#bmwiid

Oh dear. That is so, so kind of you! And you left a super long comment on AO3 too! I will reply to that, I swear, I’m just trying to find the words because I was just not expecting this and I’m flailing quite a lot because HOLY SHIT, thank you? I don’t know what to say. Thank you SO MUCH for reading my fanfics and for leaving me such heartfelt comments. It really means the world to me. Knowing that not only do people enjoy what I write, but they go back to it, again and again, I just… no words.

I saw this! I looooove how you’ve done the hair - it looks really flowy and dynamic!

its like he’s wearing little trousers

as a person who went through something very similar when I was at my lowest, it won't help if you ignore your friends. You might be feeling super low, but they may not realise the DEPTH of how you feel. don't be like me - cut everyone out because you 'are bothering them' or think that they don't care. All that happened there was I was alone and sadder and when I finally got myself on the right track, they were totally horrified to find out how bad it was.

also, try not to fall into the trap of not being aware of THEIR lives, issues and problems. perhaps they were having a bad day, or were just really unable to talk. I am NO GOOD TO ANYONE when tired. like, at all. it could be that!

Thank you <3 This was extremely helpful advice and I really appreciate you taking the time to offer it ^_^ 

The hardest part for me is, like you said, not falling into the trap of not being aware of what could be going on with them. It’s hard to see past the tip of my own nose when I’m like this, and the feeling of detachment I’m experiencing makes it that much harder. But I’m trying because I don’t want to push these important people away. I know that they’re what anchors me into the real reality, and not the one my brain has been creating.

oooh! I love my short hair! :D I hope you love yours too!

always post selfies!!!!!! :DD

i have done it i am so awkward oh my gOD

bmwiid replied to your photoset: okay so like here is my face

omg you are so pretty! and I love how you have your hair! I’d give anything for loose curls like that! A+ face! :D