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πππππππ: rafe cameron x fem!reader
ππππππππ: you had just turned eighteen a couple of weeks ago and one late evening you decide that youβre ready for rafe to finally take your virginity.
ππππππππ: 18+, sexual themes, smut, rafe is big asf, very descriptive, swearing, p in v, rafe doing aftercare after.(bc i said so.)
π/π: 2,1k
you always thought youβre going to wait until marriage before having sex. well, that was before you met your boyfriend rafe. you havenβt slept with him yet, no, god no. but everytime you look at him you feel that strange feeling in your stomach, the one that says: i just want you to fuck me. and little did you know your boyfriend thought the same about you.
you never said anything of course, and neither did he. rafe didnβt push, he never pushed you. not for sex, not for anything. because he knew exactly what it felt like being pushed his whole life. his life was a big mess without understanding from the people around him. no one understood him, and everytime he fell into that big hole because of all these problems he had, he found himself at your door in front of your parents house. because now he finally had someone who understood him, loved him and was there for him. he wasnβt just the rich kook on figure eight everybody feared because of his dangerous look in the eyes or his psychotic actions, he was just a boy who was misunderstood since the day he could think.
your boyfriend admired you, truly. youβd catch him looking at you from a distance at some kooks party no matter what corner youβre in right now. he would scan every manβs face at the party because even if a man looked at you wrong, there would be a total disaster and maybe even a few thrown punches. he just couldnβt help himself, he just got so aggressive when he saw someone looking at you with their eyes full of lust or admiration because rafe was the only one who had the right to do that. you were his girlfriend after all. but once you two were alone he got all soft and gentle. it was like he behaved like a whole different person, a thing he didnβt even really notice about himself.
one rainy evening you found yourself on rafeβs bed, just mindlessly scrolling through your phone, desperately trying to decide between the five pictures you wanted to post on instagram. rafeβs bedroom was bathed in a soft glow of a single lamp. you were so glued to your phone you didnβt even notice rafeβs bedroom door opening and him stepping out in just a towel around his waist. only when you heard him say your name your eyes finally snapped up to him.
βhey baby.β god his voice was so hot when he called you that. and that smirk he always wore was just as bad as his teasing voice. your eyes trailed over his body and then snapped back up to his face. he just chuckled and turned away, distracted by searching for clean clothes to wear.
βrafe.β your voice came out louder than you expected it to. he hummed in response, and suddenly you were on your feet behind him, he felt your presence that made him turn around and face you. the next thing he noticed was you wrapping your arms around his bare neck and your warm lips against his, kissing him.
he didnβt fully kiss you back but didnβt push you away either. he had no idea where to put his arms until you pulled away. βhey..β rafe said gently, his eyes searching yours. βwhat happened?β
βnothing..just kiss me rafe.β you whispered against his mouth. you could feel his confused eyes trying to make sense of your desperate behaviour before he finally leaned in to kiss you. the kiss was slow at first, trying, testing you. but the kiss quickly changed. your lips started moving against each other with more force, leaving you both breathless. you pulled away for a few seconds just to crash your lips back against his. your hand buried into his buzzed hair, tugging on it and letting out a soft whine. your body was on fire. you were sure rafe could already feel the heat between your legs. suddenly you felt his strong hands cup the back of your thighs and lifting you up to wrap your legs around his waist. his hands cupped your ass as his mouth made contact with the sensitive skin of your neck, pulling a soft whimper from you.
the next thing you noticed was rafe laying you down on his bed, towering over you. you looked down and saw the towel slipping from his waist. βfuck me rafe.please.β you were whining, begging, not even knowing you could be so desperate. βare you sure? i want your first time to be-β
βrafe.β you interrupted him immediately, your body already shaking with need under him. βiβve wanted this for so long, and iβm sure you did too. please donβt make me ask twice. i want this with you and only you. iβm sure. just touch me. please just touch me.β you didnβt even notice at first but after a moment you felt the hard press of his arousal through the towel around his waist against your thigh, and it sent heat straight to your heat between your legs. you clenched your thighs together, trying to ease the aching feeling. god you wanted it so bad.
βdo you want this with me?β rafe asked you slowly, his blue eyes boring into yours, your faces close. you nodded again immediately. βbaby.β his voice dropped deeper. βtalk.do you want this with me or not?i need you to use words.β
βyes rafe i do.β you said once again. he let out a sigh, no smirk, no smile on his face. just pure adoration and lust in his eyes. βtell me if you want me to stop, hear me?β his fingers stared tracing your waist and up to your chest, slowly undressing you.he spent the next five minutes just caressing your body and kissing you, trying to soothe you despite being so turned on himself. he just wanted you to remember this night forever, and he wanted it to be a good memory for you.
ten minutes later you were completely undressed and lying underneath him. the only thing you still had on was your bra and underwear. your chest rose and fell, the pace clearly too fast. you wanted this so bad but couldnβt help the nervous feeling pooling in your chest. rafe noticed.he noticed everything. βdo you want me to stop?β he whispered in a deep voice, his lips close to your neck.
βno.no iβm just nervous im sorry.β you said through half lidded eyes. you felt him tuck a few strands of your hair behind your ear. βdonβt be. im going to take care of you. you trust me right? relax.just relax for me.β
rafe couldnβt help but groan in your ear as he pushed his hips forward once again in a slow pace. his big cock disappearing and showing again as he pulled out before thrusting back into your virgin cunt. he tried to be careful, slow, gentle. he really did. but your warm, dripping pussy clenching around him could make him cum right there and now.
βr-rafe youβre so big.. β you cried out, tears of pleasure and pain forming in your eyes. βslow downβ¦rafe slow down..β one hand of yours gripped his trained biceps to ground yourself somehow.
βshh..itβs okay itβs okay. it wonβt hurt for too long. i promise.β he immediately slowed down, just like you asked him to. his hips drove into yours with a slow, deep pace. making you moan out his name, your other hand gripping the sheets tightly. he noticed your hand and took your hand in his, pinning it right next to your face on the sheets. your fingers intertwined with his as he fucked you into the mattress. squelching sounds filled rafeβs bedroom, and the only thing you could focus were his eyes boring into yours when you looked up at his face. rafe let out a moan as he pushed into you completely. βjust like that. god youβre beautiful.β he let go of your hand for a moment and brushed a loose strand of hair out of your face, before intertwining your hands again. he could feel you clenching more and more around him, and he knew exactly what that meant.
βr-rafe..oh..oh god.i feel like iβm going to pee.β you continued to moan into his ear. getting all tingly under him. you couldnβt lay still because the pleasure was too much.
βno baby youre cumming. its okay just let it out. let it come.β you squeezed his hand so tightly like you never did before and he squeezed back. the sound of your high pitched moans and his deep groans filled the whole room. he couldnβt even hear the music he put on low speaker anymore. βcum for me baby, come on, shh.β
that weird feeling in your stomach got more intense and suddenly everything came crashing down. your back arched off the mattress, your thighs shaking uncontrollably. you cried out his name and so did he. he cried out your name. his release spilled into you just two seconds after your orgasm. he didnβt expect to come this fast, especially right after you did, but he was already spilling into you. his white cum filled you completely, it was so much that your inner thighs were covered in his release. his hard cock started to soften and he pulled out carefully, his hand immediately going to your face.
βfuck.β
he caressed your cheek for a moment, before pulling away and standing up right away. you looked at him like you couldnβt believe your eyes. where the fuck was he going? you were so out of power you couldnβt even move properly. you saw him get out of the room. wow. you were too confused to process what was happening and honestly you didnβt even have much time to. when you glanced up again you saw rafe hurrying back into the bathroom with a warm washcloth in his hands. he crawled onto the bed and started to clean you up. his hands spread your thighs to clean the mess in between them. you just started at his hands, the back up at his face. no one ever did this with you, well. how would they? you were a virgin and just lost your virginity after all. but you didnβt expect rafe to do that for you. after he cleaned you up he helped you sit into a more comfortable position before pulling you into his arms. his hand cradled the back of your head. you buried your face into his chest. βshh.. i got you. are you okay? did i hurt you?β you shook your head immediately. βtell me what you need and iβll get it for you.β
βi donβt need anything. i just need you rafe.β your voice was tired, you were tired, he knew that. βiβm proud of you. you did so good for me.β rafe reassured you. running his fingers through your hair. he pulled at your hair gently, signaling he wanted you to look at him. he cupped your cheek in one hand. βyou should sleep. youβre powered out right now. iβm here.β he pressed a kiss to your temple. you were too tired to even notice or feel everything, your head falling back into his chest.
βsleep with meβ¦β you mumbled, already starting to doze off. he didnβt say anything else, just pulled you closer by your bare waist and burying his fingers into your hair before nuzzling his nose in your hair, inhaling the scent of you shampoo.
βi love you, rafe.β
βi love you more.β he looked down to see your reaction, but you were already asleep. he fell asleep too not so long after you. his arms still wrapped tightly around you. your naked bodies intertwined with each other under the blankets rafe had pulled around you both earlier. and the last thought he had before he fell asleep, what he did to deserve you to trust him like that. you trust him to touch you. you trusted him with your body, and that meant the world to him.
π/π: i actually hate this so fucking bad but this has been sitting in my drafts since like 2 weeks lmfao. this was not proofread AT ALL so feel free to correct any mistakes you might find!! my requests are always open so once again feel free to request any idea thatβs going through your head xx
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