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this took for fuckin ever but i kind of love it

wouldn’t know what to do with it if he got it x autistic goth is the ideal ship dynamic if i do say so myself 🖤

ok 2 rb!

pr.o/c.omshippers dni

please do not add your f/os to this; it is not a chain

new barko dropped…. the love is my cat keychain being fully visible……. much to think about!

the jaguar does not concern themselves with doubles.

gary barkovitch📸

❤️what did you first think when you met s/i? how did you first meet?

The first time I saw Demi, it was at my roommate’s Halloween party. She was dancing with his ex girlfriend, which like, I don’t know why his ex got an invite, but she did, and that’s who Demi was with. She had on like, this crazy black shit all over her eyes, and huge eyelashes, which I thought was just for a costume, but she wears it all the time, which is cool. I didn’t talk to her that night and I was just like kicking myself because she was so cool and so pretty but like, I was too nervous.

And then like, a few days later, she showed up at our house in the morning. It was fucking terrible, I was in my pajamas and looked like total shit and she came over to meet with one of my roommates to work on the newspaper or some shit. She’s a writer. It’s cool. I thought she was the coolest, prettiest, smartest girl I’d ever met but like, her makeup made her look intimidating. I thought she might be like, mean or something. But then she introduced herself to me at my house and was so nice that I found myself signing on to take pictures for her upcoming article.

my collection of new(ish) barkos to celebrate digital release. i’ve now watched the film 7 times (2x since buying on digital release yesterday) and i am fucking crazy but i am free

the jaguar does not concern themselves with doubles.

happy friday everyone

- cricket dogcodedcatboy 🐈‍⬛

ty sm for the ask! 🖤

15. who convinces the other to do things using puppy-dog eyes?

gary will give me anything i want. i don’t even really have to pull out the puppy dog eyes, all i have to do is bat my eyelashes and say please and it’s already done before i even finish my sentence. he is transfixed and bewitched by my 20mm false lashes and he’ll go do something i could have easily done myself before he even has time to think about it or complain. he might complain after, but at that point, he already did it so like… okay? all i have to do is give him a little kissy and it fixes everything. he’s barely even that grumpy about it, he’s my yes man, but he won’t do things for anyone else like that, absolutely no way! 

16. who is more open with their feelings?

neither of us are good with feelings but both of us have big feelings. gary has never really been in a position where he can talk about his feelings, and he’s kind of trying to learn now? mostly because i told him that he has to because we’re both pretty sensitive people and we can accidentally hurt each other’s feelings. i’m not great at feelings, but i’m better at it than he is, so i actually get to help him talk out his feelings for the first time ever. it’s actually pretty sweet and it’s a nice bonding moment for both of us; i get to see him be vulnerable and he gets to see that being vulnerable with ur partner is a good thing!

17. who is the first to apologize after a fight?

we don’t fight very often, but we do bicker from time to time. however, when we bicker and feelings get hurt, it’s me, i fear. that’s my little guy, three apples tall only, i don’t want him to be mad at me. gary isn’t good at apologizing, but he is also super freaked out any time we argue because his beautiful wife is mad at him. Ls in the chat, everyone. he’ll try really hard to apologize, but like i said, feelings are hard for him and so are words sometimes, so a lot of times i get little gifts, like wildflowers in a beer can or a cool rock. one of our love languages as an autistic4autistic couple is pebbling, and the sentiment always wins me over. the pebbling is so sweet, it melts my heart. i usually just use my words and give a lil kissy and that works just fine also       

behold the four pixels in these two images combined... bro is a wife guy... everyone point and laugh

please nobody tell me that i'm mischaracterizing him i already know /silly

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