#breakfastinprague

“I still don’t know how Rip did it. All the responsibility. All the pressure of keeping everyone safe during the missions. It’s hard. It’s so hard. And now... Now I have to face the men who killed me and my sister. One of those men Rip and... And it’s taking everything in me to keep going. To not stop. I started this mission looking for the light. For a purpose other than death and destruction. It seems, lately, all I can find is death. Blood. Pain. Some would say feeling pain is good. That it means you’re alive. Sometimes... Sometimes I wish I could be numb again. That assassin who felt no pain. No sadness. No sorrow. I miss it, you know? Does that make me a bad person? Missing being a killer? Maybe... Sometimes you need to be bad, for the greater good. I’m sorry, Laurel, I know I promised you that I’d find the light. But now... Just for a little while... I need to embrace the dark.”