#boredem

January 2026 me being me 🫶🏾🇭🇹

Blessing ya timeline besos 😘

“I ain't settlin' for nothin' less, I know what I'm worth (I swear)

Who the fuck came up with that lie, sayin' words don't hurt?”

“What are you gonna do? Stab me?”

I was playing this game today called Hollow Knight, fantastic game. This is not a sponsor scenario. However, I recommend it.

Anyways, I was playing Hollow Knight and I was getting frustrated with a boss. And as any gamer knows, you kind of talk to yourself when you are stradegisizng. Going through the motions, I was saying I should move this way, or why did I dodge in that moment, or why the fuck does he move exactly where I am going to be! Whatever, at some moment during the 5 stages of Boss Anger Management, I said to myself that I was scared to try certain movements in the boss because I didn’t know if they were going to work or not. Eventually, I beat that boss and moved on.

I realized that I just needed to be confident in myself. That I knew the bosses movements (enough) to overcome the challenge. I have issues with being confident in myself. I do. And it sucks because I feel like I could so much more during the day, but I always get scared. By either trying to talk about my feelings with my loved ones. Applying for that film job. Talking to that certain professor about my grade or question I may have about a HW/Test. Or even just talking to the one I want to be with someday. All those thing and more, I get afraid to do them and I just sit there at the house being bored. Basically.

Don’t be bored Everyone. Everyday, I’m going to try to post here and talk. Hopefully, Everyday I improve myself. Like with tomorrow, I am will call that therapist, and move forward.

Good night Everyone! Talk to you when I talk to you.