#nasgoth

I guess I must have fucked up pretty good in a past life or pissed off the powers that be at some point in time because my role is that if he who can never be satisfied. I'm allowed to want but not have. Allowed to have but not keep. Allowed to love but not have it reciprocated. Allowed to succeed but never be fulfilled by it. In short, I get to be a cosmic joke and cautionary tale... Lucky fucking me... #nasgoth https://www.instagram.com/p/B6JLTibnmcNvZEcpKlug-eB2jfgh815YAj4eZg0/?igshid=11tqnlkkeqtw0

I'm just gonna be in here for a while. Don't worry, the monsters, demons, and even the dragon that calls this place home recognized me as at least as inhuman as them long ago. It's my own internal demons that I've got to battle for the time being. **************************************************** For those who don't get it: I'm going off radar for a while to try to deal with my own shit. Not quite sure why since nothing ever fucking works, but I can't do the human impression right now. #nasgoth #hermitmode #flipthefuckitswitch

I'm looking to do a few hours of gaming this evening. Anybody up for it? I'm not overly particular on the game even, so long as it's one I've already got. #nasgoth #gamer #ps4gaming #pcgaming #letsplay

Forever and always the black sheep. The odd man out. The loneliest person in the crowd. #nasgoth #blacksheep

And I can't come up with a damn thing to do about it. As per usual. #nasgoth #fridaynight #nolifeking

Rome. I wanna go to Rome. I'm going to go to Rome. Gonna start saving today. Who's going with me? #nasgoth #travelplans #rome

Word salad! #nasgoth

Just what are you supposed to do when your own brain keeps telling you it's not enough? I work too much already, I haltingly try to maintain a social life, I keep up with all the familial responsibilities that somehow keep getting dumped in my lap, and still my brain says it's not nearly enough. I'm fucking tired. #nasgoth #rant #ihatemybrain