the phrase "did i stutter" is ableist as fuck just fyi ok 👌👌👌

i literally never make personal posts on here anymore lol anyway how are y'all how's your mom doing how's school

to give context to that last post, I found out this morning that a guy I went to high school with died last night

why do people I know keep dying. why is 2016 the year that kelsey faces the reality of death over and over and as soon as she starts to recover from one death we throw another one at her so she can learn for the fourth time this year that nothing is permanent

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im not entirely hating college and i actually am having fun but i miss my best friends so fucking much and it actually physically hurts?? like I'll wake up and I'll remember that I have to wait another two weeks to see them and my arms and my chest will start aching and like the other day I was texting kyle and he said something funny and I started laughing and then it turned into sobbing lmao I'm a wreck!

at midnight the dominant part of me that thinks through every single word I say goes to bed and the impulsive part of me that tells my ex boyfriend I'm not over him arises and has a reckless conversation with him about the issue. i may have just made a very big mistake in saying the things i said. uh oh.

lol I'm the worst