#caryce

I miss you so much. You are the only star in my sky..

I'm so exhausted of moving on.... no one can fill the shoes you left behind.

Today was such a hard day. I wish I could come home to you. Being able to do that was the most happy I've ever been. You're personality and heart made me so attracted to you.. the way you cared and understood is quite rare. I'm so sorry I let you down. I miss you everyday. And I think about and get reminded about you constantly. An Ohio bumper sticker here or a red cardinal flying in the sky... I feel you here with me...if only I could speak to you. Just for a moment.

It's the weekend and all I want to do is cuddle and watch greys with you... I can't seem to get myself to watch it and catch up on everything. I've been thinking about you A lot recently the last few days. It's so hard to not be able to talk. I wish I knew you were alright and happy. It's almost been a full year since we separated.. so weird to think about. I miss you and I love you caryce. Always

Go ahead lie to everyone. Lie to me. Pretend all you want. But I know the truth. I'll be here. You're not fooling anyone not even yourself.

I can't get you outta my mind Caryce. Miss you too the moon and back. Lily too. You're my heros.

-Jonas Bothers

I imagine you happy. Really happy, happier than I ever could've made you. I'm glad I'm no longer bringing you down and holding you back. I ache for you everyday, and I will until my dying day but at least you'll be happy.