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Ah thank you!! ❤️❤️ My weekend was a bit slow, but I’ve had a nice relaxing time! And my collab fics jfdklsneklj I should Write and Finish them soon instead of playing Sims eeeek.

ahh thank you! motivation has still been lacking a little but it’s definitely picking itself up this week! i’m hoping for a good one 💞

rare tropes… not sure if this is a rare trope but i really like meet ugly… when you leave a terrible first impression and it’s hella embarrassing but somehow, it creates a Great Friendship. bad first impressions feel like a great reflection on life too, so i really like reading them, given the amount of terrible first impressions i go through.

and jfkldsjkfds i took so long tryna figure out my ult. fave flower because i really love buttercups, asagao, ajisai, and sakura (i always forget the english names for the last three so we’re gonna have to go with the japanese ones) but i guess tulips kinda hold a place in my heart. there’s a song about tulips i really loved and whenever i think about the botanical gardens near where i live or the flowers i saw when i was in japan, i always think about the colourful tulips. it reminds me of childhood, and childhood is something i value in my life.

dearest? 🥺 fjdksljfkds so sweet

ah! i want more motivation in general in 2020… lack of motivation is what’s bringing me down lately and it’s not helping me achieve my goals, especially in my career path. also, i have quite a few fic plans that i really want to power through this year so… motivation is something i really need hahah