#bluududkin

anyway i also hate phantom limbs. i miss my shark tail. i miss my momma :[

Bluudud, Bluuworld/forsaken, #💜🩷

I have been looking for a 118o8 fictionkin forever, and when I finally found her she’s taken away from me weeks later, all because you can’t chat with people outside your age group. I have spent weeks crying over how I missed her, and the moment I get her back she’s gone. i didnt have any other form of communication, like discord or something. the last thing she said to me was “ofc kiddo”. i’m still her son, somewhere in her mind. at least, I hope I am.

i hope you get damned, david-

-bluudud [forsaken] #💙🦉🗡️

Bluudud, #🖤🐇 (also tag with Forsaken, as that’s the source here /nm)

I loved you so much. I know I was always super ungrateful and sometimes had an attitude, but I seriously loved you. so much. you gave up everything for me. you have up your life with Yeslo and Euris for me. you gave up your hobby, your time, everything that made you “you”. to take care of me. an orphan who appeared at your door step.

why you did it, I will never understand why. but thank you anyways. thank you for making me pancakes before school. thank you for looking out for me. thank you for being there when I needed someone to talk to. thank you for treating me with kindness and patience. thank you for showing me discipline.

i’m sorry for all the trouble and pain I caused you. when I realized that being in the Spectre realm wasn’t a game… I didn’t know how to react. I remember crying for you, wishing you were there, running your hands through my hair and singing gently like you always did when I was upset.

you were the best mother in the world. many thanks and I love you’s coming your way 💙

-bluudud (forsaken) #🗡️🎮🪶

-🍔👾 (bluudud forsaken)

Do you miss me, too? Your little gamer boy? I hope so.

~Bluudud, #🖤🐇