I LEARNED MY LESSON!! You said you loved me, you did, you said you’d never loved anyone quite like me --- you kept laughing because I finally made you run out of breath --- You said you loved me, and you meant it, and I------ You’re not the only one who’s felt like dying, and wouldn’t it be nice if someone could make you feel stable like that---? I swear to Christ, you’re the only person who’s ever been there for me--- I’m sorry if I wanted you, I didn’t know what the hell to do I was so scared--- Everyone supports you and I’m left to die in Canyon blind in one eye and knowing I’ll never get a goddamn thing for all the shit I’ve been put through, DON’T YOU THINK I CAN BE A LITTLE MAD, A LITTLE ENVIOUS, BECAUSE YOU PICKED THE GIRL WHO’S JUST LIKE ME AND ONLY HAPPENED TO LEARN HER LESSON A LITTLE FASTER? I’m sorry if I want you, you’re the only one who ever made me feel wanted too!