I donāt like what we have become, i miss the old us, when we used to be happy and enjoy each otherās companyā¦. now its like we barely know each other. They say time heals everything, but the problem with that is that many of usĀ donātĀ have the time, and we need to find aĀ magical wayĀ in which weĀ canĀ heal our broken hearts.TryingĀ to pretend that iĀ donātĀ care any more itsĀ one of the biggest lie i have ever said and done, pretending to put a smile when in reality all i want to do its cry, pretending that you areĀ meaninglessĀ to me its a fantasy that will never happen. Youāve become such an important part of me that letting go means letting go part of myself. Our memories hunt me every night, the joy and the smiles, and laughter that once we share has become a painfulĀ experienceĀ that iĀ relive it Ā every night before closing my eyes. I tried to run away from something that i cannot run away because i have fallen too hard for you, and know iĀ donātĀ know how to stand up by myselfā¦ā¦ā¦ they say time heals everything, but time its only killing me slowlyā¦. oh dear love, this is what happens when you hit rock bottom? because i feel worthless and i cling on to something that it might never happen again, and yet i still try to believe that time will heal meā¦. even if it means dying a little every night for youā¦