#cazey

im not apologizing anymore im not saying sorry for my feelings im not trying to prove something you will never fucking realize I had something so true for you and you washed it down the drain I told you I was going to leave and you took me into pieces so small I barely had the energy to walk away every day the thought of you burns more and more but I think its the poison we created in our relationship leaving i might always miss you in some way but I know what we had in the end will never be something I will miss and I am really not sorry

the next girl who you open your mind to will fall in love with you and i hope she's better 

i was honest and i tried to believe you no matter how hard it was and i tried to believe when you said i'm the only one you ever want and i gave you everything i could possibly give no matter how hard it was and you knew you were pushing me away. i fucking told you that you were. so don't act surprised that this is too hard anymore and i hope you're happy

I DON'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU I WANT TO BE IN BED WITH YOU

I love you so much I want to give the world to you

i want you to wrap your arms around me in the dark and i want you to wrap them tight. i want you to softly kiss my neck and my cheeks and my nose and my forehead and i want you to play with my hair and i want you to just love me so nice