character study 01: [ aesthetics ]
personal aesthetics:
dirt stained fingernails, vibrant colors and fun designs, shit-eating smirk, platform boots, turtle necks, bell bottoms with a little extra flare, brown satchel with the strap practically breaking off but somehow never does, not a hair out of place, doobie brothers and beegees on repeat, homemade moleskin cigarette holder, mom’s favorite “gold” ring on his pinkie, remark for everything, smoke blowing tricks, taking pills dry, sunshowers, sitting in the windowsill late at night, crisp autumn air, lighthearted back slaps, paint splattered jeans, poorly timed jokes, journal of conspiracy theories, never sitting properly in a chair, mango flavored rolling paper, papercuts masked as battle scars, ‘head in the clouds but my gravity’s centered’, eyes rolling so hard you’re afraid they’ll fall out, grand entrances, breakfast food for every meal, well crafted excuses, vodka with a splash of orange juice, midnight star wars premiere, joints hidden everywhere, scratchy throat, sleepy eyes, whispers shielded behind hands, late night research, graphic cartoon sketches on the corner of notes, stale smoke
home aesthetics:
bed half made, marvelman and santana posters, clothes both clean and dirty all over, plants on windowsills, yellow walls w/ brown one behind the bed, blue bedspread, no color scheme at all, enchanted doodles floating along walls, charred corner from failed experiment, closet with more jackets than actual clothing (and benjy i mean what), bible that his grandmother keeps sneaking in, no locks on the door, silent dinners, snide comments, sickly sweet smiles, waiting for the coast to clear, sneaking in/out through the window, early morning screaming matches, sly spells cast under the table, sitting on the edge of your seat, poorly masked threats, waiting for the final shoe to drop, records playing full volume in the middle of the night, bag always packed just in case
