This is random, sad, lame and might make people feel awkward but Iāve been slowly going back through my likes and I reached the good old day of 2012 when I first joined this site.Ā
And thereās just so many covos and posts back and forth with the firstĀ āinternet friendsā I have had and itās just so PURE and make me so fucking nostalgic.Ā
Like we would literally be messaging each other utter nonsense about QAF and our teenage woes at 4am and now itās like most of those blogs donāt even exist anymore.
And now Iām just looking at posts from the strangers I used to talk to when I was 17 - Cat, Milo, Sarah, Chesea, Tarah, Denise and others Iāve probably missed - and I donāt know what happened to yall but I went from fucked up 17 year old to sad as hell adult and like
Tumblr itself is basically dead. The QAF fandom is basically dead. I stil love it and honesty think about it every day but as far as new stuff goes I donāt feel that passionate about ANYTHING anymore. All other fandoms have basically died - EVEN SUPERNATURAL IS FINALY ENDING WTF
Not to mention, like, the world at large is also a big fucking never ending dumpster fire and itās led by two white bigots in toupes that are both a real life health hazard and I justĀ
I hope everyone came out okay yknow. I havenāt yet. I mean Iām doing alright but thereās alot of shit left to figure out and even though i would NEVER want to go back to being a sixth former (that was a more superficial hell lbr) Iām just feeling nostalgic as hell about the internet and the world and how much smaller it used to feel.Ā
Iām grateful we got to grow up before shit really hit the fan and for me alot of that growing up happened right here and we did it together so
I just hope everyone is doing okay. And if I tag you (idek if that shit works anymore???) and you have no recollection of any of this then itāll probably freak you out and Iām sorry but that just amuses me so
gonna do it anywayĀ
idk. namaste ya twats














