#bubbarambles

This is mainly due to the fact not only do I have low self esteem about my body but I just feel like my art isn’t as good as it should be? Like there was a good 5 year period in my life where I’d did absolutely nothing because the medications I had had been put on just zombified me. And I just feel like my art isn’t worth anything?? Like I see my art friends irl get commissioned frequently but like I’m kinda just sitting in the dark, where half the people I meet and befriend don’t even bat an eye at me in any way. I’m sorry I’m just feeling like shit today I’ll stop- I’m sorry..

Just... yes

So my primary source of income right now is through the small amount of commissions I receive and my mom has Been trying to talk me out of selling my art because she thinks that I’m stupid enough to sell something that wasn’t created with my own two hands. Like we had this same conversation a year ago- but she was fine when I was doing at age 14? Like I don’t know what switches in her head but damn just leave me alone-