When Rilo Kiley said âyou say I choose sadness, that it never would have chosen meâ and when they said âand I feel nothing, I swear. Itâs a hard day for dreaming againâ and when they said âbut Iâd rather not celebrate my defeat and humiliation here with youâ and when they said âand if we had just held out for tomorrow, we might have seen what seemed so far awayâ and when they said âthe clouds fooled us into seeing snowâ and when they said âyou could sell your baseball cards just to pay your rentâ and when they said âand sometimes when youâre on, youâre really fucking onâ and when they said âpretend all the good things are for youâ and when they said âand Iâm not a failure, I swear. I wish you could see it from over thereâ and when they said âand I didnât understand muchâ and when they said âand the hero that you hoped youâd be never seemed to show upâ and when they said âdonât fool yourself in thinking youâre more than you areâ and when they said âindifferent, but distanced perfectly, projected endlessly, itâs so fuckinâ beautifulâ and when they said âI was scared and tall in skates and my favourite jeansâ they were right