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In a desperate attempt to win his father's favor, Rafe steals a dress from his perfect sister's closet.
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It’s late enough that Ward’s eyes are crossing as he fiddles at his desk, combing through papers and writing notes to himself for his meetings the next morning. He always preferred writing with a pen over keyboard, needing the tactile sensation of ink against paper to better commit things to memory. His office is mostly dark save for the warm yellow glow of his desk lamp, illuminating just enough for him to see across his desk. Rose is likely already asleep in bed, two Klonopin and a glass of wine escorting her to dreamland. Soon, Ward would follow his wife and crawl into their Merino wool and silk sheets, dyed a color he could never remember the name of that Rose just had to have. It is the feeling of his memory foam pillow beneath his ear that Ward is craving as he jots down a few more memos.
The creek of the door creeping open breaks the silence of the room. Ward doesn’t look up from his notes, seeing a flash of baby pink in his periphery and filling in the image of Rose’s satin robe. “I know, I know. I’ll be up to bed soon,” Ward says with a wave of his hand, imagining his wife’s chastising grin. Chardonnay always made her clingy if the pills didn’t knock her out first. Ward has a smile on his face as he looks up, that handsome grin of his that said he was a man that had it all together.
What greets him instead of his wife is Rafe.
Wearing a dress Ward almost certainly bought his daughter last year for her birthday party.
Ward’s son stands six-foot-two with long limbs that always reminded him of a lemur, his skin tan from being out doing God knows what every day. He’s pressed up against the back of the door with his hands folded behind his back, staring at his father with an expression Ward can only make out as maudlin in the dim light. The thin straps of Sarah’s dress are biting into the meat of his shoulders and the damn bodice barely stretches over his ribcage. The skirt is a pale pink gossamer, tulle maybe, and cuts off just above Rafe’s knees. The sight of him ignites disgust within Ward’s chest, but beyond that is searing disappointment. The kid had been a failure since birth and with age had only gotten more unpredictable. Cross-dressing in his sister’s clothes was par for the course, apparently.
“What the hell are you doing?” Ward asks with a grimace, pushing back from his desk before sighing heavily. He checks his clock before rubbing his brow. “I don’t have time for this, Rafe. Get the fuck out and go to bed.”
He casts a glance at Rafe that turns into a stare when he sees his son hasn’t moved an inch. Leaning onto his desk, he counters Rafe with a look that means business. But Rafe doesn’t move. He’s just standing there with that puppy-look that makes Ward sick to his stomach. “Sarah’ll kill you if you rip that dress,” Ward says with a low warning, giving the boy one last chance to get in line or suffer the consequences.
Like a gunshot Rafe pushes from the door, crossing the room in two unsteady strides before he’s around the desk and landing on his knees with heavy thunks that undoubtedly penetrate through the floor to the level below. He grabs at Ward’s knee and uses the leverage to turn Ward in his desk chair to face him. Bathed in yellow, Ward can see that Rafe’s eyes are all pupil, two black orbs staring up at him like dolls’ eyes. The effect is heightened by the long lashes that circle his eyes, thickened with mascara. There is rouge on his cheeks too, some kind of shimmery blush he no doubt stole from Sarah as well. Most obscene is the lipstick, a bright red smeared across Rafe’s lips.
“Jesus Christ, son.” Ward winces as he grabs Rafe by the jaw, turning his face into the light to examine the damage done. His lips curl in disgust as he looks away, blinking past the humiliation bubbling in his gut. He prays that this is just some bad trip, that Rafe mixed coke with something he shouldn’t and would forget all of this like a bad hangover, but then he feels hands running up his calves. Ward looks down, his eyes meeting Rafe’s, and past the high he sees ugly determination.
“Please, Dad. Just let me,” Rafe begs, his voice quiet and trembling as badly as his hands as they work their way up his father’s legs. Ward freezes, confusion and shock turning him rigid until finally his hands catch up with his brain. The urge to kick the kid like a hyper dog is ever present, but Ward opts to seize Rafe by his biceps and haul him up instead.
“The hell are you doing?” He asks through his teeth, his eyes nearly bulging as he tries to see his son past the haze of whatever he took and that goddamn makeup. Abomination. The word cuts like a blade through his mind, carving itself into whatever gland was meant to produce affection. “This isn’t funny, Rafe. Say something!” Ward shakes his son, recalling all the nights he had held the boy as a baby and sang to him until his squealing finally subsided and he could get back to sleep. All that effort, wasted on an ungrateful, thoughtless child.
But Rafe doesn’t stop. His hands are on Ward’s thighs now, grasping at the meat of his legs like he wishes to claw out chunks of his flesh through the fabric of his pants. The boy is shaking, his wide eyes wet with tears that smear the clumps of black stuck to his lashes. “Please, Daddy,” He gasps, and Ward flinches at the word. Only Sarah calls him that still. Rafe had grown out of it by the time his mother died. “I’ll be good. I promise to be good for you.”
The words shock Ward to his core and his breath hitches, escaping his lungs in a stuttering exhale. Slowly he releases his grip on Rafe’s arms, trying and failing to make sense of this. The kid’s sweating, he realizes, the scent of spun sugar heavy in the air. And crying. Rafe is crying as he looks up at his father, his hands now on Ward’s belt. The full grain leather slips from the buckle with ease, accompanied by the tinkling sound of metal. It’s not his son he sees before him, but for a moment it's her. Rafe always shared his mother’s coloring, that dark honey hair and eyes the color of sea glass. After it happened, during that short while Ward was alone, he had barely been able to look at his son. All he saw was what he had lost. That resentment had never been scrubbed away, even after Rose swept into his life and made Ward whole again. Why did Rafe get to live when he squandered every chance he was given? When he was nothing but a pitiful fuck-up, destined for prison or worse?
The thoughts send Ward grasping Rafe by the hair and bending forward to get in his face as he wrenches Rafe’s head back. “You disgust me.” Ward spits the words like venom. He smells vodka on Rafe’s breath, heady enough for Ward to feel buzzed as he shoves his son away. Rafe isn’t deterred, going now for the button and zip of his father’s pants. It’s happening. There’s no denying what Rafe intends to do as he slides down the pull of the zipper with a shaking hand.
“Good. I’ll be good,” Rafe whispers to himself, and Ward can’t tell if the boy is psyching himself up or still trying to convince his father not to intervene.
Rafe is all hands, running his fingers over Ward’s legs in massage-like circles. Ward’s curiosity is beginning to outweigh his shock as his own hands find the arms of the chair, gripping the cushioned rests until his own trembling subsides. How much is Rafe really like his mother? How far is he willing to go? Rafe was a coward as much as a fuck up, and Ward intended to win this game of chicken like he won at everything in life. “You want it? Take it,” Ward orders, waiting for his son to turn tail and run.
Ward isn’t aware that he’s half hard until Rafe pulls him out. The kid bends forward between Ward’s spread legs and licks him from root to tip, one long stripe on the underside that makes Ward hiss. He grows against Rafe’s tongue and forces his breathing to remain even as Rafe circles his hand around the base of him. Rafe's mouth is hot and wet as he pops the head into his mouth. Ward can feel every bump and groove of Rafe’s tongue and his stomach lurches, every logical neuron in his brain shooting sparks of pure terror.
This is happening. And it feels good.
Rafe is swirling his tongue around the head, flicking his tongue against the slit in a way that has Ward’s back arching as he braces himself with his iron grip on the arm rests. He lowers his head, taking Ward into his mouth inch by inch until Ward can see that Sarah’s dress is open in the back. Rafe hadn’t been able to do up the zipper and the fabric flaps like wings as his bird-like shoulder blades jut out. With every inch Rafe takes, he’s sucking harder, his hand twisting around the base like he wants to rip Ward from the root. The boy’s got a mouth like a hoover and Ward shuts his eyes, seeing her and smelling Sarah’s perfume. Rafe’s tongue is too much, too hot, and Ward releases one of the arm rests. He opens his eyes to stare down at his son as he takes him by the jaw, feeling his mouth work as he begins to bob back and forth, sucking Ward’s cock like he had been trained for it. He wipes away the drool that escapes Rafe’s plush lips before slipping his thumb inside, stretching his mouth to the side until he sees teeth.
Rafe opens his eyes and meets his father’s gaze, his lipstick smeared across his face. He looks filthy, like some back alley whore Ward found in the Cut. He expects to see hatred or fear in Rafe’s eyes, but all he sees is a half-lidded look of desire. Humiliation returns with a vengeance and Ward leans back in his seat, unable to meet the boy’s eyes any longer.
He wants to shove Rafe away, but he’s harder than he’s ever been for Rose inside that slick mouth. It would be one thing if Rafe wasn’t enjoying it, if this was just a punishment like all the other times Ward had cut him with words or taken away privileges that Ward had worked hard day and night tirelessly for. But this wasn’t a punishment; this was desperation.
“So fucking needy,” Ward groans, his thumb slipping out of Rafe’s mouth before snatching his hair again. He pushes Rafe forward, forces him to take it all until he feels himself smacking the back of Rafe’s throat. Rafe begins to gag, choking and sputtering against Ward’s crotch. His hands scatter to grip Ward’s legs again, tugging on his pants and digging his nails into the muscle. “You like this, don’t you? So, take it.” Ward bucks his hips into Rafe’s mouth, his breath heavy as his body warms, tightens. “Fucking take it.”
Rafe resists a moment longer before he breathes through his nose and his throat relaxes. He swallows down the head, allowing Ward to penetrate his throat to the hilt. Naturally, it takes a dick in his mouth for the boy to follow orders. Ward doesn’t have the ability to feel pride, too busy fucking up into that ruined mouth. It lasts for hours or seconds, Ward can’t tell, but then he’s shooting off and Rafe is drinking every thick drop that exploded against his tongue.
Ward’s orgasm rolls through him in waves, leaving him trembling and gasping for air. No sooner does he release his hold on Rafe’s hair than his son is pushing himself away, his chest heaving like he had been drowning. Ward looks down at him and is overtaken with the sense that he has spoiled the boy, that this is just one more mistake in a sea of regret. Reaching out, Ward wipes a smear of lipstick and cum from Rafe’s bottom lip before shoving hard at his shoulder.
“Get yourself cleaned up.”
~
It’s the morning and Ward is freshly showered. He trims his beard in the mirror and styles his damp hair, checks the corner of his eyes for the deepening of crow’s feet. He turns to the hamper, intending to throw in his towel, but stops just before it. Sitting atop the pile are the khaki pants he had worn the night before. Ward picks up the item and unfurls it until he exposes the crotch. There, slathered across the zipper and the surrounding fabric, are sticky streaks of red lipstick. Ward drags his thumb across the blotches, feels the pigment stick to his skin. Worthless little asshole, he thinks and shoves the pants into the trash bin under the sink.
This is a piece of fiction written for myself and intended for mature readers only. Minors do not interact.
Summary: This scene takes place in season 3 when Rafe is having the party at Tannyhill after his father's unexpected return, shortly after his conversation with Barry. Rafe is in the master bedroom with Sofia and tries to make out with her but he can't get it up.
His breath was shaky as he rolled off her, rolled his body to the other side of the bed and quickly got up.
“What’s wrong?” He heard her voice and could feel her big brown eyes boring into the back of his head.
Rafe didn’t turn, he pressed his eyes shut, lifted a hand. “Nothing,” he said, tonelessly, and that lump in his throat was making it impossible to swallow the words that were about to come out. So, he pressed his mouth shut.
He heard the shuffling of bedding behind him and realized that he was still standing in the middle of the room. He already felt her getting up and getting close.
“Just give me a minute,” he said and rushed into the adjoining bathroom, locking the door behind himself.
He walked over to the sink, heat was rushing through his body, so he turned on the faucet and splashed some cold water into his face. The water didn’t do anything; his mind wouldn’t come clear. His vision stayed blurry as he looked at himself in the mirror. He frowned and blinked, but he still felt that prickling sensation at the back of his skull. Like rough whispering voices scratching.
He sniffled and the urge to snort a line was growing. But he didn’t do that anymore. And it wouldn’t help, though he missed that sharp feeling. Everything was sharper then. Unlike now. The booze made him drowsy. Made everything dull. He was used to drinking a lot. So he needed a lot to get that numbing feeling that helped to silence the scratching.
His hands rested on the sides of the sink, arms stretched, he looked down, taking a deep breath. His hard stomach muscles flexing. He lowered his gaze further. He only saw the waistband of his boxers. He didn’t have to see more.
He’d been making out with the girl in the bed on the other side of the bathroom door, and it’d been nice and going well – until it wasn’t. He needed to get his head clear to get back into it. But those damn words kept crawling into his mind. “It’s you or him.”
He pressed the ball of his hand against the side of his skull.
“No, no, no, no.” He shook his head. “I’m the man now. This is my house.” Rafe glared at his own reflection in the mirror.
“You’re not a man. Just a boy. A little boy.”
The voice was so close, it made him flinch and turn. But there was no one there.
He pressed both his hands to his ears with such force that he drowned the humming bass coming from the party still going on downstairs, and all he heard was the pulsing beat of his own blood. He felt the world spinning and had to grab the sink for support. Panting he opened his eyes again, and lifting his head he saw himself in the mirror.
He just got out of the shower. His hair longer, the wet bangs clinging to his face. His face too boyish. Too pretty. His arms and legs too thin, too long. He grabbed a towel to dry his lanky body.
“I’d thought you’d grown into a man by now, but you’re still a little boy.”
Rafe dropped the towel. The voice of his father in the bathroom startled him.
“I – I didn’t hear you come in,” he stammered an excuse as he bent down to pick up the towel from the floor. But his father had already reached it before he could. Rafe’s gaze moved up at the man standing in front of him. His father was fully closed, wearing jeans and a short-sleeved shirt, showing his bare veiny arms. One of his hands held the towel. Rafe hesitated, then moved his own hand to reach for it, but his father kept holding it close to his body. So Rafe lowered his hand. His gaze moved up to look into the man’s face. He didn’t have to look up, they were the same height, he still felt like he had to put his head back as he looked into his father’s face. He tried to read in his expression, tried to figure out what the furrowed brows and widened pupils meant. His father’s eyes didn’t meet Rafe’s. Ward looked at his son’s naked body in front of him. Noticing his own nakedness and the lack of anything to cover it, Rafe was about to turn, when his father’s voice stopped him.
“It still hasn’t grown.”
Rafe felt the disappointment in his father’s voice, felt the reproach. Looking down at himself, looking at his flaccid dick and his shriveled balls, he opened his mouth, started to come up with an excuse, an explanation, as he felt that he owed him such.
“But it has. I swear it has. It’s bigger than those of most of the guys on the team.”
“You been looking at your teammates’ dicks?” Another voice, mocking and amused. Rafe shook his head. No, he hadn’t. He’d only been comparing. He had to compare to know, because the only other dick he’d ever seen was his father’s.
“Big? Do you hear yourself, Rafe? You’ll never be a man.”
“But I – it – I—” Pointless stammer left his mouth as he looked up at his father who stepped closer, and Rafe heard the clinking of the belt buckle, and he flinched at that familiar sound, drawing up his shoulders, attempting to stumble backwards, but his father caught his arm and his attention.
“This is what a man looks like. – Look at it.” Ward didn’t yell, he only raised his voice just a bit, enough to make Rafe follow his command. And he looked. And he saw his father’s hard cock sprung free from his pants. It was huge as it stood upright menacingly. It was thick and its veins were showing. It was an awe-inspiring sight. It was a frightening sight.
Rafe turned away, his whole body shivering. A terrifying sensation crawling beneath his skin. His hip bone hit the sink’s edge. And when he looked up, he saw his face in the mirror. Blue eyes brimming with tears. His lips trembling.
“Oh, boo-hoo! You crying like a little baby cause you’re afraid of Daddy’s big dick – or cause you want it?”
Rafe’s eyes moved to his left side, and he frowned at the face that grinned at him through the mirror, showing a gold tooth.
“What now? You want me to cuddle you and coo you and tell you, no need to be afraid of Daddy now you’re a man?” A dark chuckle. “He’s still inside your head.” Barry’s index finger poked against Rafe’s head, touched his close-cropped hair. “Always will be.”
“No, no, no, no, no.” Rafe violently shook his head and had to close his eyes as the world was spinning again.
When he opened them, the image of Barry was gone from the mirror. He breathed in through his nose. Closed his eyes and let the tears roll down his cheeks. Warm fingers caught them from his chin.
“It’s okay. I know you’re trying, son. You’re just not built for it. But I’m here. I’m here for you, son.”
Rafe’s lips parted, he felt the wetness on them, panting. A hand clasped around his shaft. Moving up and down in a terribly delightful rhythm as something pushed against his ass, parted the cheeks and pushed against the tense muscle. He gasped for air and with it a whiny noise left his mouth as his own finger pushed roughly inside him.
“This is it, my boy. You’re good, son.”
He was growing hard, and soon he could return and perform and act like a man. And fuck the girl in his father’s house. In his father’s bed. In his father’s sheets. And be the man.
a/n: I know this is a controversial theme, but if you've read this far, feel free to leave a comment. Reblogs are welcome. - I'm unsure whether to post this on ao3, maybe do some editing first. But I wanted to get this out now.
It was immoral. Something that shouldn't be happening. Sarah had tried to have self-control because she knew Rafe didn't have any—but even she was giving in to him. One look and her panties were dropping for him.
Rafe shouldn't look that good. The way he was built it wasn't fair. The way he'd lick his lips when he stared at her—it was mouthwatering. Her panties were always soaking wet and it took everything for her to pretend like she hated him.
"Fuck you feel so good" He'd be moaning at night when he was hovering over her and slamming inside. "So fucking tight and wet for your big brother, huh?"
"Yeah, Rafe" Sarah would cry as his cock hit her deep, ravaging against her spot. Her nails would find his back and dig into his muscles. "Oh my god!"
"Yeah that's right" He'd grin. "Clench around my cock, sis. Make me cum in your cunt."
And then she would—and her moans would be all that could be heard in the room. It would be what drove her brother over the edge and he would be filling her full with his cum.
"You're mine" He'd tell her. "Say it."
Sarah's cheeks would be red but she'd smile. "Yours."
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Very late to the party, but here's my version of the chart. I actually laughed upon making this when I realized all ships but one were mlm. I do have other straight pairings, but most of them are even more obscure than these and I wanted to prioritize my favorites.
Some thoughts:
I considered putting general weasleycest in the "sibcest you like", however since I don't enjoy every single ship between them, plus the fact that one of those that I do isn't sibcest, I decided to go with Percy/Ron, my angst beloved.
Still on HP — if you're wondering about Barty Crouch Sr./Jr. , read the fourth book. The subtext is insane. And that trial scene from the movie...
The picture of Ward and his wife in the background as Rafe's fingers slowly and gently brush against his father's watches. Then his clothes, one at a time, all the while the family's ring adorns his index. He dresses one of them and inhales the fragrance of the coat that fits his body so well it's almost scary. As if it was made for him. The heavy fabric that holds a remnant of his father's scent, his warmth. One day, that would all be his. Only his.
