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🔥Mars in 1st house -People may see you as a person who is quick-tempered, sensitive, driven and driven to pursue your goals. You have a lot of passion inside of you and you also show it outside. You don't let others tell you what to do and you focus a lot on yourself.

🥨Taurus in 1st house- You don't like to say much about yourself unless you think it's important. People may see you as a person who likes to enjoy abundance, material things, food. You only give your energy to those you think are worth it. You are a stubborn person and sometimes your values ​​and your temper can be very high.

✨Saturn in 1st house- you can see yourself as a person who may not have achieved as much as others or you criticize yourself too much. You want to achieve a lot and therefore you can push yourself too far. Your self-esteem can sometimes be low and you think you are not worthy enough. But these things change over the years and you start to see that you are much stronger than you seem. Others may see you as an intimidating person and a person of great influence. You can get a lot of respect from people.

🌞Virgo in 1st house- people may see you as someone who is anxious or reserved. Although many virgos look judgmental. The first impression people get from you is many times that, even though you may not judge them, you can give that feeling. You can see yourself as a person who always wants to be organized and color-coordinated. It is very important for Virgos to be well dressed and look good.

🧚🏼‍♀️Neptune in 1st house- people can find you mysterious, intense, deep and dreamy. Your energy can be very attractive and even hypnotic for some people. Many times people can see you through rose-colored glasses and dream about you. They want to know who you are, but they can't. You like to daydream about people and things around you. You have a good intuition and realize many things earlier than others.

💘Scorpio in 1st house- For people, you can be very mysterious, intense, passionate & sexually attractive. You often give off sexual energy, which people can often be jealous of. You can give off a lot of your dark energy, but you are a gentle person inside. You are a stubborn person who always follows what you want. You achieve what you set your mind to and you stick to it. You do a lot for the people you love. Many times you like to dress sexy.

🫧Jupiter in 1st house- People see you as a person who is confident, optimistic, funny, has a strong opinion. Many times you can give off an energy that is carefree. You always find the positive side of life, the things that happen to you. You find the meaning of life and follow it, you like to try new things. You are very confident in the way you dress and many times your clothes can contain colors. You stand out with your unique style.

☁️Capricorn in 1st house- people may see you as a intimidating & cold person. But also as a person you can't mess with. People can be afraid to approach you. Others can also see you as a person who is stable, knows what you are doing and what you want. Many times you can test others and their trust. People may also see you as a difficult person to get. You are a person who always respects others and you will never do something disrespectful to others.

🛁Chiron in 1st house -your personality can often be gentle, kind, people can describe you as a person who is gentle and fragile. You give off energy as someone who heals people and helps them. Therefore, many people can turn to you for help or see you as someone who will help them. It may indicate a journey of self-discovery.

🍸Eros in 1st house- love at first sight seems very real to you, though often it is lust. You will blatantly chase your love interest. You may also have an aggressive or controlling side when it comes to sex. You may seem a little erratic to others, simply because your passions rise and fall so quickly. You are attached to the sensations of the moment and may see your partner as an object, or an extension of themselves.

(if you wanna know your moon sign do your chart on astro.com , it’s the most accurate!)

moon in aries: the childlike, their responses are rushed by their emotions and their emotions change drastically, incredible creative and talented, aggressive in both bad and good ways; they have initiative, they love so much and are unconditionally supportive of their loved ones, they usually have a really good style and look good even in the most casual outfits, it’s because they love so much they tend to stay in toxic relationships, depending on what other signs are on their charts, they tend to leave those situations to focus on themselves, after all the most important person is themselves, it can make them as much of a narcissist as it can make them self-sufficient and natural born leaders, they need to look more around them or they’ll get lost in their reflection

moon in taurus: a natural caretaker, the friend to call when you want to relax, they have a homey presence, they might have a calming voice or a more quiet way of approaching, they are materialistic, they cannot help but want to protect things they worked so hard to buy, as one would except they can be very possessive in their relationships of any kind, they might even treat their partners as objects that hey want to protect and take care of, they are very patient, not more than a sun in taurus, but as a sun in taurus they can get really defensive out of nowhere, feel hurted by things for no reason and make a big deal about it, but only in private, for they want to look completely different in public, as a Venus dominant, they like to be gracious and classy, seem calm and collected, one of the flaws they have is to be really lazy, they have certain routines and they like to follow them, they can get caught up in money, they need to learn to not be so dependable of material objects as if that’ll show that their life is good

moon in gemini: the crazy genius, a revolutionary person, an inspiring, independent being, ones that people look up to, or so they’d like to think, this moon lives in a constant state of delusion between their projects and how quickly they move from anything, it’s hard for them to keep a promise because they’re always changing, most of the time they don’t even realize they’re  doing it, they like books, more so, they like to know things, even more, they like to know everything, they are completely drawn by their morals and idea of the world, even if idealistic and naive, they follow them, it’s really difficult for them to look at the mirror and define one thing, they like to keep an open mind in everything, but they tend to think they know better, think they’re superior, better, more interesting, they want the smartest friends, but not smarter than them, they tend to copy other’s people personalities if they admire them (just like gemini risings) they don’t realize about this either, they need to speak their mind all the time, if they don’t, they feel really restricted and imprisoned, they won’t like that, so they run off, they like gossips, they need to learn to think before they speak and to stop interrupting people when they talk 

moon in cancer: the sentimentalist, here the sign is in it’s original planet, that is good, with that said, they are dramatic people, they feel every emotion, people with this moon need to write down their feelings or else they’ll feel very suffocated by them, they’re empaths, they put themselves in others shoes, they have a way with words because they’re so good at naming all their emotions, they tend to dramatize situations, they live in the past, for them is really difficult to let go of things, specially people, because they know they remember everything and the memories always haunt them, as anyone would expect they know how to take care of people, they have a strong intuition that tells them if a person needs help, they like being at home a lot, they like sleeping even more, it’s very common for them to not sleep at night because they feel very attracted to the moon and their creativity is better at night, they might really like painting and music, these people, even if they’re extroverted, might feel overwhelmed by people, because they feel people’s energies very deeply and need to recharge from time to time, they need to learn to not look for someone to save or save them and do that for themselves instead   

moon in leo: the performer, they live in a movie, in the stage, they tend to dramatize their responses and their emotions towards everything even if it does not involve them, they pull off a good part on being the positive friend even when sad, they see things from a very self-centered way, meaning they only see their own point of view, always tries to understand their loved ones emotions by putting themselves in their shoes, that’s why they always talk about personal experience, because that is their way of empathizing with others, some of these tend to stay in unhealthy situations for the sake of not being disliked by the other person, they like to be liked more than anything, as any other fire moon, they hold a lot of creativity that needs to be constantly explored for them to feel better, these moon signs tend to put a façade of innocence a lot, they can victimize and not even realize it, might even cry out of exhaustion for their own emotions, if encountered by someone who is prettier in looks they might get defensive and jealous, but they won’t say it, they’ll be passive-aggressive towards it, they are constantly looking for artistic ways or words to cheer their friends up, because they’re so fond of all of their relationships and are so transparent with them, they want that back, these people are naturally good at anything for arts, specially acting, they can see other’s emotions and act them out, however these people need to learn to be more self-aware and to not get defensive when it comes to criticism 

moon in virgo: a helping micromanager, these people are very self-disciplined, mature and resilient, as much as the are neurotic, and nihilistic and go through dozens of existencial crisis, they tend to be very cold, because their way of showing love comes from being helpful in tasks rather than in emotional support, they question everything, all the time, they question themselves and they question the universe, can appear paranoid about certain stuff, like the leo moon, they like to perform, put on a mask, make it seem like they have everything in control, when put in a lot of stress they might run off, they like to be seen when they feel like it, have a very Hermit way of living for those around them, they enjoy their time alone because that’s when they allow their minds to be at peace, but even there they’re overthinking, this moon is one of those that might have a simple and calm way of living, but in their minds there’s always chaos, always thinking about what comes next, how to make something better, how to go faster, smarter, how to improve social skills while still maintain their alone time sacred to them, because they never rest mentally, they are prone to anxiety, to not see the good things that life has to offer to them if they just stopped over analyzing things around them, they are very good friends, because they think the definitive show of affection is helping their loved ones to organize their life is because they take care of people, and they like doing so, might get taken advantage of this, they’re really, really smart and sharp, they know how to use their words and can manipulate a situation if they’re willing to, if they think it requires that, they like their own space without changes and usually keep things the same for a very long time, they need to learn to let go of things they cannot control and to give time to themselves

moon in libra: the mediator, people with this moon tend to be shallow, victimize themselves and hypocrites, they’re usually torn between who they are and who they want to be, and who they pretend to be most of the times, gemini moons get the reputation of being “two-faced” but in honesty, libra moons might as well fight for that tittle too, they’re not the most ambitious moon sign, they look into superficial things to be happy, friendships are very important to them, might keep a toxic friend or a toxic ex as friends because they do not know how to say no, they might have strong opinions of injustice that they brought up depending on the person, if it’s a friend or someone they want to impress that have different views these might not say anything, just let it pass, but if they don’t care about the person’s acceptance then they will show their points of view, no matter how different from others it is, these cannot keep a secret for too long, like any other air sign, likes to gossip to, they do have an open mind, they like to see a situation from all angles before making a serious statement, but halfway through it they might change their mind again, reconsidering things, that is why people sees them as hypocrites, also the fact that they can’t keep their promises, they’re not good at that, have an eye for aesthetically pleasing things, their friends might even ask them for advice on decor, they need to learn to make up their mind and not speak too quickly before setting something, and to own up to their mistakes 

moon in scorpio: the secretive feeler, a dark enigma, the moon in scorpio it’s very intense, because it’s in detriment here, that makes it even harder for these individuals to talk about their feelings without getting frustrated or a little bit uncomfortable, they are so cautious and secretive about everything they do, not only their feelings, as anyone would have guessed, they are very protective of their own personal space, it takes them so much to trust someone that they might regret having done so, they get easily offended, never have their guard down and can become really self-destructive, sabotage themselves, they have a very enigmatic aura that they might not even know about, they like spirituality, they’re very drawn to those type of things, can become very controlling of people around them and micromanage their loved ones without realizing it, they have very demanding presences, they can be as charming as they can be scary, people with this moon can appear sometimes an earth sign even if they don't have anything of that in their chart, they're also very intuitive people but it's hard for them to follow that intuition, it can appear very strongly around strangers, they might know what kind of person they're dealing with only by looking at them, they also like to keep on check about everything their loved ones are doing, ask them how they are, might come off as kinda clingy, but they like to know how people around them are doing and see if they can be of help for them, they’re good at twisting other peoples words and they know how to manipulate, for good or bad intentions, they need to let their guards down and accept help from others, not everything is black and white.

moon in sagittarius: the eternal kid at heart, they are ambitious but lose interest as soon as they're not passionate about it anymore, they are deep thinkers but can be very on their own beliefs, it's because they are so passionate about these beliefs and ideas that they can come off as stubborn, they are so pure, like a kid, and like a kid this moon might have moments of feeling very misunderstood, some of them wear their hearts on their sleeve and can actually be super honest, without even realizing, they like questioning everything as well as standing up for what they think it's right, as any other fire moon, these people are creative, they are very positive people, they light up a whole room just for how they are and how they present themselves, however, they crave love and affection, can be too into their own ways and get easily frustrated if others don't have the same idealistic thoughts as them, their ideas are important to them that it's why they can come off as delusional or "hitting on a dead horse" when it comes to these, they need to learn to be more patient and to listen to others opinions before forming one of their own, just based off of what they've seen, they don't know or don't want to be held accountable for the damages they might have done, that's why they are irresponsible at times, these kind of people were meant to inspire others, they just have a way of making you feel passionate about their work and what they like, however they need to learn to not just jump the gut, take a step back and think the situations a little bit more, don't be so stubborn and accept other points of view.

moon in capricorn: a fatherless figure, this might come off too strong, or ironic since they're seen as a parental figure in the zodiac most of the time, this moon can have trouble directly with the family, since childhood, actually, they just don't have a very normal family life unlike all of their friends, they attract people a lot of the times without not doing anything, they tend to be very laid-back and chill when you first meet them or have this aura of tranquility, like any other earth moon, they're very sarcastic and good at reading people, they're witty and can be very funny at times, even if they have a lot of friends these moon signs often feel very lonely, that's just how they are, their emotions are very contradictory all the time, since this moon is in detriment here all of the emotions are to be avoided or bottle up, they are very helpful, selfless people because they know what it's like to feel misunderstood at first hand, they wouldn't want anybody to feel that way, they can be malicious or manipulative, like a cancer moon, thinking it's for a greater good, they don't see themselves in a good light, this moon often has what it's called the impostor syndrome, they think they're not deserve of what they have or what they want to have, they need to learn to be more self-confident and follow their heart more than their minds all the time, let go of past childhood trauma to live without any baggage.

moon in aquarius: the misunderstood artist, these people are ought to be different and unique and one of a kind, and they are, they truly are, but this uniqueness they try so hard to keep might isolate them from others, this moon it's pioneer of great, creative ideas only an aquarius moon would have, they're so refreshing and they just get you, aside from the conspiracies and the aliens they're so very smart, but they don't posses that emotional intelligence they'd like to have, as figures these people can come off as too cold, detached from the world and a lone wolf, they like doing things on their own but when it comes to having time for yourself and completely isolating yourself they don't know how to draw the line, the way they view the world to themselves it's "the right way", think very highly of themselves or their way of thinking, might be a very cynical person, but they're very humanitarian as well, as a Libra moon, they do not tolerate injustice and are not afraid to talk and make a change, these people usually make a huge change in others environments, even without realizing it, as great and unique as they are, they need to learn to talk more to people, not think they're alone or that nobody gets them, they need to connect with their emotions and only then they'll see a real change from within.

I did a post about the ascendant signs, but in this one I’ll go more in depth about appearances

Aries- very sharp and masculine features. Could have a big forehead. Strong jawlines and high cheekbones are common features for this ascendant sign. Complexion tends to be darker than average in regards to the genetic background of the person. Tends to have an athletic body. Might have a lot of sex appeal. Very bold when it comes to dressing and makeup.

Taurus- very sensual and dreamy features . Often very beautiful due to the impact of Venus. Might have a very Shapley or curvy body. Broad noses and shoulders, a strong jaw, and heart shaped faces are common features for this ascendant sign. Makes the face more feminine and soft. Tends to have a very expensive and fine taste in clothing and makeup.

Gemini- very dainty and youthful looking features. Makes the face longer and leaner. Gives Doll like features. Might have a baby face. Thin eyebrows, fox eyes, and a prominent chin are common features with this ascendant sign. Very slender build. Gemini ascendants tend to have a very changeable style.

Cancer-very full and soft features. Round faces, big eyes, and plump lips are common features for this ascendant sign. Complexion tends to be paler than average in regards to the genetic background of the person. Makes the body curvier and more sharply. Easily gains weight. Very comfortable yet presentable style.

Leo- very defined and prominent features. Very luscious and beautiful hair. Their hair might be the first thing you notice about them. Natural radiance and glow to their face. Big faces, bright smiles, and defined cheekbones are common features with this ascendant sign. Leo ascendants tend to have a very nice and trendy style.

Virgo- very dainty and youthful features. Small and well shaped features. Innocent looking faces. Petite noses, fox eyes, and small faces are common features with this ascendant sign. They might be very short and skinny, or they might just have a very petite look to them. Very put together style, they tend to wear minimalistic clothing.

Libra- very soft and feminine features. Extremely symmetrical faces. Often very beautiful due to the impact of Venus. Conventional, yet fresh beauty. Dreamy eyes, nice cheekbones, and defined features are common features for this ascendant sign. Soft and feminine faces. Very Shapley and curvy bodies. Trendy and fine sense of style.

Scorpio- sharp and strong features. Complexion tends to be darker than average in regards to the genetic background of the person. Hypnotic eyes, Thick textured hair, and sharp noses are very common features for this ascendant sign. Might have a lot of a sexual appeal. Can be quiet provocative. Bold and expressive in their clothing and makeup.

Sagittarius- very big and round features. The hips and thighs are especially nice. Vibrant and pretty smiles. Tends to be tall. A stocky build, smiling eyes, and a curvy figure are common features for this ascendant sign. They radiate positive energy, and look very friendly and approachable. Simple and casual sense of style.

Capricorn- very slender and sharp features. A beautiful and noticeable smile. Usually on the taller side. A defined jawline, great bone structure, and high cheekbones are common features for this ascendant sign. The body tends to be skinny. Has a “supermodel” look. Very mature and serious look. Practical and put together sense of style.

Aquarius- very unique and dreamy features. Ethereal and angelic beauty. Oval faces, upturned noses, and thinner lips are common features for this ascendant sign. Pretty soft features actually. The body is skinny and lanky. Air of detachment. The style is not always very different , but the mannerisms and personality comes across as unique.

a journal entry -- 

Today is my last day as a 20 year old. It’s 10:18PM and I’m counting down. When you’re young, you anticipate certain ages. 

Oh I can’t wait to be 18.

Oh I can’t wait to be 18.

Oh, I cannot wait to turn 21.

And now it’s here, the age milestone. Yet, it feels scary. More importantly, I feel quite emotional.

For the longest time, I wanted to die. I knew exactly how I’d kill myself and who I would write my goodbye letters to. And you know what hurts the most? I wrote them--too many to count. 

There’s nothing I want more than to give that girl a hug. I want to comfort her--let her cry into my shoulders. I desperately want to tell her that I understand. I want to assure her that I hear her silence. I also want to tell her about all she’s accomplished. 

I’d talk about how at 18 years old, she saved up all her money and traveled to Spain to walk the last 128km of the Camino. And when she reached Santiago de Compostela, she cried.

“Whenever you say you want to do something, you do it.” I’d say to her, “and I think that’s admirable.”

Young girl, you are always afraid of never amounting to anything or accomplishing all your goals; but give yourself some god damn deserved credit--you’ve done so much for a soon-to-be twenty-something. You got plans, baby, and you always execute them. 

20 was an age of growth. 20 was new experiences.