#cescelisme

hienoa että katsot tuollaista laatusarjaa! ootahan vaan loppupuolta…

joooO maltan tuskin odottaa, katon tätä vaan putkee ihan into pinkeenä

oooOO tosi upeet hiukset, sopii sulle hirmu hyvin!! ja kuroko on söpö myös! (tulee mieleen se mun uni jossa sulla oli kagami-hiukset ja olin järkyttynyt mutta nuo oikeesti ihan loistavat)

Thanks for tagging me, Cescelisme! I like being tagged, but it often takes me forever to actually do these :'3

Rules: rule 1. Always post the rules rule 2. Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones rule 3. Tag 11 people and link them to the post rule 4. Actually tell them you tagged them.

1. Do you ever experience synesthesia? No, I don't think I do, but it would be exiting to experience something like that! 

2. Do you get along with animals? What kind of animals?

Mostly, especially with cats, goats, sheep and dogs (as long as those dogs are not terribly big or loud). I've never really understood horses though. I like horses, they're beautiful and intelligent animals, but I probably wouldn't go near one, they tend to unnerve me.

3. Which fictional character would you like to have as your roommate? Interesting question! I think someone who's either relatively quiet, artistic or curious, respects one's personal space and even somewhat matches my age would be best, like Jack Skellington, Tintin, Mulan or Esmeralda! Or that cat from Coraline, he seemed like an interesting feline to have around. It's too bad that the majority of my favorite fictional characters are either pure evil or otherwise mentally problematic. I wouldn't want to share my living space with guys like General Grievous, Lemongrab or Joker :V

4. Something you were really into when you were a kid? Pokémon, classic Disney and Siamese cats!

5. Do you like the place/room where you are right now? I'm home, in the living room. It's nice and cozy and the place is decorated nicely, I can't complain.

6. What kind of weather do you hate? Extremely hot, humid and sunny. I stay indoors on those days.

7. One color combination you never get sick of? Black and white.

8. Which is the furthest place from your home where you’ve been? Probably Gibraltar in the south of Spain. I've never been outside of Europe.

9. Is there a show/book/anything you love even though you don’t think it’s actually good? Guilty pleasures? Ohoho, there's plenty! These are just examples, but there's movies like Titan A.E, Sam Raimi's Spiderman trilogy, Angels and Demons, Moulin Rouge, Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga'Hoole and Mewtwo Strikes Back, shows like Project Runway, Ginga Desetsu Weed, Grimm and Desperate Housewifes, books like ... well, I can't think of any books to mention, I personally think that all my favorites are 100% marvelous. All of the titles mentioned above have major flaws that drastically degrade their entertainment value, but I always seem to enjoy spending time with them.

10. What do you think is the worst thing about tumblr? Overreacting, many are so keen to jump on conclusions without checking the facts, when people are trying to argue about something without knowing anything about the subject of matter, hateful anons and bullying, reposting someone's intellectual property without giving credit or asking for permission, pushy and self-centered fandoms, rabid fans, when shipping becomes the absolute priority, using caps lock nonstop and people who think that reckless cussing makes their argument more valid or makes them seem funny or clever. That probably sounded more bitter than necessary, but there's a lot of general, unavoidable stupidity that tends to circulate around here.

11. What happened in the latest dream you remember? It had something to do with Disney's Atlantis: the Lost Empire? The characters of the movie were diving through some kind of huge, cathedral-like underwater cave that had carvings on the walls, blue lighting and pieces of ice floating around. 

ooooo natsume!

Favorite character: What can I say, Natsume

Least Favorite character: hmmmm I kinda genuinely hate Matoba

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): Natsume really isn't a shipping series for me, I guess I could go for Tanuma&Natsume if it was very well done

Character I find most attractive: Hiiragi is the best

Character I would marry: Hiiragi

Character I would be best friends with: I'd really like to be friends with Nyanko-sensei

a random thought: I like the random ayakashi stories a lot, especially the scary ones! They're really cool!

An unpopular opinion: mhmhmm idk

my canon OTP: Maybe there's been some ayakashi love story that's been ok? I'm not sure, it's nice that there's not much romance in the series

Non-canon OTP: I don't think I have anything. Taki and Sasada could get together and elope, since the series isn't treating them with the respect they deserve

most badass character: The ayakashi with the hammer who was after the mirror maybe

pairing I am not a fan of: Natsume with anyone (except potentially Tanuma)

character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): Especially Sasada (it would've been more respectful to let her go in the anime too since they're not going to give her any depth at all), but other women, too, are sadly mistreated imo. Like Taki is cool, but she's just kind of shrugged off a lot and.. she has the kind of aura of forced femininity that makes me uncomfortable, in the "if you're girly it's ok" kind of way not quite. Like her gender is a fault that stops her from being with the boys properly. I wish she was allowed to be a proper goof friend.

favourite friendship: Natsume & Nyanko-sensei and Natsume & Tanuma

( ・◇・)？: 3 facts about my personality

- Most of the time I think I'm better in things than I actually am. Then the reality hits me really hard in the face when I realize my limits. :'') 

- Usually when I fail I react by crying and when I'm crying at the same time I want to be alone and at the same time I want someone to notice my suffering. I don't know if that makes any sense. :''') Then I get really offended if no one notices me. It's really stupid haha. 

- I'm a strong person. I don't take bullshit from anyone and sometimes it makes me angry when other people aren't as strong as I am. Of course I'm not talking about physical strength. It makes me frustrated when people are way too nice to people who don't deserve it. I have been trough a lot of shit in my life. I have been bullied, when I was growing I never got any positive feedback on my appearance, not even from my family, I have been called fat and ugly so many times that I stopped caring.  I don't know where I'm going with this answer anymore, maybe I should stop. Or not. Sometimes I don't know how to react to things because of this, I'm not good at comforting and it's hard for me to find words in social situations. Maybe my point was that I can't relate to people's self-esteem problems 'cause I've grown up to withstand other's shitty opinions about me.

K: a song I know all the lyrics toOne of my special skills is forgetting lyrics in .05 seconds so I don't have a lot of these, but. let me think - ...Sakura Nagashi is a really good song. Eh, I don't have anything less famous to recommend. I love singing Sakura Nagashi.

V: a non-english songI don't actually listen to a lot of music in English, pff. As a twist I'll go with something Finnish (that everybody and their cousin disses): Viimeinen Tanssi by Indica is still a favorite of mine. I loved Indica around the last years of elementary school / beginning of middle school and I still think they had some good stuff going on, honestly.

17:What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?

I was reading fanfiction and thinking about putting some clothes on since I needed to take photos for my driver's license today.

21:Do you miss anyone?

Not at this moment. But I miss my friends often. 

28:What is something you currently want right now?

I want ylioppilaslakki and I want a boyfriend (or maybe even a girlfriend, I'm not so sure right now, men are so complicated, dunno it just feels that finding a girlfriend would be easier and I wouldn't want to regret something I haven't done, like how can I know that I don't really want a girlfriend if I haven't had one???)

44:What are you listening to right now?