Jan 22, 2020
@jigglypuffwritesโ:
โCan I say something crazy? I love you.โ { for bastiaan from dorian }
ย ย ย โYouโwhat?โ Bastiaan froze in the act of sucking a cannabis lollipop, which was probably just as well given his visceral reaction to that word.ย โFuck off, nobody loves me. Itโll be that way til I croak, so donโt fool yourself, okay honey?โ Even if Bastiaan felt the same, it didnโt matter. He was incapable of feeling good enough for anyone, thanks to the extremely violent way heโd been raised. Love was for other people - he was too busy stuffing drugs in his system to smother the stray emotions which could cripple him.
