#both applicable

Consider the feeling you get when you work very hard on something creative, something you’re proud of, only for your work to be passed over for someone else. Consider the envy you might feel when someone else succeeds in the same area you wish you could. Even when it’s a friend, someone you care about, that feeling creeps up sometimes. Don’t you deserve the recognition just as much as they do, if not more? Or maybe, they made something better than you, and you wish it was yours. Either way, that’s envy. Wanting something someone else has. 

Alternatively, consider jealousy, in a romantic sense. The moments when your partner seems to click with someone else, or someone flirts with them, or they’re just plain spending more time with other people than you. It happens, it’s normal. But you can’t help that niggling sense of jealousy in the back of your mind, fueled by insecurity and fear of losing the one you love, that some might take what’s yours away from you. Maybe you imagine in great detail what they’re doing right now, or any number of scenarios in which they leave you or cheat on you. You know you’re being irrational, but even so it’s hard to put those thoughts to rest. 

In both cases, these aren’t wanted feelings, but they’re there anyway, a lot like intrusive thoughts (and in fact in some situations they can be a form of intrusive thought!), and they’re also both extensions of things that Roman represents. Envy and jealousy are both forms of desire tempered with ego and insecurity.

So, where Roman is pride in your work, and desire and passion for your partner, and Remus is wondering why someone else got rewarded for their work and you didn't, and the fear someone will take away the one you love.

Dina absolutely loved cuddles !

It was her favourite aspect of your relationship 

Especially when you two would end up spooning 

Usually, she was the little one 

Though she’d grab your hand from behind her and give it light kisses 

Don’t forget about movie nights 

When she would always end up leaning on your shoulder with her arm wrapped around you 

Or how she would slowly drift off to sleep with you in her arms 

Though soft cuddles were more frequent than the regular ones 

Especially after parties where you both either drank or got high 

Dina would be holding onto your arm while laughing 

Usually chilling on the couch with the TV on in the background

You’d be chattering each other’s head off 

Or when she managed to do really well on a test 

She’d be in such a good mood that all she wanted to do was show pure affection for you 

The girl loved you and was not afraid to show it  

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After Akachi warns Auddie abt kurt. 

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“I got into a deep and meaningful relationship with a sadist and we just had some fun– what do you think happened, Mal?! I got caught, for fucks sake.”