summary:

Me: "Imagine if Missa was forced to take the pills. Phil would burn everything down for him."

Beloved Discord: "Assuming Missa wouldn't take the pills himself if he was told it'd make him "better"."

...And then this happened. ~~~~ Welcome to the kinda bullet fic, kinda group of paragraphs that I wrote nearly entirely in Discord after I threw the idea in there to see what comes about, then promptly picked it up myself once a few people chimed in with ideas and gave me the writing bug. This ended up being many thousand words more than intended, so dig in.

Follow me as I dive into the scenario of Missa taking the pills to try and make himself stronger and better, not knowing about Forever and Pac's fate after receiving the same drugs, hoping to be enough for Phil after all his failures.

And follow me as I describe how Phil manages to bring him home.

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Y’ALL THIS IS OVERDUE. BUT IT HAS ART TO GO WITH IT!!

https://www.tumblr.com/pepper-mintzyy/783029190417072128/strings-broken-wings-fractured-heart?source=share

(And if anyone give you trouble send them my way.)

Also this cool video of me just playing around in Her outfit.

This was really fun.

HEEHEEEHEEHEEHEE I WAS SO RIGHT ABOUT HIM. MY CHARACTERIZATION.

This man be loving when Phil's back is turned <3

(If I wasn’t working on a near 10k behemoth of a story this past month while also moving, I'd have part 4 out by now lol, it's next!!)

I do have the title of it nailed down though. 

I see tracks, the career wildlife biologist in me goes feral and I went on an Identification Spree with my animal tracking guides. So.

First off, it would fit that these are the hind paw prints of a bear. The back paws of a bear are elongated compared to the front, looking slightly more humanoid. That fits with what we believe about Cucurucho being a bear.

(Images: two figures of bear tracks, both showing a short, round front paw and a long, boxy back paw. They have indents where the claws imprint. The first also contrasts the differences between black and grizzly bear tracks.)

However, we can ID further than just bear. What kind of bear is Cucurucho? As you can see above, grizzly bears have a flat top edge, and they have very long claws that jut out very far from the toepad, making very disconnected indents in tracks. They also have wide, bulky feet compared to our other bear species. Black bears, however, have a more rounded top edge, and their claws are much shorter and make indentations close to the toepads. Sometimes tracks will have the claws connected to the toe pad. Which means black bears fit much, much better with the tracks seen in the image.

The prints are a little more slender than the above bear tracks, though that may be because they're on a furry instead of an actual bear lol. More humanoid bear tracks.

Now I can hear you saying: But Cucurucho is white! Shouldn't he be a polar bear? But no. Polar bears often don't leave tracks with claw marks, since the claws are very short and don't brush the ground. Also, polar bear tracks often have fringed edges with brush marks, as they have paws completely covered with fur. None of that there.

However. There is very much a way that Black Bear Cucurucho makes sense. There are white American black bears, and they are not albino, but a mutated recessive trait. A Canadian subspecies, Ursus americanus kermodei. Kermode bears, otherwise known as "spirit bears."