#boucipost

I cannot believe it's taken me a decade and a half to understand anything at all about being myself, it feels like. Why did I listen to all those people who told me I should be friendlier, smile more, be more "open", take up less space, express my affection in ways that don't come naturally to me at all because try as I might, I'm just not a wholesome person? I learned how to do it because conforming to what's expected does make things easier.

But in reality I'm very reserved. NOT shy or "trying to be mysterious", reserved. And sex definitely felt sexier when I had fewer inhibitions about being mean, or a little rough, and I was with someone who loved that, even if neither of us really understood what was happening.

I really wish I'd had the resources to express myself in a safe space with people who understood me instead of wasting my time dating wider society and getting misunderstood/pushed around/pressured into being something more "acceptable". I will never stop regretting it, will I?

I like to write about my museum finds and stuff I made, as well as my ocs.

It's pronounced "Bussy-ko".

I hope you enjoy your rest at my bonfire ^^

Minors and conservatives of any stripe do not interact.

𝕬bout me

Thanks for reaching out! I am currently out of the kingdom until the end of the month while I partake in my annual quests and travels.

I will not be checking scrolls, missives, orbs, or pigeons during this time, but I look forward to connecting with you when I get back. If you need immediate help with dragons, stolen royals, or the marauding UnDead while I'm away, please reach out to my liege at [email protected] and he will be glad to assist you.

Warmly,