goodbye tumblr<3 this is the end of a lifetime. (of my entire youth)

i have decided to retire now that i got old.

i'll really miss you!!! :|

thanks for being the best place to express myself for 14 years straight . thanks for letting me create a visual expansion of my internal universe.

but i dont need to express anything anymore because all i have to express is hate and disconnection towards EVERY human being.

everything is pointless <3

from now on im gonna focus on the brightside until the reaper comes.

i will never understand anyone on this earth.

and its ok .

aesthetics are important but i'll get them trhough other forms or media (even tho im picky af and dedicated forever to the thing that has everything i like and fw it for more than a dacade)

this blog has a lifetime archive of thoughts, aesthetics, and more, but it's not a living creature as I once thought. it's like a book , an almost infinite one lol, yet, like every book, it has an end.

life can go on even when something important ends..and most things do end. sometimes they have to, other times they don't.. but as someone important who ended his own life once said, 'in the end, it doesn't even matter.'"

love you all and hate you all.

tumblr foreverrrrrr

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