#bodybysirius

I can't stop moving. I am always looking to do more, be better and not ambulance chance after short blessings. I want longevity. I want stability. I want results. I'm sacrificial and it shows in my work ethic. Today I am resting. Emails are on hold. I haven't had any coffee just water and a hot shower some sun and #moonmatter like the literal kind, me in freeform. Today I am taking a break from it all because I can't allow it to break me. #honestmotherhood #bodybysirius #brujama #mombodappreciationpost

When you're so pressed to find something you can fit in one of your favorite stores but you severely underestimated how orderly your child (won't) be- so you're chasing around a cackling baby in your bra and all the censors and dinging because he crawls out the front- and your forgot your hips are holding these slacks hostage. Well, happy Friday indeed- I guess the universe agreed- these pants are coming home with me. ✨ #honestMotherhood #BodyBySirius

Today should have been one of those productive days where I'm able to complete the laundry- organize our living space and start packing for our three family cabin trip next week. But, my big plans don't mean anything to a Giant, frustrated I take the child (as I call him when we are at ends) get in the shower. Fill up the tub and let us soak in some Florida water and suds. We had to have a talk, I asked him for patience and the time to allow mommy to get things done- he just looked at me with the widest eyes and I swear I heard him say "but mommy I need you right now" and I melted. It's true, he needs me always. Especially when I'm the busiest and imagining a to do list to completion. He needs me when I'm hungry- and when I'm feeling like I have no more to give. He needs me even when I'm dying to shave my underarms and my legs- as these things he is completely unaware of. It's of no ones fault- it's just what mothers do. It all. And then some, so as I re heat this pot of coffee for the 6th time today (because it's faster to forget about) and sit my best friend on my back- to get things done- I'm reminded that even when I feel like he's learning how to be on his own a bit day by day- he will always need me, and I'm here to stay for him. | #HonestMotherhood #WearAllTheBabies #modbod #BodyBySirius #bodypositivity