#bossstuff

Shows up for a dinner where I was supposed to see the kids late, strung out and WITHOUT THE CHILDREN! Apparently his c*** wife (yes I censored myself) was pissed that we didn't want to see HER and tried to take of with the kids. But she only had the time because he was heading for dinner with the kids but ran back because he saw cops and he has some misdemeanor warrant out for his arrest and DID I MENTION HE WAS STRUNG OUT?!?! (which my grandmother refused to admit!!!!)

Eventually he went back and got the kids after a bunch of drama and bullshit. And my filter was totally gone so I was chewing him and my grandma out but, lo and FUCKING behold, nobody but my mom even HEARD what I was saying because I'm the invisible girl!!!!!! I all but physically went after him (even with Al's blessing to do as such).

Basically, after 24 years of him fucking with my life and now the lives of my cousins I'm just ready to knock him unconscious and push his fucking van off of the fucking sunset cliffs and be done with him. I'm sorry...was that too specific a situation?!? People should be glad I'm a good person and couldn't actually do something like that. Well...I could but I'd just turn myself in and say I was justified and be put away and be good to nobody.

I'm just done. I'm done with him existing and screwing up my life as well as Rissa's, Wednesday's, Lucy's, Jack's, my dad's and stressing out my mom.

I don't care when it comes to grandma anymore. She keeps enabling him because it makes her feel important. I'm fucking done being here and being the invisible girl while he goes in and out and is super boy. Literally the prodigal son.

Oh look! He's back! Give him the fattest of the livestock and let's have a feast in his honor!