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Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan_Avaetin_He’s My Boy Friend (There’s a Space For Denial) - Chapter 2 [Archive of Our Own]

Pairing: Nico di Angelo/Alabaster Torrington

Rating: M

Summary:

“I’m just helping him out,” Alabaster had insisted, avoiding Ethan’s probing gaze. “No, Al. You’re helping yourself to him,” Ethan shot back, his grin growing wider as Alabaster flushed and looked away. “Can’t say you’re taking advantage of the situation, though. Nico doesn’t exactly look unwilling.”

This is making me want to go into fanfiction land so badly anon...  😤 😤 😤 but I shall refrain.

One major thing to remember from your message: the potential. The potential. 

(ps to the previous anon: as I said, three of us XD)

Yeah, they typically don’t move a muscle, unless they’re in really deep sx-shit and think the world is ending if they don’t cater to this and only this life-saving relationship. Tbh I find the wording of your ask a bit confusing lol so bear with me if I’m not answering it perfectly.

Sp/sxs would rather not make the conscious effort to ‘get out there’ because… I guess they essentially don’t have anything to look for? They’re not wired to search the world for sx-interests because their secondary sx cannot please their sp-dominance, so the sx-desires are pushed to the background more or less subconsciously, I’d say. I’d say sp is the brick wall behind which they’re hiding, quite comfortably actually, but it’s getting lonely in there after all lol. While they maintain their sp-zone they obviously don’t want a thousand people banging against the walls, annoying and disrupting them. But when they do feel… sx-depraved, they do want the right people to knock on their door. I guess they’re annoyed simultaneously at all these people, but they need “all of them” approaching them after all to weed out and find the sx-interest too. Maybe, if they’re in sx-mood or something, they’ll accept the people knocking on the door, and bother with them for a while, but soon their sp-walls will come crashing down again. I imagine it all as a very complicated push-pull-scenario.

not of comfort . not of condolences . there is a heart and there is a fissure , a fracture , something that starts to splinter and break open .