#brutoria

bee, your precious day is here and now you're on the twenty-five team just like me! i wrote all the things i wanted to say on my last letter for you but writing this here is what we always do and it’s filled with good memories of the old times, the kids we were once, it’s a nice reminder of who we were and still are. i swear being twenty five it's not that bad tho... maybe just weird at first? but it's just another phase, like all the others it will pass and everything’s gonna be okay. let’s just say it is a chance of doing new different things, changing, growing, learning. everyday we're one step closer to find our best version, the one that we're the most proud of and yours is already an amazing one. your mind, your heart, your words. you know you can do whatever you want to do with your passion and hard work. i'm excited to know what the future holds for you, because i know it will be good and i'm gonna be here, cheering for you like i always have. you're my soulmate and i want to see you happy, always. thank you for being my sunshine, my soulmate and my parabatai. there may be not enough words to describe how much i am blessed for having you in my life. so lucky to have you, so lucky to be your love i am. happy birthday my brue, the one and only sunsoultai i could ever ask for. 143, 223, 520, 705. ♡

happy twenty-five, my sunsoultai! another year, another time! i want to thank you once again for being born and being here in this world and for coming into my life. it was our magical destiny and soulmate thing. and thank you for that! i hope you have a great year ahead and that you keep achieving your dreams and goals. you’re becoming an incredbile woman and one i love deeply. i admire you a lot, i admire everything you’ve done so far as a woman, you’re such an incredbile soul, my vivi. literally one in a million. and i am glad to be your friend and to see your growth. i hope we can see each other again soon and talk about lots of things and complain and just be the brutoria we love so much. ten years and i know we just started our relationship. i hope we’ll still be here on our 30s and even more. i love you, my sunsoultai! 143 223 520 705.

happy twenty-four seasons, my dearest b. today it’s your special day and i’m always happy to be here with the girls and write you birthday wishes. is it true that we don’t even know what to write here anymore after all these years? yes but what i love the most is that we keep doing it. because we love you and if it makes you happy, it’s all that really matters to me. i wish you the best day ever, hope you get to spend time with family and your loved ones. you deserve all the love and good things the world could give you. you’re an amazing and such a strong woman. i hope you can always keep that smile of yours and being the light of people’s lives. i hope you get to do all the things you want in life and make your dreams come true. i hope you keep seing the good side of things, even when things aren’t as good as the way we want. i hope you continue to grow and change your mind a million times, always searching for the better version of you. you’re very much loved b, just the way you are; i hope you can always remember that! thank you for being you, my lovely sunsoultai, my favorite booklover, the only parabaitai i could ever have. thank you for sharing this life with me, i’m grateful for being by your side for all these time. i know we have been through a lot but i’m sure we still have lots of things to do together, b. i know you always have my back and i have yours. it’s just that simple. i won’t let go of your hand my sunshine, my soulmate and my parabatai! happy birthday my sunsoultai and happy brutoria day! 143, 223, 520, 705. "i picked you because i love you and no matter what happens, it's the best choice i've ever made." ♡

today is your day!!! my precious and beloved sunsoultai. my bae. my one and only! today, you’re twenty four. but wait just a lil bit and i’ll be there with you. i will always be there with you and for you! almost ten years of friendship. almost ten years writing and celebrating your day with you. thinking about the things i should write and things i should say. but we both know we’re beyond words, right? it’s something i love about us. how we just... know, right? we just feel. and oh, how much we do feel about each other, right? that soulmate thing. that parabatai thing. that thing only we can talk and understand. and thank you for that! thank you for being this beautiful and amazing woman. this incredible best friend. my precious sunsoultai who’s now 24. i hope you have the bestest day. i hope you can smile that beautiful smile of yours. i hope you’ll feel loved and treasured like you should feel. like you are. you are so so loved, just as much as you’re lovely. you’re one in a million, sunsoultai. i hope this year will be good for you, i hope you can achieve everything you want to. and just let things be. you’ll be fine. you’re strong and you’re human. an amazing one. remember that, always! i know you’re here to do beautiful and incredible things. the world is out there, waiting for you to shine. and i hope i’ll be here to support you and to hold your hand. to be there for you. to always love and treasure you. happy birthday, my soulmate. my other half. i love you more than words could ever describe it. 143 223 520 705.

to my dearest sunshine, soulmate and parabatai, your day is here again! now you're a little bit older and a lot more incredible since the last time earth has traveled 'round the sun. and i'm really happy to be with you for all the other 364 days but especially today. you are literally a light in the dark and a sunshine in a cloudy day for me. in fact, you have always been. i may be writing my eighth birthday text for you but i simply don't think i will ever be able to write down what you mean to me. first because i wouldn't be satisfied with the words and then because they are feelings, which i don't think need not be explained, just need to be felt. so, i feel that and i'm sure that we both feel the same. it's always simple with us. from the beginning to the present days, i cherish all the little moments and everything that happened to us along the way. you made me a better person and the world a better place just by being in it. you're that person for me. even if this year has to be a little bit different because of everything that has happened recently, i just hope this does not change the positive energies and birthday wishes that i and all your friends are sending you today. you are worthy of all the love in the world, b! may this be a very special day to honor you and all the great things about you - your pure heart, your sweet smile, your good sense of humor, your lovely company. may your day also be filled with joy and excitement for this new stage in your life that has just begun. let's go together on this twenty three chapter, okay? i’m always here by your side and i will not let go of your hand. we are indestructible, just like the song. happy birthday and happy brutoria day too, my sunsoultai! 143, 520, 705, 223. "as long as you exist and i exist, i will love you." ♡

Hi my precious sunsoultai! It’s me again and your day again! It is definitely one of my favorite days, I think again about everything we’ve been through. And this year, I think it is special for us. It is our 8th anniversary. Our infinite time together. It is another year of us growing up together, dealing with stuff, sometimes heavy stuff. I am as always, thankful. Thankful that you’re in my life, thankful that I have you. Thankful that I have you to talk to. You’re my soulmate and I am so glad that I found you, my Vivi. Things are just... Simple with us. We understand and know each other. We appreciate and trust each other. And I am thankful. That we’re always together and leaning about life together. Talking about life problems, book characters, music and everything else. This year, once again, I wish you the best. I want you to achieve your dreams, your goals. It is a new step in your life. Adulthood! Just remember that I’ll be here to support you. To listen to you. To hold your hand when you need one. Whenever you need someone, remember that I am here. We’re bond to each other and there’s no way I would ever leave you. Please, don’t forget that! It doesn’t matter what happen or who comes to my life or your life, what is ours it is ours only. I love you, my sunsoultai! I love you always and forever. And I hope you’ll have a beautiful day, as beautiful as you. As lovely as you. Full of love just like how you’re full of love. You’re an amazing person, one of the best I’ve ever met. And I want you to always remember that. You’re one in a million and I am the luckiest to have found you, my true soul. Happy birthday, happy twenty three! 143 223 520 705  ♡ You’re my sunshine, you’re my soulmate and you’re my parabatai. Always. 

with love, vivi. ♡

Here we go again! Another year, another time, another birthday! But as always, together, my sweet, Vivi! Whenever this time comes I feel kinda anxious and excited, planning a lot even tho sometimes I don’t have enough time or things like that... Well... You can understand that. You always do, right? We’ll always understand each other! And for that: I am thankful. That you’re always there ready to support me and to hold me when I need. But hey! That’s what parabatais are for, right? It’s our oath. Our forever. And it’s the best that you’re my parabatai and forever. I am so glad that we still here, that we’re so alike and so connected like we are. You know when parabatais aren’t together and they still feel each other? It can be happiness, loneliness, joy or every feeling. I always feel that. Well. I am always missing you, for real, sometimes I miss you too much that hurts, but I know that it’s about we growing up, and look at you now. Already twenty-two! But we’ll always find each other... We’ll always fill this empty space when we’re not together. Talking shit like we always do. Talking about our love, our books, our moments, our worries, about everything. It is the best when we do that. When we’re just, us. When we’re just Brutoria. Thank you. Thank you for always being the Brutoria I need. Thank you for being in my life and being so important. You’re the only sunsoultai ever. And I’ll always be thankful. Thank you for being so... Me. My soulmate for life. My sunshine on my darkest days and my parabatai on my weak days. But always my sunsoultai on my best days. Because you’re there. I love you. I love you and I love you. And I’ll always love you. My pretty woman. Happy birthday! I hope you have an amazing day, I hope that you can enjoy and smile a lot. You deserve the whole world, my sunshine. I hope you can achieve your dreams and be always happy. I’ll always be here for you, seeing you grow and to hold you whenever you need. You know that when you feel that you need someone, you know where to go, right? My arms are always open for you just like my heart. We are each other, Vivi! Always. 143 223 520 705  ♡