#boospoiler

ask me why I make tumblr.

I dont even know. I just need a getaway to store all of my fangirl moment and my feeling and my heart and my brain and maybe by doing this, I would be less awkward and be more like a normal 19 years old.

and one thing is that I will always talk like I have people listening to me, because that's how I like it to be. I know no one is reading, but i dont care. I like it this way :D

So, before anything else, I will just remind you that THIS POST CONTAIN 95% SPOILER FROM THE BLOOD OF OLYMPUS. I am not ashamed of it. I get my book like 2 week after the release day, and those 2 days are being spent with me JUST SCROLLING MY FACEBOOK TIMELINE. Why you may ask? because, you just have no control over people on social media.

Okay. Let the rant begin.

Let's start with HOW ANGRY I AM WITH THE FACT THAT THIS SERIES HAS FINALLY END.

I have been following this series ever since 6 years ago. Well, 6 years is not a short time. It is a very long time. Just imagine having a baby. How big he/she is not that he/she is 6 years old. They were just a little baby back then. You always watching over them, their first word, their first step, and all that.

Please tell me you get that feeling.

This book has always been my favorite book ever since I can remember. Never in my history of reading that I get THIS hooked up. Many of them are really temporary, means that I get over them easily because the feeling I invested are not that huge. But this series, man, I don't even know what I want to do with my life now that this series is finally done.

Every single year have been me spending my time waiting for October to come because by then, the new book of this series will come out. Every single time I finish one of the book, I always say to myself "I can't wait for the next book ADFADFADASFASD". And now? I don't know what I need anymore.

It's not about how I love the author (Rick Riordan is a mothereffin badass), not about the story, not about blah blah blah. It's about me growing up for 6 years with all the characters. It's almost like I have trouble with separating my real world with the fictional world.

Percy,judge me, the first time I know about him was through the movie. Then I read the book. Goddammit, I finish the series in 2 weeks. I am in love. 12 years old percy, 13 years old percy, 14 years old percy, 15,16. I envy him SO HARD. He's awesome, seriously. Although I feel kinda bad for him for having half of his teenage life full with being gods' pawn and what ever, but still he do it. He could have just abandon the gods but he didn't. All of the improvement happening to him throughout the series are astounding. I could never stress that enough. Son of neptune, I really see him as a big brother for Hazel and Frank. Despite him with thhe most childish amongst the 3, He really have the sense of responsibility over the other 2. I would love to brag about him if he is my big brother. He earn the kiss from Hazel. Mark of Athena, I do feel bad for Leo, but when He was angry to Leo, it really make me feels like ASDFASDF @_@. He almost never got angry! I dont know why. Then his rivalry with Jason. Come on Perce, you really dont need to try. We all love you just be best. House of Hades, gosh, I dont know what I need to say for this one. He shows his love toward Annabeth like it was never been shown in the series before. Him being protective, standing up for Annabeth and the list goes on. In this last book, i am the happiest meal in the world that HE FINALLY HAVE A REAL INTERACTION WITH LEO KALSNDFAKJSNDFKJAS YASS BABY YASSS! Sad to say that he didnt get any POV. But we all know that this book's REAL main character is not him but Jason Piper and Leo. And I am proud to say that he will grow up to be a good man.

Annabeth, Gosh i dont know what i want to say. at the beginning of the series of pjo, I was a little bit annoyed with her for always acting like a smart pants and all. But that's just me being jealous. Yes, I am jealous of her. She's smart like i dont even understand, she's strong, she's witty, she's good with word, she's a good leader, she is almost perfect. But then, we all can see her imperfections, fear of spiders, always acting strong when all he need is someone to hold on to, and being super awesome going to tartarus and back and stuffs. I dont know. I hate her so much. Mark of athena highlight is her kicking Aracne's butt to tartarus with a chinese handcuff and witty talk. Not awesome enough? Well, what about House of Hades where she travel in Tartarus like a badass? Seriously, I dont even understand how a female character could be this badass.

Jason, I cant even understand my heart. This boy Has totally stolen my heart the moment he show up. His character at the beginning was a little bit questionable but as the story goes on, he develop more characteristic. Not to mention that he is a good boyfriend material. I see many other reader saying that they dont like Jason because they think that he stole Percy's spotlight. I dont think so. He earn the spotlight. Maybe depend on person's preferences, but I prefer Jason as Leader more than Percy. Not that I say that Percy is not a good leader, but Jason seems to have his priorities more sorted. He trust his friends, just like the time he left Leo when Argo II exploded. Lost Hero, just Jason being Jason with his charisma and being badass. GOSH I hate you Piper. Mark of Athena, He start to show more emotions, he's more Jason that ever. He's more solid that he really was when he was in the first book. He really believe in what is right and he really have no doubt in his friends at all. House of Hades, Jason being a lot more greek that he ever has. I really dont mind. He need to loosen up a lot. Blood of olympus, just being him. Being a good leader, having no doubt toward Leo. Being an old mad. lol i dont even want to imagine.

Piper, Gosh, I LOVE HER. Throughout the PJO series, Aphrodite's children are always seen as a weakling, and proven to have no use in battle. Other than Silena of course. But still, Piper have stronger character than Silena. No one will ever think that she is daughter of Aphrodite with her badass characteristic. I use to think of her as the most useless one amongst the 7. Charmspeak is her only strength. But then she also show her witty side. Mark of Athena, House of Hades, then Blood of olympus. She has definitely grow so much. Although I still find her cornucopia to be ridiculous. But meh.

Frank , *sigh* this baby bear. I dont understand him, really. I always imagine him as this cute panda baby with chubby cheek, then suddenly he turn into awesome animals and being such a bad ass and being cute then the sudden growth spurt which is something that I cant really imagine in my head. I cant unsee him as being a cute little baby panda. Remember the time he was promoted as praetor by Jason? Gosh, I was jumping around my room for a good 5 minutes just to help all that sink in. I LOVE HIM EVEN MORE. He was seen as this weakling with his insecurity and firewood stuffs. But now, not anymore. He's have the biggest development compared to the other 7.

Hazel, Daughter of Pluto, instant loveability times 10. But she is really different with Nico. She is the exact opposite. The only trait that she is a daughter of Pluto is only her power with underground stuffs and sensing death. But her characteristic is just 100% different with Nico. Although amongst the other demigod, she is the second one in the chart of having the worst life, but she is so strong in going against it. She is the one who have the most neutral energy compared to the other 7. And not to mention being a super badass with her Horse, Arion. God, I am so Jealous of her.

Leo, Not I dont know how I'm going to start with this boy. The moment he shows up, I just consider him as person who jokes around often. He really doesn't seems like that important character like Jason or Percy because he just joke around WAY too much. But then we start to learn about his past. He lost his mother, the only family that he have. He never get over it, but he keep quite about it. He knows better than being sad all the time, he just need to distract himself. After his mother died, he always become this misfits toys that people dont really care about. He keep getting tossed around just because he have hard time fitting in. Truth is, he just haven't found his real place. This remind me so much of myself just a few years back. And still I am now. But then when he finally find those people where he really belong, he shows unbelievable proof of loyalty and trust and all those. He overcome his fear for the sake of his friends. He sacrifice himself for the sake of his friends. He did SO MUCH for the sake of his friends that he really treasure. He keep saying that he prefer machinery over people, but this is the only way for him to be able to finally grow up to be this fine young man who finally understand people's feeling more. I really envy him for keeping faith in his friends that he is not just a mere seventh wheel. He was able to overcome his insecurity and keep moving on for the sake of people that he loves. I really adore him and respect him that this post is just going to get shitty because it is just going to be me talking about him because i just love him soooo much. He keep joking around to lighten the mood of his friend. He keep joking around when he know that he is going to sacrifice himself and there's no one that give him absolute answer that he's going to make it on the last battle of blood of olympus. And I am really REALLY happy that he is now end up with Calypso. Because he deserve it. He deserve happiness for all the things that he has gone through.

Nico, Last but not least. Huff, this one might get me a little teary eyed because I can really relate to him, as weird as it sounds. Started with little cute baby Nico losing Bianca. He spend most of his life with her, abandoned by Hades. Or should I say being preserve by Hades? Bianca is literaly the only family that he have. The only person that he will ever see as real family. Then she join the hunter, then now she is gone. Feeling betrayed of course. I just want to cuddle him like real one. Then he ran away from the camp and came back with this whole changes that he almost become unrecognizable. He is not that little kid who's life only consisted of mythomagic and getting easily iimpress with things. Heck, he plays mythomagic in real life. He came back with lots of new feature, showing a great development from his previous characteristic. And I do really see him as a super strong and powerful demigod. He is strong willed, he have nothing to lose, but at the same time, he have nothing to fight for. But he still fight for the sake of the other. Well, for the sake of Percy? Either way, he still sacrifice himself so much for the sake of other despite him saying things like he really dont care and bla bla bla. And When his father says that he keep asking for this and that for the sake of percy? That really really breaks my heart. He have absolute loyalty and kindness. He is a shadow that keep supporting others. He does not desire spotlight, but he is more than willing to sacrifice himself in order to make other people happy. I adore him for that. Although I really wish he would tone it down and start thinking about himself too. Although he is not part of the 7, but he really plays important role in this series. I really wish him eternal happiness. I really really do. Dear Will, PLEASE take care of him. I really NEED you to make him happy.