âIâm your last resort,â Ryan says with a laugh, but the look Shane shoots him stops it almost immediately.
âYou were our first choice,â he admits, voice low and even, and Ryan knows heâs telling the truth. âWe tried to keep you out of this, because we didnât want to be the ones to drag you back into something you hated.â
âDream sharing?â Ryan asks and Shane shrugs.
âAnd our relationship.â
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Shyanara, NC-17, Inception AU, 16k
Written as part of the Shyanara Fest 2020 @ebonybow is currently hosting and the @rarebuzzships polyam month fest.
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On Tuesday night, halfway through an episode of Law & Order, Ryanâs phone starts buzzing its way across the coffee table. The number on the screen shows as restricted, but thereâs only ever one kind of call that comes in that way.
âHello?â Ryan answers, using one hand to mute the TV.
The person on the other end of the line hesitates, like they werenât expecting him to pick up. âRyan?â
Ryan leans forward. Itâs not a voice heâs heard in over six years, but itâs still familiar.
âRyan,â the voice says again. âItâs Shane.â
âShane,â Ryan repeats and Shane apparently misinterprets his tone as a question.
âYeah. Shane Madej.â
Ryan doesnât try to correct him. Instead, he says, âHey, man. Itâs been a while.â
Synopsis: i hate accidents except when we went from friends to this
aka, a series of vignettes following shyanara's relationship evolving
Words: 1943
written for @rarebuzzships Poly April Event & @ebonybow ShyanaraFest 2020
 Sara closes the book with a gentle sigh and reaches to put it away back in Shaneâs nightstand. She went through his favorites, the ones he keeps besides his bed, and in a way, it makes her feel closer to him. Thumbing the well-worn pages, trying to guess his favorite parts, if he laughed at this joke, if he cried in the same places.
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Shaneâs Birthday feat. Ryan and Sara
This was all stupid, the anxiety over a birthday that he has celebrated with Shane for years, but Ryan couldnât help it. Every year since they were in Test Friends, he and Shane celebrated Shaneâs birthday with a birthday coffee, birthday lunch, and a small birthday present.Â
But this year was different, because, well, he wasnât celebrating Shaneâs birthday as just his best friend anymore; he was celebrating his birthday as one of his partners too.
Shane, Sara, and Ryan.
It was all so new and Ryan wasnât always confident in his footing in their relationship. As the months passed and he was able to kiss and hold and spend more time with Shane and Sara, his confidence grew. It was like being their best friend still, but different. Which made the whole idea of celebrating a birthday more complicated because Shane and Sara were all about traditions and their traditions were all established after years of being together.
As an outsider, he was enamored by their love, their traditions, their life together. But as an insider? As someone who is now included in this relationship intimately? It was overwhelming. What if what Ryan had planned (or not planned because his overwhelming thoughts wouldnât allow him to even think about it) interfered with what Sara had planned? What if Sara didnât want to share Shane with him on his actual birthday?
âWhat ifâŚ? What ifâŚ? What ifâŚ?â was constantly intruding his thoughts and Ryan couldnât stand it anymore.Â
âHey Sar?â Ryan whispered early one morning as Shane was puttering around the kitchen and Ryan and Sara hadnât made it out of bed yet.
âYeah?â Sara whispered back, rolling over so she was facing Ryan.
Whispering felt ridiculous, but Ryan was feeling anxious and he didnât want Shane to hear. And Sara was adamant (rightly so) that whenever Ryan was having any kind of feelings, he needed to let them know.Â
âIâm having feelings,â he blurted out, wincing and rolling to his back so he could cover his eyes with his forearm. Like this, he was less likely to see Sara react to his ridiculousness. He held his breath for a moment and then exhaled slowly. He did that two more times before he felt Sara nestle her head on his chest. Her wild morning curls tickled his chin, but Ryan didnât brush them away.
âTake your time.â Sara rubbed his chest soothingly.
âSo...Shaneâs birthday is coming up.â Sara hummed in the affirmative. âAnd--and Iâve noticed that you two have a lot of traditions.â Sara hummed again. âI--uhh--I donât fit in all the time? I donât know--â
Sara sat up and pulled Ryanâs arm away from his eyes. âYou fit in,â she said firmly. âBut if you donât feel like you do, we need to fix that. We, as in Shane and I, not you.â
Ryan exhaled and nodded his head. âOkay.â He knew this might need to be discussed again in the future. He was still so new at this. He didnât want to mess up. âBut,â he began, rolling to his side. Sara slid down and mirrored him. âI--what--what are we doing?â
âFor his birthday?â
âYeah.â
âWhat do you normally do?â
Ryan couldnât help the flush that covered his cheeks. âI usually get him coffee with fancy art on the top. And then lunch, his choice. After lunch, I give him a present. Last year I got him that scarf.â
âThe green one,â Sara said, tucking an errant curl behind her ear. âHe loves that scarf.â Ryan couldnât help his bashful smile as he glanced at Sara before looking away. He scratched at the bridge of his nose. âWhat did you get him this year?â
âRemember when we went to the Mystic Museum?â
Sara was grinning broadly and she nodded her head; Ryan was certain she already knew what he bought. âShane got distracted when they reopened the museum for the public as we were packing up, so I bought those butterflies in the glass. It was a pain in the ass to hide it from him, but Matty did me a solid and hid it in one of the camera bags.â By the time Ryan finished his little story, Sara was hiding her giggles behind her hand.
âHe came home so disappointed when the butterflies were gone. Heâll absolutely love it.â Sara leaned forward and kissed his forehead. âIt sounds like you have his birthday tradition figured out. What feelings are you having?â
Ryan shrugged. âWhat about you? I feel like...I canât--I donât want to take away Shane from you? I want it to be--I--â Ryan huffed, frustrated with his anxiety, allowing a frown to pull at his mouth. He rubbed at his nose again, wishing he could get his thoughts out.
âYouâre allowed to have your traditions with Shane,â Sara said softly. Ryan sighed as Sara slid her fingers into his hair. âJust like when Shane and I go on dates, or you and Shane, or even sometimes me and you? As long as no one is feeling left out, itâs all okay. I wasnât bothered by it when it was only Shane and I, and I wonât be bothered by it now, I promise.â She played with his hair until he finally relaxed. âAnd we can do something together. I would like that a lot, actually.â
Ryan nodded his head, âThank you.â It felt weird thanking her, but Sara smiled and tucked herself against him again. Ryan shifted back to his back, pulling Sara with him. He ran his hand up and down her spine. âWhat do you usually do for his birthday?â He felt her giggles before he heard them.
âMorning birthday sex so good weâre always late for work, a homemade birthday card, makeout on the Unsolved set after lunch for seven minutes, and then evening birthday sex so good we have to start early and go to bed early so we can work the next day.â Sara sat up and looked down at Ryan. She tapped the middle of his chest as she said, âWeâre lucky his birthday is on a Saturday this year, or else weâd have to figure out the logistics of meeting up for Seven Minutes in Heaven during the work day now that youâre not at Buzzfeed anymore.â Her grin grew even wider as she looked at Ryan mischievously and waggled her eyebrows. âThis year is going to be...hot.â She fanned herself, and Ryan laughed.
âI cannot wait to get in on that tradition.â
âOh, youâll be getting in alright!â
âSara!â
Ryan tugged Sara back down to him, and he kissed her, swallowing her giggles. Then he kissed her cheek and forehead when he finally needed air. âThank you,â he said again, his kisses softer and sweeter the second time around.
âAnytime, Ryan.â She nuzzled against his throat and joined their hands together. âThank you for talking to me about this, for trusting me when you were anxious.â
Ryan didnât say anything, just kissed the top of her head and squeezed her fingers. They stayed that way for awhile, Ryan not quite drifting back to sleep but floating between being awake and asleep. He was soothed by Saraâs soft breathing and gentle fingers tracing his hands.
Ryan flinched when he felt a hand on his chest. âEverything alright?âÂ
It was Shane.
There was silence for a moment, and then Ryan felt the bed shift as Shane sat down by his hip. âYeah, everything is fine.â Ryan blinked his eyes open, and Shane was looking at him, glasses perched on the end of his nose.Â
Ryan reached up and pushed them up before tweaking his nose. âCome lay down and take a nap with us.â
âYou donât need to ask me twice.â Shane kissed Ryan and then Sara before getting comfortable on the bed. As someone who was always aware of how his partners were feeling, Shane immediately latched onto Ryan, covering his and Saraâs hands. âAre you sure youâre alright?â
âYeah. Peachy. Promise.â Sara leaned over Ryan to kiss Shane right between his brows reassuringly.Â
Ryan smiled as Sara dropped a kiss on his forehead before nestling back into his side. Finally at ease, he drifted off with his two favorite people on either side of him.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Buzzfeed Unsolved (Web Series), Watcher Entertainment
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Ryan Bergara/Shane Madej/Sara Rubin
Additional Tags: Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Shameless Smut, Grinding, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, Double Anal Penetration, Pegging
Summary:
âBut Iâd rather join, if thatâs okay?â
Ryan nods, looking back over to Shane, stroking his hand up and down over the heat of Shaneâs cock, getting him wet with his own pre-come to make the slide so much better. âYou okay with that, babe? Wanna let us both fuck you?â he asks.
Shaneâs eyes are black and blown when he glances up to look at Ryan, and then at Sara. âMore than okay,â he says and his voice is rough, low.
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âThis isnât funny,â he whispers. âItâs not funny, Shane. This is the furthest thing from funny.â
âI know itâs not fucking funny,â Shane snaps back. âYouâre about to tell me itâs fucking, 2022, or some shit and Iâll lose my goddamn mind.â
âIt is 2022,â Ryan rasps, throat tight like heâs about to cry. âAnd Iâve no idea where youâve been these last two years, but I have a feeling you donât either.â
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Ryan wants to hug her close again, run his fingers through her hair in the way she likes, but itâs too public, so he settles for asking Shane a bunch of boring questions about their flights until their bags appear on the carousel. He helps Shane grab them and soon, he has Saraâs backpack on his shoulders as he wheels herâs and Shaneâs suitcases out to his car. Itâs awkward to pull them both (they keep knocking into each other) but he knows how exhausting a long day of international travel is and his two favorite people shouldnât lug their bags if they donât have to.
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