Aug 20, 2019
On this episode of news at 11:
Am I really smelling this random thing or is my brain malfunctioning again?
Up next:
Why do I suddenly feel exhausted and need a nap?
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On this episode of news at 11:
Am I really smelling this random thing or is my brain malfunctioning again?
Up next:
Why do I suddenly feel exhausted and need a nap?
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"i put it somewhere safe" is neurodivergent-speak for "i immediately lost it"
I’ve had a couple times this week where I was sitting on a chair and needed something in another room and didn’t go get it, and I was trying to wok out /why/. It wasn’t that I didn’t have the mental or physical energy to go get it. It wasn’t that I couldn’t make my legs work.Â
And then I realized I was getting that same pang of anxiety in my chest when I almost put my feet to the floor that I get when I almost speak during a nonverbal episode. Whatever part of my mind is responsible for me not talking is responsible for this and I don’t know what it’s root is but it needs to fuck off.Â
I am either at a full stop, wanting to do the things i need to do, but stuck with inertia making it impossible to get up to do anything
or
i am going fast, getting things done, but constantly getting distracted with other things that need to be done, and thereby bouncing around, accomplishing/partially accomplishing many things, probably none of which were the things i originally really needed to doÂ
My thoughts are racing and sometimes they race pass me before I can correct them.
Thoughts, you need to behave.
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I am very happy and therfore it’s gonna be a bad night
I do things and have no memory of doing said thing and then someone brings it up and is mad at me and I'm just like ??? This could be problematic and it worries me. I mean I already tried to strangle someone in elementary and I have no memory of it until I was escorted to the principles like ???
anyways my intrusive thoughts suck something awful and kinda make me feel like a terrible personÂ