the brief cassius/virginia arc is extremely hilarious to me if only due to the fact that both of them at the same time were thinking "i wish darrow was inside me right now instead"
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you're not alone in not getting the Darrow/Mustang romance. The chapter in Golden Son when they commiserate over her guilt over Cassius, far from answering my questions, did nothing to sell me on them. to be blunt, the way her justification for her relationship with Cassius was written is confusing to me.
for the record, I don't think the relationship even needs to be justified. Mustang can do what she wants with whomever she wants, but it's made very clear that she was only courting Cassius to protect her family... and Darrow? She says to Darrow after the gala that she did it because she didn't want him to die. I really fail to see how their relationship keeps him safe. If she tried to somehow convince the Bellona to renounce their feud with Darrow, would that not make them *more* suspicious of her intentions? especially since they were known to be an item before she went to Luna. It simply would not happen because she's literally dating the guy whose brother's face Darrow bashed in and lied about. Imo this short-lived "love triangle" was Pierce Brown's way of injecting some cheap tension and then resolved clumsily with a speech that made Mustang seem a little #notliketheothergirls. Okay, she's not a "frill-wearing tramp," she's a genius, but her plan did kind of fail with the poisoning at the gala. like.. just saying
I wonder what your thoughts are on this. it may not have been Pierce brown's intention, but I feel as though her jumbled explanation indicates that although she did not love Cassius, she ended up caring more for him than she initially thought she would. anyhoo sorry for the long ask!
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Hello! Donât ever fretâI love long asks. The readers of I&F do not.Â
To be honest, Iâve never shipped Reaperstang, although I have been sucked into their drama before and their relationship does have the potential to compel meâif it was platonic, that is. One of my oldest plotâbunnies is Reaperstang being unreciprocated on Darrowâs end, like Dactra, which is what IÂ foolishly hoped against the odds, knowing full well that Pierce Brown had no intention of subverting heteronormativity with his MC initially thought was happening in Red Rising.Â
Iâve mentioned before that comphet!Darrow lives rentâfree in my mind but even without the sexuality crisis, platonic!Reaperstang still wouldâve been more appealing, imo. Their relationship feels much too forced and their outrightly romantic sentiments and conversations are something Iâve learned to⊠tolerate. And soldier through.Â
I donât want to overstate the significance of my disliking them, though, because Iâm not usually inclined towards shipping or the type of person that gets hugely invested in romances or fandom; Iâm a casual enjoyer of 95% of the media I know. And heterosexuality of the monogamous and amatonormative flavor is generally nauseating to me; unless thereâs serious kink or taboo at play, I am unseated and already leaving the theater.
And even as subtextually freaky and homoerotic as they are, itâs significant that Iâm as into Dassius as I am. I have shipped the odd thing before, but never as intensely; I need to snort them like cocaine, tbh. Dassius are the exception, is what Iâm saying, while Reaperstang is closer to the rule. Indifference and borderline distaste is moreâorâless my way.Â
That said⊠while I donât prefer Casstang over Reaperstang, it does occupy an unusual amount of space in my head. Because Iâm interested in everything it implies and outright confirms about Cassius, of course, but also still salty about how⊠lazy it is. Halfâbaked and sloppy.
Granted, most of the story surrounding the Bellona family betrays a serious lack of care, but thereâs something particularly irksome about them and not only because I agree that their relationship was confusing and contradictory and basically pointless.
Iâve talked about how nonsensical Casstang is beforeâon the subreddit, where breaching the topic is unfortunately seen as an invitation to objectify Cassius (which I donât hateâI mean, far be it from me to ever say we should talk less about his rockinâ bodâbut itâs reductive and yâall know I resent his himbofication) or misogynistically lambast Mustang for being a treasonous slut; they can disrespectfully fuck right off with that.
But the fact remains that their relationship, as presented to us, is a clusterfuck and we ought to hold Pierce Brown more accountable for it.
Although Octavia clearly wasnât half as fond of the Bellona as she initially seemed in Golden Son, might she have encouraged their relationship; arranged it, even? Maybe. Might members of the Bellona family have desired an alliance with Mustang, a marriage that would end their longstanding rivalry and usher a new era of peace and prosperity between their Houses? Maybe.Â
But, according to Mustang, no. Nobody pressured her into a relationship with Cassius. It was her design.
So, why? It wouldâve made sense if her interest in Cassius was personal. Sure, Mustang loved Darrow by this point; itâs implied she nearly said as much before he left for the Academy and Pierce Brown confirmed they had a sexual relationship during that year after the Institute.
(An egregious retcon, but Iâll allow it here.)
But they broke up. A year ago. Why shouldnât Mustang move past him? Sheâs under no obligation to the man who chose war over herâor any man, ever, actually. Youâre right to say that she can do whatever the fuck she wants with whoever the fuck she wantsâand Darrow agrees.Â
But did she love Cassius? We get an emphatic no from her on that and, given her general indifference to him, Iâm inclined to believe her.
So, if she wasnât pressured into the relationship and wasnât in love with him, was it lust? Again, this would be totally fair. Thereâs a virtual consensus in the Red Rising world that heâs a bloodydamn snack. If Mustang just wanted a fuckbuddy, nobodyâespecially not Cassius himselfâwould blame her for that. If thatâs all their relationship ever was, itâd be perfectly understandable.
Again, Mustang denies this. She claims she wasnât attracted to Cassius, at all; that she didnât desire him or enjoy having sex with him; that their relationship was purely pragmatic. From Golden Son:Â
âI sought out a relationship with Cassius for the same reason I let the Sovereign think she was turning me against my father: to protect my family.Â
âIâve always been able to manipulate people. Men, women, it makes no difference. [đ«”đłïžâđ?] Cassius was a walking wound, Darrow. Raw and bloody despite the fact that it has been two years since you killed Julian. I saw it in him in a second, and I knew how I could make him love me. I gave him someone who would listen, someone who would fill the void.Â
âI made him think he could not live without me. I knew it was the only thing that could keep the rest of my House safe. I knew it was the best weapon I could wield in this game.â
To what end, though? None of Mustangâs plans included Cassius or demanded that she be close to him. She was already intimate with Octavia, thriving as a Politico, familiar with Lysander, before their relationship began; she had an ancient name of her own to give her access and clout without using his.
And, if her goal was, as she heavily implies, to protect House Augustus, including Darrow, by convincing Cassius and the Bellona, generally, to spare them⊠well, thatâs ludicrous.Â
Because none of the Bellona, including Cassius, were ever going to stay their blades for her sake. Iâm sorry, but Karnus? Cagney? Kellan? Julia, who was salivating for Darrowâs literal raw heart on her plate? Hell would freeze over first. Theyâve been itching for his scalp for three years. No, theyâd sooner ostracize Cassius for daring to choose his lover over their family.Â
And, letâs be real, Cassius would never choose herâor anyone, for that matterâover Julian. No amount of lust or love or time or masterful manipulation could ever usurp (what Cassius perceives as) his obligation to Julian; to imply anything else betrays a serious misunderstanding of his character, tbh.
If Darrow couldnât break Julianâs spellâif brotherhood with Darrow wasnât enough to sway him or stay his blade, if Darrow couldnât manipulate him into renouncing his vengeance or defying his familyâMustang certainly cannot.
(And it personally strikes me as slanderous to the Bellona, as well as deeply amatonormative, for Pierce Brown to say Mustang âfilled a voidâ in Cassius that his seven other siblings and over fifty cousins and aunts and uncles and niblings, many of whom are certainly also grieving Julian, couldnât.
(He just needed to fall in love, yâall; panacea pussy from the daughter of the man who beheaded your aunt and orchestrated your twinâs death thatâs in love with your rival and has a dozen ulterior motives in pursuing you is clearly the answer! He just needed someone who would listenâbecause, apparently, the Bellona do not have ears.Â
(Apologize to my OCs right now. Hell, apologize to Kellan au Bellona right now. And this isnât the only time that Pierce Brown casually forgets Cassius has⊠a family? A tightlyâknit family. A fiercely possessive and protective and passionate family. But Iâm digressing.)
And none of the Bellona, not even Julia, had any actual influence over Octavia, who had been planning on decimating House Augustus for years, if not from the very start of her alliance with Nero; he became a liability the moment she was secure in her power. Any Bellona grumbling against her schemes was sure to be silenced.Â
If Cassius himself became a liability by opposing her plans to exterminate the Augustuses, well... he would be disgraced and replaced; heâs a Olympic Knight, after all, and supposed to show blind and unwavering obedience to the Sovereignâand you can be damn sure he would. He is not sacrificing the brandânew Cloak that he has fantasized forever about wearing and devoted his entire life to earning for a woman he just started courting.
So, itâs hard to imagine Mustang could believe that fucking Cassius was the answer to⊠anything. That she could accomplish anything by charming her way into his bed. He had negligible influence over his family, none over the Sovereign, and he would never betray either for her sake. Cassius genuinely had no value to her.
It doesnât stretch credulity that sheâd miscalculate this badly, though. It wouldnât be the first or last time she committed an act of astonishing hubris that ultimately made her look stupid.
Did she underestimate House Bellona that much? More likely than not, they saw right through her and, at the very least, as you said, they wouldâve been deeply suspicious of her intentions. Did she think so little of Cassius that she believed he was wrapped around her finger, enslaved to her will?Â
She did take Octavia at her word that her family wouldnât be slaughtered and she does admit this, soâŠ
âThen you walked in at the gala, and... and it was like the ground had broken open to swallow me. I felt like a fraud. A wicked girl whoâd contrived a reason to do something stupid.â
She really could be that blind, I guess.Â
Even so, we are missing something here. She isnât being transparent. Pierce Brown clearly implies there was more to their story, even though itâs criminally never revisited again.Â
Naturally, it should go without saying that Mustang never needed to justify her relationship with Cassius to Darrow and it still bothers me that the narrative undermined itself here, dialogue asserting one thing and subtext implying another. Because their conversation in the cafeteria has the air of an obligatory explanation thatâs summarily dismissive, too, of an aspect of this series that couldâve benefited from further exploration.Â
Iâm referring to the fundamental similarities between Cassius and Mustang. What the goryhell are you smoking, Vesper? you might ask. WellâŠÂ
I mentioned in an earlier ask that Mustang resembles Julia and how Cassius is both attracted to Julia, in the sense that he has mommy issues and needs a woman to fill his Juliaâvoid, and overall bears more resemblance to Julia than Tiberius, which makes these relationships as harmonious as they are vain and selfâdestructive.
Hereâs the thing, though: if both Mustang and Cassius are like Julia, to a degree, arenât they alike, too? Yes, but itâs complicated, because Mustang is deeply in denial about herself and determined to misunderstand Cassius. She would have us believe that sheâs like Darrowâand, indeed, the narrative reaches conclusions about her personality that arenât supported by her actions. In a similar vein, thereâs much distortion surrounding Cassiusâthe unreliability of both Darrow and Lysanderâs perspectives surges with himâand dimensions of his personality that are never properly parsed.Â
If we strip them down, though, we see two disarmingly beautiful, naturally derisive, and ruthless people that use charm and feigned innocuousness to bely their darker natures, dutiful to a fault and unconditional in their love for relatives that donât reciprocate their affection or respect, patronizing and often sanctimonious, exceptionally cunning yet usually undone by their arrogance and tendency to overextend and overestimate themselves, painfully stubborn, iceâcold in their wrath.
I could go on. Darrow clearly has a type.Â
That said, Mustang has more in common with Cassius than Darrow, imo. This does not necessarily translate into attraction or affection, of course, but thereâs an interesting synthesis that couldâve occurred here: recognition of oneself through another that couldâve led both of them to a place of greater acceptance and understanding of themselves.
And their potential to have such a meaningful relationship was sacrificed, of course, for Golden Sonâs vapid love triangleâwhen Mustangâs at the apex, at least. Because thereâs something very compelling, to me, about the idea of Cassius and Mustang as rivals for Darrowâs affection, even if we leave him in the closet. This post encapsulates it. You see the vision. And itâs moreâorâless the direction I take Casstang in Alis Aquilae.
But noâwe had to go for the heteronormative cashâgrab and manufacture some cheap tension to immediately dispel, because God forbid anything ever threatened the sanctity of Reaperstang and God forbid anything or anyone ever cockblocked Darrow aside from his guilt complex.Â
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Donât even get me started on Mustangâs boldfaced internalized misogynyâIâll never shut up. But I hope it goes without saying that one can, in fact, be a frillâwearing tramp and a genius; intelligence, femininity, and promiscuity are not mutually exclusive. I have a personal vendetta against this line and itâs something I go out of my way to ridicule at several points in AA.
But, at the risk of sounding like an anti, Iâve always felt that Mustangâs intelligence is overblown. Told rather than shown. Itâs a bad idea to draw unnecessary attention to characters by having them unironically claim to be geniuses, because itâs difficult to justify that statement without compromising your narrativeâthat is, creating idiot plots, dumbing other characters down to make them look cleverer, etcâand Pierce Brown doesnât, imo.
Whatâs weird is that he doesnât usually make this mistake. Most of his âgeniusâ characters are understated and donât outright claim to be such (Iâm thinking of Adrius, Atlas, Lysander, perhaps Octavia) or pretend to be stupid so theyâll be underestimated (most of the Telemanuses, Roque, Cassius and Karnus, perhaps Atalantia) and the ones that do claim to be geniuses are simply making a point (Fitchner, Darrow, and Daxo come to mind) rather than bragging. Itâs a commonly acknowledged truth that itâs imprudent to flaunt your intelligence in their world.
But Mustang is supercilious about hers in a way thatâs both conspicuous and must feel more than a little insufferableâto people that arenât in love with her, at least. Youâd also think itâd make her uberâvulnerable to criticism because, more often than not, she falls flat on her face.
And itâd be one thing if she learned from her mistakes, if they prompted some introspection where she was like, âHuh, maybe Iâm not the second smartest person in the world. Maybe Iâm wrong sometimes. Maybe I should be humbler from now on.â Hell, Iâd even take somebody else implying as much: that sheâs not all that, that people can and do outsmart her, frequently.
But⊠no? Everyone has bought a ticket to her cabaret.Â
As for how I personally interpret Casstang, Iâve never taken her jumbled explanation at faceâvalue. Sheâs clearly not in love Cassius, yes, but that doesnât necessarily mean she loathed him or resented their entire relationship, as she claims in the cafeteriaâto appease and reassure Darrow, probably, knowing all too well what a jealous and prudish creature he is.
In her PoV in Dark Age, she mentions that sheâs unsureâthat sheâs always been unsureâabout her feelings for him, which contradicts her confession in Golden Son where she insists she felt nothing, at all. And even Darrow, usually an easy mark for her, didnât buy that.Â
Thereâs a line at the beginning of her speech about how she is very much NOT in love with Cassius, thank you VERY much thatâs perhaps more revealing than she intended: âMy heart does not make my brain a fool.â
Which, contrary to what she goes on to say, implies that she did have feelings for Cassius, perhaps nascent and definitely conflicted, but suppressed them, because they were illogical and threatened her plansâand isnât this exactly what she does with Darrow throughout Golden Son and Morning Star?
This is classic Mustang behavior.Â
So, I think youâre right, anon: their relationship may have started as a scheme, but it snowballed into something more genuine than she intended.
There may or may not be some repressed and ambivalent romantic and/or sexual attraction lingering on her end, as her uncharacteristic humorlessness towards Cassius throughout Golden Son and Morning Star is suspicious and her admitted uncertainty and tentative warmth in the IGT, over a decade later, might be indicative of belated acceptance of these feelings.Â
But there is certainly a bond between them, regardless, even if itâs platonic, and thereâs likely a hint of truth in what she firmly and contemptuously denies at the beginning of her speech that even Darrow recognizes.Â
âIâm sure you understand that I felt lost. One, because I thought Iâd found someone special in you. Two, because I felt you were abandoning the idea that gave us the ability to conquer Olympus. Consider that I was vulnerable. Lonely. And that perhaps I fell into Cassiusâ bed because I was hurt and needed a salve to my pain.â
In Part III of my series, which covers the intermission period between Red Rising and Golden Son, Iâm obviously going to be exploring Casstang in excruciating and nuanced detail. Weâll also see external perspectives on their relationship from Cassiusâ relatives in some of the supplementary fics.
But, up close and personal from Cassiusâ perspective, itâs clear that Mustang is more ambivalent than sheâd ever admit and there are several aspects of their relationship that she does enjoyâoften, despite herself. Cassius is adept at making her feel more comfortable than sheâd prefer to be.Â
In Light Bringer, she describes him as the most distracting man thatâs ever been made, which is the key word here, imo. Cassius was a massive distraction for her, simultaneously welcome and unwelcome in her life; an infusion of spontaneity and indulgence and levity and diversion from her driven course that she consciously rejected but unconsciously cravedânot unlike Darrow, who also implies that Cassius distracts him more than heâd like, even as he relishes it. I donât think their relationship was radically different.
In other words, Cassius is just⊠fun. Heâs jocular. Heâs a hedonist thatâs really good in bed. He knows how to have a good time and refuses to take anything too seriously. The crux of his lifestyle is distraction, delay, and denialâand this bleeds into anyone heâs with.
Heâs also a fabulous equestrian, Mustangâs favorite pastime. And Iâll remind you that she has a sensuous side, too; she prefers bourbon, which is almost certainly rare by Society standards, spent an entire summer reading poetry and attending opera and drinking fine wine with Roque, loves to dance and gossip and tease. Sheâs not half as ascetic as Darrow.Â
Speaking of Darrow, heâs perhaps the most significant thing they share; the only person whose mind he was clearly living rentâfree in more than Mustangâs is Cassiusâ and Cassius, at least, certainly wanted her because of their mutual connection to him.
(Heâs about as subtle as a sledgehammer about this, btw. Literally, the first thing he says to Darrow after two years of loaded silence is: âSo, Iâve taken whatâs yours. Thoughts? đâÂ
(Heâd been dreaming about that moment for months. He wants to fuck him so bad it makes him look stupid. )
Thereâs a high likelihood of proxy sexâon both endsâhappening here; Him is canon to me.
Overall, I think people underestimate Mustangâs affection for Cassius, because thereâs tenderness between them that isnât the product of anyoneâs imagination and itâs easy to understand why if you entertain the (gasp!) radical notion that Mustang is neither a prude nor a bore.
But they also overestimate Cassiusâ attraction to her, imo, because thereâs certainly more than just straightforward lust or love involved. I talk about some of his reasons for wanting her, at some length, here, but even that isnât an exhaustive list.Â
And thereâs a tendency to oversimplify their relationship, often at Cassiusâ expense, when he doesnât seem to have ever been her fool. By his own admission in Light Bringer, he never truly loved her. (Which reeks of retcon and should be taken with several grains of salt, imo, but he does say it.) And there are ways to explain his behavior in Morning Star and Iron Gold beyond heartsickness. Lysander is the least reliable narrator in the series, after all, and nothing he says should be taken at faceâvalue.
People are too quick to believe Mustang here; that she was able to manipulate him as easily and as effectively as she claimed. Heâs too smart not to have suspected she had an ulterior motiveâand not to have noticed how conflicted she was. Pretending not to notice, thoughâŠÂ
âWhen he put his arms around me, I felt like I was drowning. Like I was lost, suffocating under the weight of all Iâd done, suffocating knowing there was a life ahead of me with someone I did not love.â
While she may be overstating her shame for Darrowâs sake, taken at her word, this is dramatic. Even if Cassius was somehow blind to this, which I deeply doubt, someone more perceptive in the Bellona family wouldâve noticed how uncomfortable she was.
And they were together for several months, iirc. Thereâs little chance that she didnât slip up, at least once, in a revealing and perhaps damning way that wouldâve confirmed what mustâve been suspected by some, if not all, of the Bellona: that her interest in Cassius wasnât sincere.Â
She may or may not have been aware of it, but itâs likely that they were playing each other. Using each other to achieve their ends; he had just as many, political and personal, as she did. I reckon the manipulation and machination was reciprocated. And Cassius and Mustang are more evenly matched than anyone believes, including her.
He was at a major disadvantage, of course; between Julian and Darrow, heâd never been more vulnerable in his life andâin the canon, at leastâitâs clear that Mustang won their game and the last laugh. But itâs a mistake and a disservice to both of them to assume that victory came easily to her.
And thereâs something to be said about her choice of mythological allusion in the cafeteria, too, which has lived rentâfree in my mind since the first time I read Golden Son.Â
âI felt like the cruel witch snaring Odysseus, making him fall in love, keeping him for my own selfish aims.â
Comparing Cassius to Odysseus is⊠a choice. Although itâs Darrow thatâs called âAchillesâ in the text, the subtext supports the conclusion that heâs actually Odysseusâcoded and points to Cassius as the Achillesâcoded character instead.
(There is something delicious about this, of course: that they are each explicitly likened to the figure that the other was clearly crafted to resemble.)
But it should go without saying that identifying Cassius with Odysseus is giving him a shitload of credit where cunning is concerned. Iâm of the opinion that Cassius is much smarter than he seems and the majority of people, characters and fans, usually acknowledge, but for Mustang to imply that heâs anywhere near Odysseusâ level of deviousness and brilliance is frankly⊠insane of her. Even I wouldnât go that far and my mind is mush. And she did it so unconsciously and dismissively, too.Â
If Mustang wanted to convey the sentiment she expresses throughout her speechâthat Cassius was an easy mark for herâshe couldâve compared herself to⊠off the top of my head, Medea, also a witch from Greek mythology (Circeâs niece, actually) that infamously manipulates several simpleminded men into falling in love with her and uses them to achieve her ends.
But she didnâtâor, rather, Pierce Brown didnât.Â
By âcruel witch,â sheâs probably referring to Circe, the infamous enchantress that transforms Odysseusâ men into pigs, rather than Calypso, whoâs actually a nymphâthat is, a very minor goddess. But she might loosely be considered a witch, as she does have magical abilities, and sheâs the one that âselfishlyâ imprisons Odysseus on her island and tries to compel him to love her and renounce his home. Circe, on the other hand, is enthusiastically helpful to his quest.
Iâll speak broadly, though, so as to cover both of them.Â
Whatâs significant about these relationships, in this context, is that theyâre actually unreciprocated on Odysseusâ end. I wouldnât go as far as to say that Circe is in love with him (itâs been a while since Iâve read the Odyssey, though, so maybe she does claim to love him and Iâm misremembering) but she is one thatâs attracted to him and he takes advantage of her attraction. Calypso is more dramatic, infatuated with Odysseus, and she holds him captive so obstinately that she has to be compelled by the gods to release him.Â
But Odysseus is not interested in Circe and he certainly does not love Calypso; heâs unwavering in his determination to return home and misery over his inability to do so. Their wiles do not compromise his commitment to his family in the slightest, although he indulges them, particularly Circe, to manipulate her.
And I canât help but think about what this deliberate choice of allusion on Pierce Brownâs part (and Darrowâs pointed comment about their relationship being more complicated than she claimed thatâs uncharacteristically critical of Mustangâs verisimilitude; itâs unlike Darrow to suspect her of lying; dissembling and omitting, yes, but outright lying?) indicates about Casstang. Because it couldnât be more different from whatâs stated outright.
Mustang claims not to love Cassiusâwhile likening their relationship to one in which a woman wanted to fuck a man so bad that her characterization did a 180° reversal from hostile to friendly the moment she saw him (Circe) or had such passionately unrequited love for a man that she imprisoned him on her island so he could never leave her (Calypso)?
Mustang claims that Cassius was easy to fool and seduce into submissionâwhile comparing him to âWily Odysseus,â perhaps the most cunning and steadfast hero in Greek mythology? Mustang says that Cassius was part of her planâwhile comparing herself to a witch whose fundamental purpose was to foil Odysseusâ plans?
Itâs such a choice.
To be clear, Iâm not arguing itâs some sort of Freudian slip, but you can see how the subtext is undermining the text here, no? Casstang, you clusterfuck!
And thereâs a difference between clusterfuck (affectionate), where the relationship is just convoluted and toxic and therefore scrumptious, and clusterfuck (derogatory), where a creator botched a pairing more than you wouldâve thought possible.
Genuinely, what the hell happened here. Itâs like a tenâcar pileâup on the freeway.
Thereâs always more to say... but Iâll set you free, lol. Thank you for the ask.
re (again): "Pierce Brown cannot just write things like that and expect me to ever forget it. #I quote this all the time and I think itâs lost on most people#they have forgotten the sacred texts"
How could I EVER forget that moment when right immediately after Cassius goes "Mustang is so sexy and evil she reminds me of my mother" and Darrow is like wtf man???
Which basically just opens up the door to Cassius' scrumptilicious mommy issues.
(Also, Darrow? Get đ on đ with the đ freak đ programđ)
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Hello (again) and sorry it took me so long to get back to this. Believe me, I wish I had more time to talk about Cassiusâ mommy issues, but Iâve been terribly busy lately and thereâs quite a few asks rotting in my inbox. Bear with me.
For sure, we donât talk enough about this, either. Itâs already criminal that people in the fandom rarely acknowledge the fact that Cassius almost certainly pursued Mustang because of her relationship with Darrow and perhaps primarily because of it, but the fact that we also never appeared to process that he explicitly compared her to his evil and sexy mother?
And itâs More than Brothers? Outrageous. We should be ashamed of ourselves.
You know, I havenât reâread Light Bringer in a while and never that critically, so I might be offâtarget here, but now that weâve actually seen Julia up close and personal, I do sincerely see similarities between her and Mustang.
Ideologically, they might be oil and water, but when it comes to their appearance and general demeanor (which, in Cassiusâ defense, is likely what he meant to convey in that scene, rather than anything incestual; ironically enough, itâs likely just Darrowâs mind thatâs in the gutter) as well as several aspects of their nature, there is a resemblance.Â
Derisiveness thatâs carved into their literal faces, of course, but also an affinity for political machination, selfishness to the point of ruthlessness, entitlement and rather insufferable imperiousness, illusion of delicacy and possession of disarming beauty, cunning. Perhaps the greatest distinction between them is that Julia is clearly some flavor of sadistic when Mustang seems to be more innocently hypocritical, but this is a difference of motivation; the effect is the same.
I talk more about Cassiusâ twisted relationship with Mustang here in a way thatâs difficult to summarizeâitâs a convoluted pieceâand I have another ask thatâs more specifically about Casstang where Iâll go into deeper detail, but all the fixations that make Cassiusâ romantic headspace such a minefield (need for unattainability and withheld validation, love admixed with hate, and selfâdestruction, for example) are certainly born of his damage from Julia and never never indulged moreâand exacerbated, as a resultâthan during his relationship with Mustang.Â
She was more than a little perfect for himâand by perfect I mean precisely his poison of choice. Donât let Darrowâs raging boner at the Gala fool you: Cassius was never sicker than during their situationship.Â
It might be difficult to imagine how a man like Cassius could be insecureâlife dealt him a royal flush, didnât it? But we know Julia preferred Julian to Cassius and she mustâve resented that everyone disagreed with her, including Julian himself, and basically reduced him to Cassiusâ accessory, an extension of his celebrated twin.
And we know that she valued Julianâs life more than⊠well, just about anyone else in her House; more than her entire House combined, if we assume sheâs not a fool and knew exactly what she was gambling by inciting civil war with the Augustuses.Â
Something thatâs overlooked, though, is how abusive she is to Cassius, specifically. Because itâs made clear that only Cassius is allowed to kill Darrow, because of the blood feud; even members of his family with greater seniority than Cassius cannot intercede, per Darrowâs conversation with Karnus in the bubble garden. Darrow belongs to Cassius.
And itâs also made clear that Cassius cannot kill Darrow while heâs under Neroâs protection as a lancer of House Augustus, because it would functionally be a declaration of housewar and start an internecine conflict, too, within House Bellona, as they were certainly divided on what Julianâs life was worth sacrificing to avenge. Hence, the elaborate plot to estrange Darrow from Nero and cheapen his blood again.
Yet, for two years, Julia does this, right in front of Cassiusâ salad:
They say every night since I stole Julianâs life in the Passage, his mother, Julia au Bellona, has sat at the long table of her familyâs highhall upon the slopes of Olympus Mons and lifted the semicircular lid of the silver tray brought to her by the Pink manservants. Every night, the tray remains empty. And every night she sighs in sadness, peering down the table at her large family only to repeat the same vindictive words:
âIt is clear I am unloved. If I were loved, there would be a heart here to sate my hunger for vengeance. If I were loved, my boyâs murderer would no longer draw breath. If I were loved, my family would honor their brother. But I am not. He is not. They do not. What have I done to deserve such a hateful family?â
Then the grand Bellona family will watch their matriarch uncoil from her chair, her body withering from hunger, nursing instead on hate and vengeance, and they will remain silent as she leaves the room, more wraith than woman.
Given what Iâve mentioned above, we must imagine that, even though she isnât addressing him individually, she is speaking directly to Cassius and about Cassius, lambasting him for his failureâand she goes straight for the jugular, too, by accusing Cassius of dishonoring Julianâs memory.
The language may be plural and there are certainly other Bellona complicit in Julianâs death and Darrowâs continued life that Julia has in mind (foremost among them, Tiberius) but this is fundamentally a personal assault on Cassius. As punishment for failing in the first place. To protect Julian? Or avenge him properly when he had the chance, because Darrow survived their duel and she considers that either indicative of his incompetence or unwillingness to act?Â
Regardless, this is public humiliation. Heâs in a bloodydamn pillory. In their home. At their table. In front of their entire gathered family. Every night. Even after Cassius leaves for Luna and heâs not physically present at the table, she is still shaming him.
By the by, Cassius is still a disgrace to our name. Letâs all take a moment to remember how inadequate he is. Have a snicker or two before diving into your puttanesca.Â
Yet Cassius never holds thisâor anything, apparentlyâagainst her. And he always âchoosesâ her. For example...
Over Darrow, by sacrificing their brotherhood and crippling their House to pursue vengeance for Julian; over Tiberius, by devoting himself to said vengeance and compromising the Pax Solaris for Darrowâs scalp against his fatherâs wishes; over Octavia and his Olympic vow, by betraying the Jackalâs nuclear capability to Darrow out of concern for Mars, his home where his mother still lives... and is almost certainly scheming to recover their familyâs influence and see the Augustuses drawn and quartered in their own citadel.
And, last but certainly not least, over the Republic, by not challenging her claim to Primus and splintering their House, which is especially significant if she married into the family and isnât even a Bellona by blood, in which case everything she possessesâeverything that has given her power in the Remnant and made her a menace to the Republicâshould rightfully belong to Cassius as the last true Bellona. In any case, he had standing.
He may claim to prefer Tiberius, but his instinctive loyalty is always to Julia; at every turn, he enables and empowers her. Whether he made these decisions deliberately or consciously in her favor hardly matters. And thereâs something to be said about how much he resembles her, too, and how their interests naturally align, which is part of a much longer conversation about his characterization that weâll save for later.
Anyways, getting back to the beautiful spirit of this ask, the wild thing is, Darrow will pretend not to be a freak and get all flustered when people own their freak, but then he goes and moans like a slut when Cassius guts him.
My body does things. It betrays me.
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Drama queen. Just admit you came like the rest of us.Â
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