Nov 5, 2018
Wish I could believe there's something worth loving in me
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Wish I could believe there's something worth loving in me
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New #review #BrokenBeyondRepair by @emilybanting I've always enjoyed Emily Banting's books, and this slow-burn, age gap romance I received as an ARC in exchange for an honest review was no different. This book had me laughing out loud in places, but also made me feel deeply for quite a few of the characters. This was a fun, easy weekend read. Beatrice is still a blond bombshell of an action movie star, despite her age, which is practically a death knell in Hollywood. But she's put out of commission for a bit due to an injury on set, which brings Sydney into her life, to work as her personal assistant. Sydney's the best of the best, and while she was hoping to take some time off to focus on her writing, fate and Gertie, her van, have other plans. Their chemistry starts out rough, as they're a bit like oil and water. Beatrice can be majorly overbearing, but it's all armor to keep from being hurt. Sydney's like her own personal Mary Poppins, practically perfect in every way, but she's got her own rocky past that she hasn't quite coped with. As the summer passes, Sydney starts to break down Beatrice's defences. But will Beatrice be brave enough to let Sydney all the way in? You'll have to read the book to find out! . . . . . #goodreads #Amazon #kindle #Bookbub #StoryGraph #LGBTQIA #iheartbooks #readingisfundamental #book #books #readallthebooks #booklover #bookworm #bookwrym #bookstagram #bookstagrammer #booksofinstagram #booksbooksbooks #read #reading #readersofinstagram #readmorebooks #readyourbooks #readabook #readallthebooks #authorsofinstagram #writersofinstagram #booksarelife https://www.instagram.com/p/CjOdj7kLuDK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Really fucked up this time! #BrokenBeyondRepair #FuckedUp #BOLLOX (at Dr Brainfrieze's Epic Lair of Doom) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3b6KwWnfHl/?igshid=zxzqrmcl44wb
So unattractive and fat. No wonder no one wants to be around me.
Having a spectacularly fucked up weekend. And sadly, after a couple hours with my brother and my nephew on Saturday, I can't bring myself to interact, actually interact, work any humans. Can't talk, can't text, can't voice chat, can't even engage face to face. Damn... I'm so broken it's absurd #nasgoth #brokenbeyondrepair #roughweekend
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It's not what you have, it's what you give. Come see for yourself. Friday, April 14 | 7pm | Edmond North Auditorium #brokenbeyondrepair #edmondnorthorch #horseshoeroad @markes_p (at Edmond North High School)
I love you more than anything in the world. Lately things have been really rough. I just wish I knew how to explain what was going through my mind then, and now, and what will be going through my mind tomorrow, and every day. Red flags are around every freaking corner. I know I'm running over something you have no control over and experiences you had nothing to do with. I've never known any other way. How do I protect myself and protect you at the same time? I don't even feel like I'm alive right now. I feel like I'm just kind of floating through my days like nothing. I'm just kind of here. Not alive and not dead but somewhere in between. This grey space. Nobody belongs here. I've been shaking for days. Nothing can satisfy me. Nothing. I don't know who I am or who I'm supposed to be and I don't know how to be the person I want to be when I don't even know who that is anymore. I'm more lost then I have ever been before. I don't know how to open up to you about this. I don't talk about this. I never have. I've never gone this deep into my thoughts and fears. How do I do it now? How do I just tell you?? How do I tell anybody? I don't even know how to be broken and not hide the cracks from ever person in my life. I've never wanted to relapse so bad in my entire life But I feel like I'll let everybody down if I do. I'm trying but I'm such a failure. I don't even know how to love or let anybody love me. Nobody has ever seen me so vulnerable but my best friend and it's been so rare.. I just don't crack myself open.. I just don't.. I don't even let myself break alone anymore..