i brought up the potential of bpd to my (physical) doctor and he pretty much then described hpd to me and went “yeah, that doesnt sound like you” and when i pointed out what he had described was not, in fact, bpd he just laughed and then pretty much went “whatever” like, Cool Thanks
i by no means expected to get an answer from him about it since.. thats not his area but he pretty much just brushed it off without even trying to ask me questions about it from what little he has seen of me over the years while at the doctors maybe what? every fucking 6 months to a year or so?? and then didnt even describe the right pd, so “lol”
he did suggest a psych place for the evaluation basically saying it wasnt really to get diagnosed but to “figure myself out and clear some stuff up :)” like ok. ok cool, fuck you though
