#bulgingdisc2

So most don't know since last week Wednesday I was going about my day (delicately as my L5/L4 has been 4.7mm bulged since April & fighting Kaiser) but I was leaning towards b my walk in closet to grab a change of clothes & heard a loud pop then dropped to the floor. I couldn't move or feel my right leg. After 13 hours in the ER & we left because they lied saying I was going to be transferred to Morse for surgery all because the radiologist doctor didn't finish the report saying I needed surgery immediately. Basically my L4/L3 disc popped out to the right entirely pushing on my nerves and tendons everything so I have no strength, feeling or use of my right leg. At the same time it almost triple my lower disc that was 4.7 to 14.5mm. We've been waiting to get surgery going to er getting discharged & finally called neuro directly to find out wtf why is the er doing nothing & knowing nothing & it's all because the radiologist at Kaiser Eureka has an incomplete on his report ive been suffering because an idiot didn't finish his report a week ago BS. Just further proves how #kaiserisstupid it wouldn't be such a big deal if I couldn't walk, have to have help anytime I'm out of the bed, can't carry a thing and use two canes to prop my up standing otherwise I'm in a rolling walker quickly because my electric wheelchair still after 5 weeks isn't here no have they measured for a ramp either, idiots & liars. So if you want to please send wish, thoughts & prayers I need them to be better, to get my micro surgery to be out of bed & live some type of life better than not being able to move without crying pain and suffering because of no treatment. #thoracicoutletsyndrome #degenerativediscdisease #sciatica #anxiety #stress #ptsd #gastroparisis #chronicpain #delayedsleepphasesyndrome #rheumatoidarthritis #ibs #gerd #allergicrhinitis #vocalcorddysfunction #seborrhoeicdermatitis #intertrigo #rosacea #JRA #juvenilerheumatoidarthritis #addisonsdisease #myopia #chronicfatiguesyndrome #bulgingdisc2 #autoimmunediseases #invisibleillness #invisibleillnessawareness #butyoudontlooksick #breakthestigma #warrior #invisibleillnesswarriors (at The Chateau)

As much as you see me smile with my hair, nails, lashes so I can look at a familiar refl croon in the mirror and be happy so I see my normal self this was me Tuesday. In Kaisers oncology department getting my Simponi battling my JRA that's making it hard to walk, and I definitely can't dance right now but I still am fighting thru it 15 months later with a smile on my face as you can see despite two tubes in my arm. A smile gives your brain endorphins & I stay as positive as possible. I kick negativity to the curb. This is why I am busting my butt to make my charity @invisibleillnesswarriors happen because I am a member and it's for everyone who is worse than me. I care & there's a need as well as purpose. Please like it & share it. I love each one of the people in my life who support my dreams & goals & advice to keep pushing through to achieve what I have set out to, you are all right & I want to prove you right, as long as you are still there to support me fighting through barriers to those goals and dreams. Thank you for believing in me, despite this picture & how bad it could be taken in context it's not slowing me down because others out there need help and are worse off. #thoracicoutletsyndrome #degenerativediscdisease #sciatica #anxiety #stress #ptsd #gastroparisis #chronicpain #delayedsleepphasesyndrome #rheumatoidarthritis #ibs #gerd #allergicrhinitis #vocalcorddysfunction #seborrhoeicdermatitis #intertrigo #rosacea #JRA #juvenilerheumatoidarthritis #addisonsdisease #myopia #chronicfatiguesyndrome #bulgingdisc2 #autoimmunediseases #invisibleillness #invisibleillnessawareness #butyoudontlooksick #breakthestigma #warrior #invisibleillnesswarriors (at Kaiser Permanente Medical Office)