Not my proudest moment...but in a moment of nausea, severe pain, and yes, anger....i broke the toilet. I ran to get sick and when the lid hit the back too hard and just right....yep had to swallow vomit and try not to pannick due to my migraine blocking my ability to think thuroughly. I flooded the basement a bit but evenetually remembered to pull up on the ball as my husband shut off the water. So now i sit trying to gain the confidence to replace a damn toilet...I've watched the video five times now..I've helped install so many. The old me use to take charge with crap like this amd just push through the pain...I'm tired doesnt seem like a good enough reason. But migraines and epsiodes and vomitting....I'm afraid I'll break the new one too and screw it all up due to lack of strength, focus, and patience. I just want tomorrow to be here already. #jessicajeantheganjaqueen #spoonies #mentalhealth #cognitivedisorders #cantthinkright #hardday #deepbreaths #toilets #justwanttocry #justwanttosleep #icandothis #iamcapable #todaysucks #someonesaveme
