source memories/pseudo memories are so weird sometimes.
i remember holding little Time during the war. fighting with him over sleep and self care. i remember wrapping my scarf around him when the storms got bad.
i remember playing tag with Wind and little Time. i remember throwing Wind into ponds and lakes and the ocean.
i remember the way Lana hugged me before both her and Cia left. i can remember the smell of her hair when we hugged.
i can remember how sick i was when i first went through the portals. i can remember walking around for hours before finding anyone.
i can remember looking at big Time and wanting to cry. thats my child. i helped him grow up but i doubt it was ever enough.
i can remember cuddling with Twilight while in wolf form during the cold nights. i can remember stealing Legends hat just to mess with him. i can remember Wild helping me cook (i say this as someone who’s burnt water before).
i do wish i was in source and not here. i’ll make due however, with what i have here.
