#bresnyr

I haven't been here in months so now I will write.

Esnyr & Brent. I used to ship them. Well.. the au version of them. The Precious-Brent characters they play on Esnyr's online hayskul series (one of the best.. would recommend 10/10). They look like love together. They look like forever. They amuse me. They make me feel cute things. But that's where it ends for me, as an audience to their relationship on cam.

When they joined PBB, as their real selves of course, it was nice. And seeing them together for a longer period compared to their short series is soafer nakakakilig (for the lack of an english term ✌🏼). But yea.. their interaction which I've witnessed was the same but different from their beloved online series characters. Something familiar but not quite. It posed a lot of questions but with few answers. They were analogy personified doing homonym things. I would love to explain why I see them as such but I can't. Words won't suffice. I'd even misunderstand myself if I try to.

I'll go back to this post one day and explain this to my past self. 😳