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“The body resembles a sentence that seems to invite us to dismantle it into its component letters, so that its true meanings may be revealed anew through an endless stream of anagrams.” — Hans Bellmer

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The Stream and the Fringe: William James and Palpatory Awareness.
Instalment 2
William James (1842–1910)
William James was the first major thinker in the Western tradition to treat consciousness empirically without reducing it to mechanism, and his foundational image remains one of the most accurate descriptions of how conscious experience actually feels from the inside. Consciousness, he argued, is not a chain of discrete states but a stream — continuous, flowing, doubling back on itself, impossible to step out of and observe from the outside.
James also introduced the concept of fringe consciousness — the penumbra of awareness surrounding any focal experience. We are always aware of more than we can articulate: a felt sense of where the body is in space, a subtle orientation toward what is about to happen, an ambient knowing that surrounds every clear thought like a halo. This fringe awareness is extraordinarily relevant to manual therapy practice. The experienced practitioner’s palpatory intelligence operates largely in this register — not explicit propositional knowledge, not the conscious application of technique, but a felt, distributed sensing that resists verbalisation and cannot be taught by description alone.
This is why clinical mentorship and supervised practice hours matter in ways that classroom teaching cannot replace. The fringe awareness that constitutes skilled palpatory intelligence is transmitted through doing, through being in the room with someone who has developed it, through thousands of hours of hands-on encounter that gradually educate the practitioner’s sensory nervous system to attend in more refined ways. James would call this a cultivated extension of the fringe — a disciplined expansion of the zone of soft awareness that surrounds focal attention.
James was also one of the first Western thinkers to take non-ordinary states of consciousness seriously as data rather than pathology. His Varieties of Religious Experience, published in 1902, mapped the phenomenology of mystical states, conversion experiences, and the sense of presence with the same empirical rigour he brought to experimental psychology. This opened the door to treating altered states — including those that sometimes occur in deep bodywork, in both practitioner and patient — as philosophically and clinically significant rather than merely anecdotal curiosities.
“The greatest revolution of our generation is the discovery that human beings, by changing the inner attitudes of their minds, can change the outer aspects of their lives.” — William James
The Structure of Experience: Husserl and the Act of Palpation
Edmund Husserl (1859–1938)
Edmund Husserl, the founder of phenomenology, made a methodological move that transformed philosophy and, indirectly, our understanding of therapeutic encounter. He insisted that rigorous inquiry must begin not with theories about experience but with experience itself — with the structures of consciousness as they actually present themselves from the inside. His method of epoche, or bracketing, involved setting aside assumptions about the external world in order to examine how consciousness actually constitutes its objects.
For manual therapy, Husserl’s concept of intentionality is the key contribution. Consciousness, he argued, is always consciousness of something. It is never simply present to itself in a vacuum but is always directed — reaching out toward an object, a quality, a sensation, a person. This directionality is built into the structure of awareness itself. When a practitioner palpates tissue, the consciousness involved is not passive reception. It is active, intentional engagement — hands that are not merely sensing but attending, shaped by clinical intention and directed toward specific qualities of tissue texture, tone, depth, temperature, and responsiveness.
This distinction between passive sensing and active attending has significant clinical implications. Two practitioners with equivalent anatomical knowledge and technical training may palpate the same tissue and register very different information, because the quality of intentional attention they bring differs. The less experienced practitioner may be processing sensation; the more experienced one is in dialogue with the tissue. Husserl’s phenomenology offers a framework for understanding why this is, and why the cultivation of intentional awareness is as important in clinical training as the acquisition of technical skills.
Husserl’s analysis of time-consciousness is also clinically relevant. He described how each moment of experience carries a retention — a just-passed sense of what immediately preceded it — and a protention — an anticipatory lean toward what is about to arrive. In palpatory work, this temporal structure is everything. The skilled practitioner is not sensing a static snapshot of tissue but a temporally extended phenomenon: how the tissue arrived at its current state, and where it wants to go. The hands are listening to a moving story, not reading a fixed sign.
Being There: Heidegger and the Thrown Body
Martin Heidegger (1889–1976)
Martin Heidegger shifted the entire ground of philosophy by insisting that the fundamental question was not what we know, nor even how we know it, but what it means to exist at all. His concept of Dasein — literally being-there — names the kind of existence that is always already embedded in a world, in a situation, in relationships, in time. We are never the detached Cartesian observer contemplating the world from a neutral distance. We arrive already inside it.
His concept of thrownness — Geworfenheit — is one of the most quietly useful ideas in twentieth century philosophy for anyone working with the human body. We do not choose the body we inhabit, the history we carry, the nervous system shaped by experiences that preceded our capacity to reflect on them. We are thrown into our situation before we have any say in the matter. The chronic tension pattern in the thoracic spine, the defended diaphragm, the hypervigilant postural set — these are not failures of will or character. They are the body’s testimony to its thrownness: the accumulated trace of a particular life, lived in a particular world, before the person had language or choice enough to respond differently.
Heidegger also gave us Being-in-the-world as a single hyphenated concept — deliberately refusing the separation of the terms — to insist that mind, body, and world are not three things that subsequently relate to one another. They are one structure of existence that can only be artificially pulled apart for purposes of analysis. The practitioner who understands this stops looking for the problem in the tissue and begins attending to how the tissue is the person’s way of being in their world.
His concept of Sorge — care — as the fundamental structure of human existence carries direct clinical resonance. To be human, for Heidegger, is not primarily to think or to perceive but to care: to be oriented toward, concerned with, engaged by the world and the people in it. The therapeutic encounter is, in these terms, a very deliberate enactment of that most basic human capacity — and the quality of the practitioner’s care is not incidental to the work. It is its foundation.
The Body That Knows: Merleau-Ponty and the Phenomenology of Touch
Maurice Merleau-Ponty (1908–1961)
Maurice Merleau-Ponty is, of all the philosophers in this lineage, the one whose thinking most precisely maps the lived experience of skilled manual therapy. His central and revolutionary insistence — that consciousness is not in the body but is the body’s way of being in the world — dissolves the Cartesian problem from the inside. We do not have bodies that we somehow inhabit. We are our bodies. And the body is not a mechanism within which the person resides; it is the medium through which the person exists, perceives, and acts.
His concept of the corps vécu — the lived body — distinguishes between the body as object in the world (the anatomical, measurable, dissectable body of biomedicine) and the body as living subject of experience. This distinction is not merely semantic. It reframes the therapeutic encounter entirely. When you work with a patient, you are not working on a body while their mind observes from a polite distance. You are working with an embodied subject — a consciousness that lives in and through the tissue you are addressing. The restriction in the cervical fascia is not simply a mechanical finding. It is a biographical fact. It is the body’s way of having lived a particular life.
Merleau-Ponty’s concept of motor intentionality — the body’s pre-reflective, non-cognitive capacity to orient itself toward the world and toward task — describes something that experienced practitioners know intimately but struggle to teach. The practitioner’s hands develop, over years of clinical practice, a somatic intelligence that operates below the threshold of explicit thought. The hands know where to go, how much pressure serves, when to wait and when to initiate movement — not because the cortex has reasoned through the decision, but because the body has learned to read another body directly. This is not intuition in the mystical sense. It is the cultivated intelligence of an embodied consciousness that has been trained to attend in very particular ways.
His later and perhaps most profound contribution, from the unfinished The Visible and the Invisible, was the concept of flesh — la chair — which he used not in the biological sense but to name the fabric of being in which perceiver and perceived, toucher and touched, are continuous with one another. When you palpate, you are simultaneously touching and being touched. The tissue you feel is, in some sense, feeling you. There is a fundamental reversibility at the heart of tactile experience that dismantles the clean subject-object distinction. This is not metaphor or mysticism. It is the phenomenological structure of touch itself.
This has profound implications for manual therapy practice. The quality of the practitioner’s own tissue — their level of tension or ease, their autonomic state, their degree of present-moment awareness — is not irrelevant background noise. It is part of the palpatory encounter. The patient’s tissue is, at some level, reading the practitioner as the practitioner reads the tissue. This is the basis of the therapeutic relationship as a regulatory event, and it is also the philosophical grounding for the clinical importance of the practitioner’s own self-care and embodied development.
“The body is our general medium for having a world.” — Maurice Merleau-Ponty, Phenomenology of Perception, 1945
Installment Three coming soon: The Systems Thinkers and the Clinicians
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“…when we reflect that muscle holding a chronic pattern of tension is working just as hard and requires just as much metabolic support as does muscle that is exercising actively and getting actual work done, it becomes clear why and how muscular tension plays such a large and diffuse role in our physical and mental health. Nor is it difficult to understand why body work which effectively addresses chronic and wasteful contractions can contribute so much towards changes for the better in our physical processes, our feelings and our behaviour”…
JOBS BODY by Deane Juhan…
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A Case of "Military Neck" I had the most extraordinary session with a client this past week! I have a client with an intractable stiff and painful neck that’s lasted for decades. She had consulted and worked with DC’s, PT’s, and massage therapists. Most of the work done to help her has simply ameliorated the pain and enabled her to function. Computer work seriously aggravates it. We had our 5th session this past week and as a result of sequential NMR sessions, some of which were performed by others and not me, the accumulated improvements enabled us to reach and extraordinary degree of freedom for her neck. There are functional reasons for this event. 1. The neck tissue was softer and more malleable and negotiable as a result of past work. 2. The work has been progressive and cumulative. 3. There were coordination functions that had never been addressed before, such as the ability to do forward/anterior translation and side bend while doing so. For those who know muscle testing, here’s what I found: This intractable problem was a consequence of a dramatic torque to the right at the sub-occipitals. In spite of the Rt dominant rotation, she could not turn right past 15 degrees. Very confusing. The right Obliquus Capitiis Superior was locked ‘ON’ but the partner muscle for right rotation, the Lt SCM, was inhibited/non functional. All kinds of muscles on the right side of the neck were rigid along with OCS: Rt Scalene, Rt Rect Capitiis Minor; Rt Longissimus Capitiis side bending. Many unusual muscle patterns were involved in this confusing pattern. Lt and Rt Cranial extension inhibited the Cervical extensors and Lt and Rt Cervical side bending. When both sides of the body are simultaneously dysfunctional I usually anticipate a deeper level of Contralateral Confusion and the need for Brain Buttons. But that wasn’t happening here. When the neck was translated forward to enhance the Cervical curve the LT side bending muscle inhibited the RT one, but not when her neck was straight. So this client locks back her neck on the left side, flattening the Cervical curve. There was also gait pattern dysfunction with Lt Iliacus being tight but inhibited to the Rt Pec Min. Every crazy dysfunctional pattern we corrected led to more and more mobility. When we finished all directions were moving through full range and testing strong. It was a miracle! Can’t wait to see how it’s working next week…
[Jocelyn Olivier]
“There are second thoughts happening each time you act. There is hesitation, and from that hesitatio...
Moshe Feldenkrais beautifully describes touch in Functional Integration (the hands-on aspect of Feldenkrais): "Through touch, two persons, the toucher and the touched, can become a new ensemble: two bodies when connected by two arms and hands are a new entity. These hands sense at the same time as they direct. Both the touched and the toucher feel what they sense through the connecting hands, even if they do not understand and do not know what is being done. The touched person becomes aware of what the touching person feels and, without understanding, alters his configuration to conform to what he senses is wanted from him. When touching I seek nothing from the person I touch; I only feel what the touched person needs, whether he knows it or not, and what I can do at that moment to make the person feel better."
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Limiting thoughts and beliefs are a frequent barrier to healing. For a simple example, using phrases like "I have a bad knee" sets/reinforces a negative trajectory for your healing. Try "I've had problems with my knee in the past." Has anyone recognized these limiting thoughts and beliefs in themselves?
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"There are second thoughts happening each time you act. There is hesitation, and from that hesitation or gap, you can go backward or forward
What I care about is the client's internal felt experience—how it manifests in terms of agency, self-efficacy, resilience. The tension patterns I work with come from being stuck in autonomic states, from patterns of relating we developed to protect ourselves when we didn't feel safe. In my experience, this underlies most of the holding I see in practice. Patterns of protection. The gap is where these patterns can change. Not because I'm "fixing" anything, but because in that moment of silence and safety, the body can reorganize itself around a new possibility. Moshe Feldenkrais describes touch in Functional Integration: "Through touch, two persons, the toucher and the touched, can become a new ensemble: two bodies when connected by two arms and hands are a new entity. These hands sense at the same time as they direct. Both the touched and the toucher feel what they sense through the connecting hands, even if they do not understand and do not know what is being done. The touched person becomes aware of what the touching person feels and, without understanding, alters his configuration to conform to what he senses is wanted from him. When touching I seek nothing from the person I touch; I only feel what the touched person needs, whether he knows it or not, and what I can do at that moment to make the person feel better." This is what I've learned after twenty-five years: I'm not working on bodies. I'm working in the space between—the gap where two nervous systems meet, where silence allows something new to emerge, where the holding patterns of a lifetime can soften enough to let in a different possibility. The gap is where the glow begins. Where people become flames.
Diver, 1960. Lev Borodulin. Gelatin silver :: bodyalive
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“One thing about human nature which has always been a mystery to me is why people, in spite of all evidence to the contrary, will cling to an idea once beaten into their brains, in earlier periods of life which limits their thinking, their ability - even hold them in attitudes which cause them to suffer and die, when a little thought and effort would course them into avenues which would lead to health - might even save their lives. In my personal acquaintance I can name dozens of actual instances of chiropractors who went to their graves decades earlier than they should have because of such an attitude. "Only the teachable survive”, said George Santayana. Which is the same as saying the unteachable perish.“ ~ Raymond Nimmo, D.C
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