buckle up my little galaxy, itās time for STARSHINE GETS SAPPY ABOUT NEW YEARāS AND RAMBLES LIKE A LOON
so, i just wanna start by saying how much i love this community? like, as a whole? this was the first online fandom i became so invested in! i did write fic before this, primarily for vld (this was back when we had, like, 2 seasons and there was still hope). but i was never a PART of that community - the discourse was just too much and the fandom was too big for me to truly get invested, yāknow?Ā
this is the first real online community iāve become a part of and BOY do i love it. you all made me feel SO LOVED and SO WELCOME and honestly sometimes you go through some shit in your life and you just need people to be sunshiney and oh my lord do you people have it in SPADES. every time iāve needed a pick me up, you have all been so loving and wonderful and supportive and incredibly patient when fic takes forever (iām working on that, i promise). so basically, thank you all. youāre all incredible.
there are, of course, a few people who deserve to be recognized by name and iām sticking THAT nonsense below the cut, so if this is where you stop reading, please know that i love and appreciate every single one of you, and we are going to GET this BREAD in 2019 BITCHES. itās the year of the bisexual, and iām gonna make it my (bi)tch. <3Ā
OKAY SAPPY TIME HERE WE GO
@accio-hufflepuff-power1 NICKY!!! you were one of the very first people to ask to be tagged in my writing! (i think you were the first one, actually). i think youāre amazing, and i know iām shitty at answering messages but i love you so much youāre such a gr8 friendĀ
@the-frosty-doctor WE BECAME MUTUALS BACK WHEN YOU WERE STILL GOING BY romaning-daydreams DO YOU REMEMBER? you were my very first sanders sides mutual and you were the very first person to hear about lovely dark and deep! that fic would never exist without you, and iāll be grateful forever.Ā
@ironwoman359 HEY TAAAAAAYLOOOOOR so you reblogged every single pattonella piece with commentary and honestly that commentary is one of the things that inspired me to keep writing it. i would sit there and refresh the notes and wait for you to see it and rb it and now weāre BUDS and itās GREAT youāre such a gr8 writer i rlly look up to you iām still amazed that you follow lilā olā me youāre great i love you <3Ā
@ethospathoslogan PETTY! BITCH! WIFE! i was so incredibly fucking nervous to talk to you bc i had read and fangirled over your fic for like, three weeks before i ever messaged you. (also i thought you were like 24, but thatās more down to my inability to read roman numerals than anything). but i was SO HAPPY that we started talking bc i think youāre AMAZING and youāre the loml babe iām so happy to be your wife. i love your work and i love you and you were my first internet wife i stan you so hard.Ā
@breloomings DANIEL!!! i was so nervous to talk to you bc your art is SO GOOD and it makes me SO HAPPY and i really hope youāre doing okay! i know we havenāt talked in a few months bc weāre both so busy but i really, truly hope that youāre doing okay and i hope we get to talk a lot more soon!Ā
@backatthebein RILEY you were one of the very first people i befriended! you were a huge supporter of pattonella just like taylor was and you always encouraged me even when i didnāt have any confidence in myself. i have had plenty of anxiety crises with you in earshot, and youāve always been there for me. i love you so much, riley, youāve always been in my corner and i hope you know iām always in yours. plus, you send me great posts all the time! theyāre either analogical or bisexual memes or memes in general or positivity support and honestly youāre amazing i love you smĀ
@notveryglittery DAAAAANIIIII do you remember when you sent me an ask like OMG YOU FOLLOWED ME IāM SO HONORED and i realized that i hadnāt and i was likeĀ āTHAT IS A CRIMINAL MISTAKE!ā so i followed you on the SPOT. (tbh i thought i was following you already, i think tumblr unfollowed you for me bc tumblr.) youāre the royality stan to my analogical stand and i absolutely adore that we hardcore ship along an axis bc it makes writing fic SO MUCH FUN! usually if i have analogical i also have royality and vice versa with your writing and itās just. mmm. yes. iconic. i love you so much, youāre so creative and inventive and supportive and youāre beautiful.Ā
@shesavampirequeen AAAARIIIIIIEEEEELL! we first met bc you popped into my inbox to sayĀ āheyā once and you just kept coming back! i actively looked for you in my inbox bc seeing you always made my day, and i always looked forward to your comments! and then i learned you were ALSO an analogical stan and my heart was SOLD! youāre sweet and funny and so, so kind and i am SO happy that i reached out to get to know you better bc it was one of the best decisions of my life. youāre absolutely amazing in every way, ari, and i love you <3
@bumblebeekitten BEEEEEE BEE BEE BEE BEE BEE! i first met YOU because i asked for questions about ldad lore to take my mind off my computer being broken. you YEETed yourself into my askbox and you asked like twelve thousand questions and they were all about things i hadnāt even thought about before! and that was GREAT because while i was busy answering your questions, i completely forgot the panic attack iād been having about my computer! and now weāre BFFS and weāre WIVES and weāre RP PARTNERS and i honestly love all of the above! youāre so creative and talented and beautiful and i love you so, so much. iām so happy weāre friends now <3Ā
@fangirltothefullest T A S H I! we first met because you reblogged one of my sneak previews of lovely dark and deep and saidĀ āi would love to do fanart of this!ā and then i YEETED MY PHONE ACROSS THE ROOM and screamed for five minutes. i STILL canāt believe that weāre friends, youāre so amazing and sweet and awesome! i love our rp, i love that i took one look at your fusions and was like ALL OF THESE ARE MINE NOW ALLOW ME TO WRITE ALL YOUR FUCKING LORE and you were like THAT SOUNDS N E A T IāM TOTALLY DOWN TO LET YOU DO THAT! and now i co-mod the blog and just. halk;fas;dlkfj alskdf .asf ad. i am so INCREDIBLY LUCKY to have met you and iām so grateful that you let me do this and iām so happy that weāre bffs bc i love you so much, honey. youāre amazing <3Ā
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After I don't know how long, I finished. I immediately fell in love with Lovir. He's perfect I wanna marry him. My program crashed like. More than 15 times? But it was worthy. I literally had no idea what I was doing. Anyways. Hope you like it Dandan! Lovir belongs to @breloomings
hi uh i havenāt been following you for long but i wanna say i really really love your art you shade so nicely and itās so clean but also kinda soft looking??? itās super nice and pleasing to look at
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virgil: what do you do to calm yourself down?it depends on how upset i am. if iām not quite at meltdown yet, iāll try to put on some happy or loud music thatāll drown out all the bad feelings. if iāve been upset for awhile, iāll cry it out.Ā
sleep: go to starbucks drink?it used to be a strawberry aƧaĆ with peach syrup but they stopped carrying peach syrup >:( so now itās half strawberry aƧaĆ, half berry hibiscus, with only dried strawberries. and light ice. always. in all drinks.
royality: what do you think of soulmate AUs?i L O V E soulmate AUs!!!!!!!!!!!!!! preferably, they have happy endings!!! which means iām not a big fan of theĀ āsoulmateās last wordsā AU... but there are just SO MANY possibilities!!!!! so much fluff potential!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh boy. well, i mean, the obvious things, bigotry and hatred, etc, but like. people constantly interrupting me or not listening to what i have to say, or not caring what i have to say. uhhh, stress stuff from school, when things donāt work out how i want... other little things, pet-peeve kind of things, but those vary depending on how iām feeling?
