#boosadan

Just like that one time you were in a photoshoot as Calvin Klein's newest model.

Or that one time your choreography went viral online. It's not that you didn't know he was jealous—you just didn't know he was that jealous.

The man also yearns

especially when you're overseas

Well, who wouldn't yearn for such a good wife?

But at the end of the day, he has made it his full time job to make you the happiest

Since childhood, you've always been the fearful type—never being able to sleep without blankets above you, always asking that the lamp stays open, and even keeping the TV on for background music as you fall asleep. For some reason, you always feel as if ghosts are watching you as you sleep (despite not having seen any in your whole life). Because of this, you always end up being the butt of the joke when you watch horror movies with your friends.

Tonight, however, wasn't any better—t'was worse. You just moved in with your boyfriend Seungkwan, and your cowardice has began eating you whole.

Moving in together was a big decision that you two were able to make only a year after being together. He proposed it for "economic purposes" but you two knew well it was just to see each other more often. Nevertheless, you still agreed to it, and if you were being honest, you secretly wanted it more than he did.

You both had a long day fixing your things, setting up furniture from your house, and even fixing your room. You could've just settled to sleep in one room like a normal couple does, but after all, it's still his house, right? The last thing you want is to be a disturbance to your already busy boyfriend. Not only that, but you both vowed to "wait until marriage", so it would make sense to sleep in separate rooms. Out of respect, he once asked if you wanted your own room when you moved in together, to which you agreed—which explains why he's helping you right now move furniture into your new room.

Night had fallen already, and you two were just snuggled together in the couch.

"What do you have lined up for tomorrow?"

"We got filming... and I have a photoshoot by dusk" he whines on your lap while watching the reality show both of you picked.

"Hmmm... okay I'll cook you something nice, what time are you going home?"

"About 8"

You nod and feel the sleepiness get to you. Suddenly, you get anxious as it's getting late.

"Please keep your door unlocked" You fidget a bit, unsure if that sounded weird.

"Oh, sure, I always do, why?"

At that moment, you could've just told him that you were a scaredy cat who still hasn't conquered her night fears, but you had to save face.

"Uhm, so I can wake you up if you're running late"

Stupid excuse, but it worked. He agreed to it while clinging to your hand which was caressing his hair a while ago. You both sit for just a few more minutes before finally doing your night routine which included shower and skin care. When it was time, he kissed you goodnight as he closed the lights to your room.

There it was again, your anxiety getting the best of you. You couldn't sleep again, scared of being alone in the dimly lit room. You tried to put on some calming music to wind you down to sleep, but to no avail, your mind still paced. Left with no option, you watch something in your ipad by the bedside. Luckily, it worked, and you were snoring in a few minutes.

The night was quiet, both of you asleep in your shared dorm. That was until you suddenly woke up in the middle of the night for no reason. This always happens when you're anxious, and unfortunately, it was tonight was one of those nights. You check your phone and see that it's 2am. To top it off, your mind keeps bringing up the horror movie that you and your friends watched a week ago. With anxiety eating you whole, you hurriedly pace into Seungkwan's room, wanting to just be with someone right now. Reaching his doorstep, he did as promised—the door was left unlocked. However, upon seeing him, he slept too peacefully right now, and you just couldn't bring yourself to wake him up. Instead of creeping into his bed, you decided to sleep on the couch instead.

You close the door behind you gently, and tiptoe to the couch by his room. Good news? He's deep asleep, and you don't feel creeped out anymore. Bad news? There's quite a pile of stuff atop the couch, and if even one falls, he'll most likely wake up. You contemplated whether to take the risk and remove everything, or just sleep on the cold floor. Anything but go back to your room.

Since you had a long schedule tomorrow, you couldn't afford back pain getting in the way. Slowly, you begin taking the boxes and books above the couch, taking extra precaution not to drop anything accidentally. After what seemed like an eternity, you were finally able to remove everything on the couch. Just as you were about to lay down, your pillow hit the books above the pile of boxes, causing them to fall off loudly.

You only manage to curse under your breath as you turn to see your boyfriend slowly wake up. His face scrunched as his eyes try to make sense of what was happening around.

"hmm...y/n"

"What are you doing there?"

Great. Now you disturbed his sleep.

"Sorry sorry— I— I couldn't sleep so I—"

"Come here"

And so you do, walking to his bed and sitting on the edge.

"I'm sorry, I suddenly woke up at the middle of the night and I was scared. I really didn't want to wake yo—"

That was all you could say as he took your hand and pulled you into bed with him.

"Shh, okay let's sleep now" Seungkwan muttered as he enveloped you in an embrace, combing his fingers through your hair. He even hummed out a lullaby in the process.

Everything felt too good to be real—being enveloped in Seungkwan's arms while being under the same blanket, and even his voice humming just for you. Had you known this was what sleeping together felt like, you would've done it a long time ago.

Suddenly, nothing else mattered. There could be 10 ghosts that your mind made up watching and laughing at you right now, but Seungkwan's soft and melodic hums, along with his beating heart, are the only things you can hear.

— ✧ Bonus

The next morning, he woke up before you due to his early schedule, so he just left you a note.

I cooked you pancakes, they're covered on top of the dining table : > I love you, fighting!~

You felt your heart flutter upon reading it, but l felt it beat faster upon realizing the time—you woke up late.

Later in the evening, you cooked his favourite dish just in time before he comes home. At around 8:30, he got home and was greeted by your hug and welcome kiss.

As you two were eating in the table, he couldn't take it anymore and began asking you about the instance the night before. You told him that you really get anxious alone at night, and you had trouble falling asleep.

"Oh, is that so...."

"Then....uhm.....do you want to sleep in my room instead? I— I don't mean anything weird! I wont do anything weird, I promise! It's just to help you sleep better"

You've never agreed faster than before. However, you worried about your room going unused.

"Oh...but my room? It's going to get wasted isn't it?"

"It's okay, we can make it a guest room! Or even a cinema room! Or we can sleep there when we feel like it!"

Instead of feeling upset, he was even trying to comfort you for it. It has been a year of being together, but he still makes your heart beat so fast. You may never have conquered your night fears, but at least you've got the best boyfriend who always makes sure you get the sweetest dreams.

Author's note: Hello I am back on tumblr after dying for almost a year. I'm sorry I'm so inconsistent, I only write based on mood :((. But don't worry! Just drop some requests and I'll try to make them! Hehe it's currently our vacation, I've got a lot of time to spare