#can't..

BOY, MY FRIEND IS A SAINT!! SHE DREW EVEN A SPECIFIC SCENE OF THE MOVIE FOR MEEE I’M CRYIIIIIING!!!!! ♡ฅ(ᐤç꒳ฅçᐤ♪)

this is largely Ben's trauma I'm ranting about here cuz I actually hold a whole other set of symptoms but unfortunately for Ben he very much is the biggest trauma holder for the like battered housewife trafficking trauma shit idk what to call that

the worst feeling is when you're too sad that you could almost feel yourself throwing up to ease the heaviness in ur consciousness but then throwing up is exhausting as hell. so u just, like, throw up words instead by writing. but. butttt. u r too tired to think. too sad to come up with words to vomit.

.