Wish I could believe there's something worth loving in me

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Wish I could believe there's something worth loving in me

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So unattractive and fat. No wonder no one wants to be around me.
Just a rant
I'm starting to think that it's near impossible for me to find a Daddy that is worthy of the title. I know you don't just trip and stumble across the world's best Daddy, but damn if it doesn't feel like it's an impossible thing. I know before I can find a new Daddy I need to be 100% good myself. I know I'm not, I'm in a better place than I was a year ago but I'm no where close to 100%. I still look in the mirror and see someone who is broken and missing way too many pieces yet.
I'm not looking for pity. I just need to rant after I had the realization that I asked my Babe for more and I'm not even ready for more. I'm done. Thanks for listening or ignoring or whatever.
SMH AT MYSELF
Really I mean hindsight is 20-20 but come on !!
First, I would like to say that I love Doctor Who but it can't be good for my mental health. I'm currently in school and everyone seems to be late when the arrive, they're running with their keys in hand, almost sweating and everyone looks horrifyed, even the fucking teachers. So I'm sitting here (as the damaged woman I am), waiting for an alien to run through the doors and say something like "where you late today?" Squinting his eyes and scan me with a sonic screwdriver ... or, alternative 2: Run through the doors, stopping and with the most fake calm you've ever seen say "Don't look out, there is nothing interesting out there. Certainly not a big scary monster, no. So get on with your bussiness, oh and if you hear something strange, run."

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