Okay so like Iâm a fallen angel right? Thatâs a thing.
Iâm pretty sure my name was Onyx, and that I lost my wings (and by that I mean they were torn and ripped down to like a few inches off my back)
But like I want a god to âworshipâ idk if itâs just the angel urge to worship someone, but I want to be apart of a godâs following.
Not like in the angel way, even if I know thatâs what I would have originally wanted, but more of in the way I want a god who is worshipped and that I can join the following but not be a âfollowerâ
I donât want to be holy or anything like that again. I do want a god, but not to worship. Just to have, and sometimes follow the rules. I want someone to follow and annoy because I wonât comply like angels should.
I lost my holiness long ago, and donât care for it back. I want to playful piss of my god, and play pranks on the normal angels. I want to laugh and play with other fallens from the same following.
I want a community based on a god and the followers. I want people who I use to relate to, and people who I currently relate to. I went a home. I want the little of whatâs left of my wings to be taken care of by my peers. I want to be home with others like meâŚ.
Man, whatâs the point of having my wings if I canât even feel they properly stretch out?! I canât fly! Theyâre torn too much for them to fly.
:( I wish I could I miss flying, but my wings arenât big enough anymore
Man am I glad I donât remember my falling though. Thatâs gonna be a painful memory when it comes, but for now I think Iâm fine with not knowing.
