#brenrick

A/N Heres a little filler of the night Ryan died. Sorry if it hurts your feels really badly. Enjoy! -------------------------------------------------------------

Night of Ryan’s suicide

Ryan’s POV

I sat there, crying on the floor of the hotel room bathroom. “Why did I ever leave him?” I screamed at myself crying even harder at the thought of Brendon. I stared at the bottle of pills sitting on the counter. “No, I need to see him one more time.” I shakily got up from the floor of the bathroom and washed my face. I walked over to my suitcase and pulled out the gun case. I shouldn’t do this, but I can’t live without him anymore. I want him back, but he has Patrick now. I opened the case and pulled out the gun and slid it in my back pocket. I walked over to the desk and folded the note and put it in my jacket pocket.  At Patrick and Brendon’s hotel room

Well, here goes nothing. I knocked on the door hard enough for them to think it’s Pete or Joe or someone else that’s not me. Brendon opened the door and his smile turned to a confused look. Fuck, he’s gorgeous; I’m going to miss that face. “Ryan what are you doing here?!”  Brendon half screamed at me. Patrick got up and stood behind Brendon for support.

“Can I talk to Patrick, alone, please?” I said to Brendon slipping my hand to my pocket where the gun was. Brendon turned to Patrick and Patrick whispered something I couldn’t hear to him. As soon as we heard a door close Patrick’s face turned angry.

“Who the hell do you think you are just coming to our room and bring back bad memories for Brendon?” I took the gun out of my pocket and put it next to my head. I pulled out the note and handed it to Patrick.

“Tell Brendon I love him.” Before he could respond I pulled the trigger, this cruel life was over.

A/N sorry for not updating often but if i get more positive feed back i'll update more often. Oh and after this i might try experiment with POVs so look forward to that  c: okay heres the chapter enjoy ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 

When Brendon got to the door the house was silent and pitch black as the night sky. Brendon walked in and turned on the light. As he flicked the switch and everyone popped up and yelled “SURPRISE!” Brendon’s mouth hung wide open with shock as he sat down the milk on the table next to him. Brendon looked around. Almost everyone he knew was there, from Gerard Way and Frank Iero, Gabe Saporta, the dudes from “blink-182”, and many others. Patrick walked up to Brendon and kissed his cheek, “I know your birthday isn’t till tomorrow, but I thought you could use some happiness today.” Brendon smiled like an eight year-old boy meeting Santa Claus at the mall. “You really didn’t have too, Patrick, this is too much.”

 “No it’s not, it’s just enough.” Brendon smiled down at Patrick and went and joined the party. A lot of people came and said happy birthday and chat. Jack Barakat and Alex Gaskarth (from the band All Time Low) came up to him and said, “Another year older another year your dick grows smaller.” Brendon looked at them with a smirk on his face. He laughed and said, “I hate you guys so much.” And hugged them. The night went on like that; everyone said “Hello” and a few people whispered “I’m so sorry” into Brendon’s ear so only he could hear.

After the party ended and Patrick was cleaning up he looked over by the couch and saw Jack passed out on the floor, Brendon on the couch next to him. Patrick took out his phone and called Alex.

“Hello?” Alex said when he picked up the phone.

“I think you forgot something over at our place.” Patrick said still cleaning up.

“What? I thought I remembered everything! What did I forget, Patrick?” He was still kind of drunk but not very much.

“How about your boyfriend?” Patrick picked up the empty beer bottles around Jack and put them in the recycling bin.

“HOLY SHIT I FORGOT JACK. I’LL BE OVER THERE SOON.” Before he hung up you could hear him say “RIAN DRIVE ME TO PATRICK AND BRENDON’S HOUSE.” in the distance. Patrick hung up the phone and laughed silently. Jack woke up and tried to sit up but ended up hitting his head on the coffee table.

“Fucking shit, tables out for me man.” Jack said coming out from under the table. Patrick handed him a glass of water and said, “You were hiding pretty well under that table, Alex ended up not finding you there left you here.” Jack tried to stand up but fell down quickly. “Fuck.” He mumbled under his breath. Patrick put down the bag of garbage and helped Jack to the kitchen.

“Got any Doritos?” Patrick laughed and handed him the almost empty bowl of Doritos.

“Thanks, Patrick.” Patrick continued to clean as Jack watched him like he was a child and Patrick was his mom. A few minutes Alex came to pick Jack up.

“I’m so sorry I forgot you.” Alex told him as he hugged Jack.

“It’s okay, Alex. Patrick gave me Doritos and water.” Alex laughed and told Jack to go the car.

“Thanks for calling me, Patrick. I probably would’ve noticed when I was about to sleep and he wasn’t there.” Alex smiled while playing with his phone in between his fingers.

“No problem, Alex. See you guys in three weeks, bye.” Alex waved bye to Patrick as he left his house. Patrick tied the two garbage bags that were filled to the brim from the party. He went and sat next to, the still sleeping, Brendon. Patrick looked at him and stroked his hair. Brendon woke up right as Patrick touched his face. Brendon smiled at Patrick and sat up.

“Thank you so much, Patrick.” Patrick stood up and grabbed his hand.

Patrick and Brendon have never been happier. It was the day they were going to tell the world and all their fans that, the ship Brenrick is canon. They had an interview scheduled on a talk show that morning and they were planning to come out then. It went like this. Ellen said,”So, let’s talk about relationships, are you in one? If so then with whom?” Patrick and Brendon looked at each other. “We are both in a relationship.” Brendon said. “Who are the lucky people?” They nodded at each other. “Well today Brendon and I are coming out, Brendon and I are dating.” Everyone in the room gasped. And that’s that, now on with what was happening with Ryan and that gun.

Brendon and Patrick were having dinner in their hotel room in Japan, and then there was a knock on their door. “It’s probably Pete playing a prank on me.” Patrick said. “Then I’ll get it.” Brendon got up and answered the door. Brendon gasped. “RYAN!? WHAT ARE YOU DOIN HERE?”  Brendon yelled. Patrick got up and stood behind Brendon, yet keeping his distance from him. “Can I talk to Patrick please Brendon.” Brendon looked at Patrick concerned. “Brendon, go into our bedroom, I’ll handle this.” Brendon nodded and went into their and shut the door. “Who the hell do you think you are just coming to our room and bring back bad memories for Brendon?” Patrick screamed at Ryan. Before anything else could be heard there was a gun shot. Brendon ran out of their room as fast as he could. “Patrick are you-“ Before he could finish he saw the alive Patrick covered in blood kneeling before the dead body of Ryan Ross. “What happened?”

Brendon and Patrick have been dating for at least 3 months. Still no one knows at all. They still kept their love a secret, but they were planning to tell they guys soon. “How are we going to tell them?” Patrick was more worried about it then Brendon. “I doesn’t matter to me all it matters is that we loved each other.” Patrick smiled. “Your right, I shouldn’t be so worried about it.” “That’s the Brendon I fell in love with the first day I met him.” Patrick thought to himself. “I love you Brendon.” “I love you too Patrick.”

Later that day Patrick and Brendon decided to tell the guys. “Hey, we have to tell you something.” Patrick said. “Sure, what’s up Patrick? Oh and Brendon.” Joe said. Brendon waved at Joe. “You wanna take this Brendon?” “Okay.” Brendon said to Patrick and nodded. Brendon took a deep breath. “Patrick and I want to tell you something, Patrick and I have been dating for about 3 months now, and we thought this would be a good time to tell you.” They were all shocked. Andy’s mouth was wide open with shock. “What, when, how?” Spencer said confused yet with a hint of anger in his voice. “Well Patrick was trying to cheer me up the day Ryan left.” Brendon tried to explain to Spencer, the guys in Fall Out Boy understood what happened entirely. Brendon and Patrick now don’t have to keep their love secret anymore, and they didn’t care who knew.