#bye 2025

What a great year! When 2025 just about to start I promise to myself that I will read 12 books for that year but I only finish 7 books in total, I even wrote my reaction to the books I've finish reading here on tumblr.

For this 2026 I am planning to read more and try to improve the number of books that I've read.

2025 is also the year that I passed my second eligibility exam which can be helpful for my career in the future.

2025 is also a grieving year as this was the year that my lolo Idol is no longer with us, i really thought that he could still see and have moments with my children in the future when I have one but it didn't, If only I knew this would happened, I could have made a family sooner rather than later so that he could still attend to our wedding and be able to see my children.

2025 gave me a new opportunity in life, a new perspective in life, it thought me to take risk and be humble to the things that you have right now because you may not like the temporary status of your life right now, still be thankful for the life as things will over turn in the right time with the right mindset and action.

This coming 2026 will be a different me! with the experience I gained last year, I will be more smart with my actions, more firm to my decisions and to be more precise with the plan at hand.

2024 was more on planning, dreaming and visioning.

2025 was the execution of the planning and taking that risk.

2026 will be the year of improving what we have started, take more risk but with much precaution, and just continue the grind for a much better result and reward than last year.

So! Here we come 2026! you better be ready with us because we ain't joking no more!

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Looking back :) or in other words, @vqler​ dominating my top 10: 

#1 and #3 are arts I commissioned, and #9 is only there because of The Mad Party fanart ehe

大概是失去了某些部分的自己，也不知道獲得了什麼，但對有些人什麼影響也沒有。

世界就是這麼的不公平，受到影響的永遠都是女生，相反的性別大概就只可以出一張嘴，然後還可以被視為理所當然。什麼東西都覺得很簡單，但實際上都只操作一半，當然輕鬆又簡單。好笑的是，你的所謂的家人送東西還不讓我知道，偷偷摸摸是要幹嘛？要別人覺得是家人，就要拿出樣子來，而不是在最脆弱的時候在背後一直拿刀捅好嗎，捅完還訕笑，永遠不會忘記你們那副嘴臉，就算死了千百萬次都還不夠平息怒火。

期待2026嗎？並沒有，希望你們這些虛偽的人可以都不要來打擾我們的人生最好。善良是留給值得你的善良的人類，而不是那些不斷在背後捅刀，然後覺得對你無比的友善的人們。不用假惺惺的，明明就是不是真的覺得是家人，才肆無忌憚的傳播那些不應該被散布的東西，提告你們都還太便宜了。

Happy New Year everyone! I hope you all had a blessed and lovely holiday. With all that was happening I had a nice time.

I'm low-key in my cc creating era and I just have a TON of things to share with the community and imma do just that. I created a Patreon so that things could be a tad more organised. Everything is still free.. yada yada yada :)

I lived the highest highs and the lowest lows. Often feeling like i only experienced those two ends, nothing in between.

I'm trying really hard not to focus only in the sad moments, because those are the loudest ones in my 2025 wrapped. But at least I should acknowledge them: yes, i did cry a lot; yes, i was hurt a lot; yes, i did feel let down, betrayed and disappointed. A lot. But i'd like to think that I toughen up. I tried not to stay there -for too long- And seeing how things turned out at the very very veeeery end, well, as Gracie Abrams' would say: made it out alive (but I think I lost it🤪)

But I'll try not to downplay it: this year was a really painful year. It sucked most days. I don't remember big chunks of what happened through it, and I often had this feeling of cloudiness for days, but i know it happened. I got scars.

I went to therapy, I chose to do things different, I chose differently. I somehow faced fears, I, somehow said «I'm tired of this shit» and fought it. And I won.

I need to thank myself for never giving up. I had so many things against me, the odds were against me so many times !!! but for once (or twice) I decided I wanted it to happen, which meant, one way or another it was gonna happen. And it happened. And I enjoyed every second of it.

I grew up.

I fought.

I changed.

I trusted myself.

I did it.

I REACHED SOME OF MY GOALS.

So I just hope 2026 can be gentler. To my mind. To my heart. To my soul. Because I'm not gonna lie, I'm fucking tired.

I just hope I can sometimes feel at peace.

I just hope the sad thoughts go away.

I just hope things go easier.

I just hope I can be gentler with myself.

I just hope I can be happier.

I just hope things can get better.

2025 wrapped:

I went to two concerts

I traveled twice!

I bought my first suitcase

I hugged my dog

I had surgery once

I turned 29

I read 23 books

I saw Thunderbolts*

I rewatched Legends of Tomorrow

I met my niece

I bought a tv

I watched 14 movies

I read Sunrise on the Reaping

I eat delicious pizza too many times

I listened to 13,263 minutes of Taylor Swift

I went to a wedding

I walked almost 26k steps once

I went to therapy

I took too many photos

I made too many memories

I helped others

I won at Sequence

I met old friends

I went jogging

I sang in the car with my sister

I played The Sims City a crazy amount of time

I survived the bad things