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Help Iâm having Bucky Thotsâąïž and itâs all @blurredcolourâs fault đ

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đ hi angel!! you are so kind to my works and are always either the first like or reblog and it means so so much to me. your writing is also absolutely stunning and creative, makes me want to be y/n! i always look forward to your posts and iâm so happy weâre mutuals <3
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Frostbite & Mistletoe
Summary: An extremely long shift at a Christmas tree lot brings an unexpected customer with an unusual request. Agreeing to help Austin Butler acquire a Christmas tree leads you down a path of rather unexpected events.
Pairing: Austin Butler x Gender Neutral Reader
Warnings: Language, Holiday Fluff, Christmas Trees, Car Trouble, Cold, Snow, Exhaustion, Allusions to Mental Health Struggles, Mature/Explicit Themes [Hickeys/Love Bites, Oral â m/f receiving, Condoms, Lube, Manual Stimulation â m/f receiving, Penetrative Sex] â 18+ Only
Authorâs Note: This is pure fantasy! While itâs fun to think of going home with a random celebrity, please try to be more circumspect in real life! Also - Thank you for your suspension of disbelief about the weather!
Word Count: 6179
Just twenty minutes more. In twenty minutes, you would be free of the longest day of your life.
Cincinnati, Ohio was certainly not the coldest place on earth but eight hours outside in an unprotected Christmas tree lot had chilled you to the bone. It was a tradition of yours, to volunteer for a few shifts and help raise money for the childrenâs hospital. It had proven to be one of those winter days where the temperature dropped by the hour and the person scheduled to take over for you never showed up.
Meanwhile, the weather had done nothing to deter the steady flow of customers. So as the sky clouded over, you had agreed to stay and help the next shift until closing at eight. Nineteen minutes to go. Walking down the aisles in your bright orange hi-vis vest, you were tidying and cataloguing the remaining trees. Yet another thing on the never-ending list of shortages and inflated prices. Demand was high as everyone was throwing themselves headlong into a holiday season with every cliché trimming. It was only day one and a third of the stock was already sold.
Over-sized, fluffy snowflakes had been gently falling for the past two hours; so light that they seemed to defy gravity, hanging in the air or some even floating back upwards. If one had to pick the best kind of snow, that would have to be it. The strains of Frank Sinatraâs Christmas Waltz reached your ears for what felt like the hundredth time that day, but you were practically euphoric at the prospect of going home in eighteen minutes and allowed your feet to shuffle across the snow-covered asphalt as you waltzed along to the music.
Frosted windowpanes
Candles gleaming inside
Painted candy canes
On the tree
Seventeen minutes. Spinning dramatically, you turned up the next aisle to continue tidying and collecting inventory.
Itâs that time of year
âWhen the world falls in love, every song you hearâŠâ
Your feet stumbled to an awkward stop as a rich, male voice joined in with Old Blue Eyes from right behind you. You turned quickly to see what you guessed was a long, lanky man bundled up in several layers including a baseball cap, hoodie, and peacoat. A man with azure eyes that were sparkling with mirth at having caught you waltzing to Christmas music in a tree lot.
âSorry, I didnât mean to make you stopâŠitâs just such a good songâŠâ He grinned, the movement drawing your eyes to his plush, pink lips framed by a golden-blonde goatee.
You hugged your clipboard to your chest as though it were armour that could protect you from your mortification.
âDâŠdo you need any assistance?â You asked, forcing a professionally pleasant expression despite your embarrassment.
âWellâŠâ He chuckled awkwardly, pulling at his lower lip with long, chilled-looking fingers. âI do have a bit of an odd request? I really, really want a tree, but I donât have a carâŠDo you do delivery at all? Iâd be happy to payâŠâ
You stared at him, brain struggling to process his request after such a long day.
âButâŠhow did you get here?!â You blurted and winced as maybe that was not the best tone.
âWalkedâŠâ He grinned sheepishly. âIâm in town on business and pass by here every day with my driver. I came as soon as I could, but I donât think I can carry a whole tree back to my rentalâŠâ
You swallowed thickly, closing the distance to an appropriate conversation proximity.
âHow many blocks?â You asked, looking up at him. Definitely tall.
âMaybe ten?â He cocked an eyebrow, and you felt your throat tighten as you realized you had seen that face before. On a movie screen. On a tv screen. âLook I brought $200 to make it happen, happy to donate it to the causeâŠwell causes. Your hospital and my sanity.â His laugh rang a little hollow.
Swallowing painfully, you managed to clear your throat.
âWe close inâŠâ You glanced at your watch. âFifteen minutes. I have a roof-rack, I can help you.â You smiled softly, hoping to cheer him a little.
The way his eyes lit upâŠwell, like a Christmas treeâŠbrought warmth back into the chilled cheeks. His smile was infectious, and you felt the tired muscles of your face stretch to echo his grin. You took a moment to properly introduce yourself before getting back to business.
âSoâŠwhat kind of tree are you looking for?â You asked.
He shrugged with an adorable, hopeless expression and shrug of his shoulders. You could not help the laugh that tumbled from your lips.
âLong needles or short?â You started simple.
âShort, like a fake tree but real.â He nodded authoritatively.
âOk then, letâs walk away from these scotch pines.â You chuckled and led him over to the fir trees.
Working with his description of the space he wanted to fill, you helped him choose a six-foot douglas fir. You moved to pick it up, but he beat you to it, slinging the bundled tree over his shoulder. You paused a moment to appreciate the sheer physical presence of him before swallowing again tightly and leading him up to the cashier. He handed over his two one-hundred-dollar bills to the bewildered woman who, upon your explanation, beamed and tucked it into the cash box.
You handed in your inventory list to the site leader who thanked you for working a double with a great big hug. You shook your head warmly and promised to see him again next weekend, leading Austin over to your somewhat dated, compact SUV. The snow was falling thicker now, clinging to both of your outerwear, making everything dramatically whiter as you strapped the tree to your roof-rack.
âDo you know if your rental has a hacksaw?â You asked curiously.
âYes! Yes, I checked that. Thereâs a tree stand, a whole box of decorations, and everything I needâŠexcept the tree.â He beamed proudly and you felt warmth emanating from your chest.
âAnd youâve fixed that now too. Hop in.â You shook off some of the snow and slid into the driverâs seat as he did the same, sliding in across from you.
The vehicle seemed just as tired as you, the engine turning over sluggishly before it finally roared to life, and you found yourself able to exhale the breath youâd been holding. You cranked the heat before heading out into the rapidly accumulating snow.
âWell, I guess itâs fully winter nowâŠâ You muttered and followed his directions to a small home fairly close to downtown.
As your limbs began to thaw, a bone-deep ache of exhaustion bloomed throughout your body. You could not wait to crawl into the tub and stay there for hours, topping up the hot water as needed. You pulled into the driveway. Perched on the doorsills, the two of you worked together to untie the tree before you jumped down to help ease the tree to the ground as he slid it off the back. The angle cause all the accumulated snow on the tree to cascade onto your head and down the gap at the back of your collar. The pathetic gasp was completely involuntary, causing him to leap down and quickly take the tree, looking you over.
âAre you alright?!â He asked, resting the weight of it against his body and gently dusted the snow from your head and shoulders. âIâm so sorryâŠâ
You smiled up at him wearily and shook your head.
âI should have seen that comingâŠâ You sighed ruefully and carried the tree up to the porch.
Making sure the stand was ready in the living room, you held the tree as he cut a slice off the bottom of the trunk, under your instructions. You could tell he wasnât the most natural handyman, but precision was not a huge concern here. Using the screws in the stand, you made sure the tree was standing up straight before filling the well with fresh water.
âYou need to water it every day.â You instructed him as you ensured the heating vent behind the tree was closed. âAnd never leave the lights on when youâre not home.â
âThank you.â He smiled as he saw you back out to your car. âReally, you have saved the holidays for me, thank you.â He repeatedly earnestly and held his arms open. âMay I give you a hug?â He asked before sinking his teeth into his lower lip.
You regarded him with wide eyes for a moment before nodding shyly as you looked to the side and shuffled forward into those open arms. He wrapped them around you tightly, surrounding you in warmth and the heady scent of cinnamon and black pepper. Your exhaustion had you forgetting all sense of propriety as you leaned into his chest with a deep, contented sigh. Youâd never fit so well into someoneâs arms beforeâŠ
With one last squeeze, he pulled back slightly.
âI should let you get home; you must be exhausted.â He smiled gently and you nodded, dumbstruck at how truly gorgeous this man was.
âIâm crawling into a hot bath and staying there until tomorrow.â You managed to murmur and tensed as you realized you were close enough to feel, as well as see, the warm puffs of air falling from his lips. âHave a good night.â You said quickly as you pulled back and waved somewhat awkwardly before climbing into the car.
As that sluggish, shuddering sound emanated from your engine once more, your initial reaction was denial. It worked last time, you just needed to try again. And again. AndâŠand then it wasnât even making a sound at all. You pressed your forehead to the steering wheel, taking deep calming breaths as the temptation to just cry was overwhelming. Thankfully you remembered your AAA membership and quickly dug out your phone and membership card.
Austin knocked on your window and you rolled it down.
âIâm gonna call for a boostâŠâ You sighed and dialed the number on the back of the card.
âCome inside before you get frostbiteâŠâ He insisted, opening your door. You sighed as the recorded voice assured you âyour call is important to usâ and followed him in without argument. It was nowhere near cold enough for frostbite, but his concern was genuine and touching.
You sat at the kitchen island and quietly watched him get a kettle boiling as the overly cheerful hold music played in your ear. As he shucked off his winter coat and pulled off his hoodie, you gulped audibly at the peek of his tanned, toned abdomen as his white t-shirt caught on the fabric.
âPut it on speaker, I donât mind. Let me take your coat so you can warm up properly.â He smiled and held out his hand as you quietly obeyed. You could not help but watch the way his bicep bunched at the weight of your sodden jacket.
âHello this is John speaking, how may I help you?â A human voice suddenly filled the room and you fumbled with the phone to answer as he took your coat to hang it up to dry.
âSix hours?!â You cried out incredulously at the service estimate and the agent issued a litany of apologies. You were furious and seriously questioning why you paid for this service, but poor John sounded just as tired as you felt, and you knew it wasnât his fault. âOk, thanks.â You ended the call and looked to Austin pathetically as he filled two mugs with tea bags and boiling water.
âMust be the cold and all the snow out thereâŠâ He murmured sympathetically.
âYeah, I guess. Iâll get a cab or something and come back when they call.â You opened your ride share app and gasped at the wait times. Your last-ditch effort was the taxi app, but the fare estimate was murder.
Sliding a mug of tea to you, Austin leaned in.
âThis is entirely my fault, please. Please just stay here until they can come.â He looked up at you pleading through his lashes. âThere isnât a tub but thereâs a shower and I can get your clothes dry andâŠâ
You blinked back tears of frustration yet again and took a shaky breath. The snow dump that had covered you had now melted in the warmth of his rental and had water dripping from the ends of your hair onto your shirt. Completely disarmed by cold and fatigue, you were helpless against that look. That pleading.
âOkâŠâ You breathed meekly and sniffed. âSorry, itâs just been a hell of a dayâŠâ You apologized, gesturing at tears that had snuck into your eyes despite your best efforts.
He pulled you in for another reassuring hug and you sighed warmly.
âNo apologiesâ He smiled and stepped back, holding out his hand. âCâmon, showerâs this way.â
You took it slowly with yours, marveling at the way his warm skin completely enveloped yours, making you shiver deeply.
âYouâre freezingâŠâ He frowned and tugged you to your feet before leading you quickly down the hall, past the stairs. âRobe for you to wear, stay as long as you like. Lock on the door too.â He touched the items as he mentioned them before stepping out to leave you in peace.
Stripping off your wet clothes, you stepped into the warm spray of the shower with a deep moan, not being mindful of your volume at all. It just felt far too good. You shuffled back to sit on the shower bench and let your skin soak in the warm water. After a good ten minutes you finally felt the ache and tension leave your muscles. Coming to your feet, you borrowed whatever was in the shower to wash your hair and body before you turned off the water. Stepping out in a cloud of steam, you towelled off before pulling your underclothes back on, putting the robe on top.
Carrying your damp clothes, you rejoined him in the kitchen, smiling softly to see him ladling hot soup into bowls.
âThat was a lot shorter than I thought youâd be.â He smiled. âBut Iâve got dinner ready!â
âTruly, this is beyond generous, thank you very, very much.â You shook your head in awe.
âHere let me put those in the dryer really quick. You eat.â He set a bowl and spoon on the counter and snagged your clothes before disappearing downstairs.
Sitting down, you dug in happily, groaning a little a how hungry you suddenly realized you were. Youâd eaten nearly half before he reappeared to join you, chuckling and giving you a few pieces of bread to mop up every last drop. He sat beside you, eating his own bowl as you leaned heavily on the counter, making small talk about the weather or something. Honestly, now that you were fed and warm, you found it quite difficult to keep your eyes open.
âWhy donât we go sit on the couchâŠâ He offered generously and you nodded, shuffling after him.
You grabbed the thick, cozy blanket that was draped over the back of it and wrapped it around your legs before sitting down carefully. Through your drooping eyelids as you watched him turn on the gas fireplace.
âSo how long do I have to wait to decorate again?â He asked as he sat down at the other end of the couch.
Inhaling through your nose while rolling your shoulders back, you tried to wake yourself.
âA couple of hours. The branches will relax, and youâll smell the pine when itâs ready.â You nodded before giving in to the temptation to rest your head back against the couch. You briefly felt a surge of guilt as you had a fleeting recognition that you were falling asleep but were too far gone to do a thing about it.
The sound of soft curses, muttered under Austinâs breath, sunk into your consciousness and your eyes flashed open. You were fully curled up on the couch, tucked under the blanket, and Austin was fighting with a tangled string of tree lights on the floor before you.
âShit, Iâm so sorryâŠâ You hastily apologized and sat up. âHow long was I asleep?â
He glanced at you before clearing his throat and looking back to the task before him. You glanced down at the gaping robe and quickly covered yourself, pulling the belt tight again.
âA couple. Donât worry about it, I had some work to do. But now, now itâs time to decorate this tree. As long as I can get these untangled.â He muttered bitterly and you carefully slid to your knees on the floor across from him.
âLet me help.â You smiled softly and worked patiently at the various snags until all the lights were stretched out and ready to wrap the tree.
You looked over to it, smiling as it did indeed look perfectly ready to decorate.
âYou picked a very nice one.â You carried the first string over to begin weaving the lights through the branches.
He beamed brightly and you were grateful that the tree bore the brunt of that blinding smile. For two people who had only met a few hours before, there was remarkably no sniping, and no heated comments as you worked together on a typically frustrating task. You were about halfway up the tree, and thus far your soundtrack had been Austin humming snippets of an assortment of holiday songs. The brief contact of his fingers against yours as you handed off the string of lights caused shivers of electricity to flash across your skin. You snuck glances at his profile while he was busily weaving the lights on his side of the tree, and felt, more than saw, him doing the same â the heat of his gaze tingling along your skin. He always looked away when you raised your head, however. That is until his eyes deliberately sought yours through the curtain of pine needles.
âMay I ask you a question?â He asked solemnly.
His tone of voice was so serious it made you hesitate, uncertain if you were honestly awake enough to engage in a meaningful conversation while half-inserted into a tree. Straightening your back, you nodded, trying to convince yourself that there was little he could ask that would be truly catastrophic.
âSureâ You nodded, hoping your tone registered as light and care-free.
âDo you consider Die Hard to be a Christmas movie?â He continued in that serious tone but that spark of mischief was back in those sapphire eyes.
You stared at him, jaw slack, stunned. Leaning around the tree, trying to read if this was a joke of not, you saw his lips trembling with the effort not to smirk.
âI was fully prepared for you to ask me somethingâŠ.I donât know, sensitive?!â You exclaimed with a guffaw of laughter.
âSome people find this a very sensitive topic!â He countered before losing control of his face and breaking out into giggles.
You could not help but join in, letting your head fall back as your laughter came from deep inside you, somehow erasing a large portion of your disgruntlement over the events of your no-good, terrible day. Eventually you were able to contain yourself and you cleared your throat before answering.
âAbsolutely. It takes place during a Christmas party, features Christmas music, and Hans Gruber even says âho ho hoââ You nodded emphatically.
âHo, ho, hoâ He grinned as he delivered a very convincing impersonation of Alan Rickmanâs German accent.
After the laughter subsided you tilted your head.
âIn that same veinâŠ.Is Hallelujah a Christmas song?â The lights were winding higher and it was a bit of a stretch for youâŠ.not for him though.
âAbsolutely not.â He replied firmly, lips drawing into a thin line as he shook his head. âItâs literally about an intense and painful relationship. Nothing festive. Not even in the same orbit as the holidays.â
You nodded in agreement.
âThis tree-decorating partnership can continue.â You grinned. âThough, I might just be support at this point.â You commented as he easily wrapped the lights all the way to the top before plugging the string into the star.
âNow we see how it looks!â He said excitedly, turning off the overhead light before plugging in the tree.
The glow of the multi-coloured lights was a comforting as a hug from each one of your holiday memories delivered directly to your heart.
âIncredibleâŠâ He sighed contentedly and you nodded, somewhat speechless.
You turned to look up at him, recalling that sense of heavy sadness heâd had when discussing his sanity back in the tree lot, and swallowed to see hit tanned face lit by both the tree and the firelight. He was a work of art come to life before your very eyes. The lines of worry had also eased across his features, leaving an adorable exuberance. You had a feeling that the duality of this man could easily obsess scholars for centuriesâŠ
So deep in your own thoughts you were, that you did not notice that his own eyes were tracing your features in turn, a contemplative expression falling over his face.
âAre you up to some more decorating?â He asked softly and you watched the way his lips caressed the words he spoke.
âMmmmhmâ You intoned, biting your lip at the hum of desire in your lower abdomen.
The glare of passing headlights beaming through the front window jarred you from your state and you cleared your throat, quickly kneeling to unpack the rest of the decorations from the box. You had already thrown caution to the wind and put yourself in a very vulnerable position with a total, albeit famous, stranger. There was no need to make it more complicatedâŠdespite the throb between your thighs.
âDefinitely a coordinated personâs decorationsâŠâ You chuckled softly as you pulled eight boxes of matching Christmas ornaments in neutral shades.
Kneeling down across you he chuckled softly.
âGiven how they decorated the rest of the house, this does not surprise me at all.â He hung a couple of them on his fingers before taking them to the tree to continue decorating.
Collecting your own assortment, you focused on the lower branches, being sure to reach in and hang some closer to the trunk to give the tree dimension. You did not notice the way the branches of the tree pulled at the robe, loosening it once more. Nor the way that it slipped off your shoulder as you knelt over the remaining boxes of ornaments, opening them up for ease of access. That is, until he knelt beside you, tracing the backs of his fingers across your shoulder and down your bicep. You shivered softly as his touch raised goosebumps in its wake.
âMmmm sorryâŠâ He murmured and leaned in to press an apologetic kiss to your skin with lips that felt just as soft as you had imagined. âYour skin just looks so softâŠâ He whispered, the tickle of his facial hair making you gasp raggedly.
As his eyes snapped to yours at that sound, a thrill of heat ran through you at their noticeably darker appearance. His lips stretched into something markedly predatory as he raised an eyebrow before slowly raising his eyes to the ceiling above you. You hesitated a moment before tilting your head back to follow his gaze, your entire body freezing at the sight of a swag of artificial mistletoe hanging from the light fixture. Leaning in, you felt his goatee tickle against your ear.
âCaught youâŠâ He murmured.
The way his lips and warm breath caressed your skin made you tremble from head to toe. A choked-off sigh fell from his lips, and you turned your face towards his, noses brushing due to his proximity. Your eyes flicked up to his before falling back to his lips. Youâd done the ârightâ thing all damn day and it had led to an accidental double and a dead car. Now? Now you were going to do what you wanted.
âBetter kiss meâŠdonât want any more bad luckâŠâ You breathed shakily.
âVery trueâŠâ He whispered in return, hands rising to frame your face as he leaned in to close the last few inches of distance between you.
With a tilt of his head, he fit his lips firmly against yours. Your eyelids fluttered closed at the silky warmth of his mouth, your body turning towards his full as you reached up to cup his cheeks in return. He pulled back a little, looking over your face as your heavy breaths mingled in the space between you. You glanced up at his eyes briefly before pulling his lips back against yours, sighing happily. Licking at the seam of his lips, your tongue begged entrance.
He grunted happily and hungrily greeted your tongue with his, one hand traveling down your throat and over your shoulder to press against the flesh of your back beneath the robe, pulling you closer. You raised up on your knees to correct the height differential and raked your hands through his carefully tousled hair. You delighted in carding your hands through it, disordering it completely. A mutual need for air had your lips parting and you quickly pressed wet, open-mouthed kisses along his sharp jawline and down his neck to lap at the hollow of his throat.
With a soft growl, and eager arch of his neck, his hands moved to grasp the backs of your thighs and haul you up to straddle his lap. You whimpered against his damp skin and licked a wide stripe up along his adamâs apple back towards his lips. He caught your lips in a searing kiss, tongue pressing into your mouth eagerly, making you both hum happily at the delicious feeling of his wet muscle sliding against yours.
Wriggling a little, you encouraged the robe to gape open completely, allowing you to settle fully against the growing bulge in his jeans. His fingers slid up under the edges of the robe to grip at the skin of your hips, chest rumbling eagerly as you undulated against him. Pulling back, your chest heaved as you mewled at the feel of his teeth nibbling at your lower lip. Gripping at his shoulders, you ground against him with more intent, shivering as you felt his hands yanking at the knot in the robeâs sash. You dropped your hands to help him slide it completely from your body.
Supporting your spine with his forearm, he swept the ornament boxes to the side and lay you back on the plush rug. You stared up at him in awe as the glow of the fire caressed his features from behind you while the Christmas lights painted a riot of colour onto him from the side.
âFuck, youâre gorgeousâŠâ You let the thoughts tumble from your lips without even trying to hold back.
You watched as he drank in your figure, only your underclothes obscuring his view, thumb and forefinger pinching and pulling at his lower lip.
âBold words from a heavenly creature like yourselfâŠâ He whispered in a hushed sort of awe before covering your body with his, suckling your collarbone as his free hand traced along the planes of your chest and abdomen.
Arching into his touch needily, you began to gather the back of his t-shirt into your fists, pulling the hem higher before you tugged it up to his shoulders. He rose up briefly to shed the interfering cotton before quickly divesting you of your underclothes, baring you completely to his heated gaze.
âTo think I got to unwrap you under my Christmas tree.â He grinned lopsidedly, eyes twinkling with that mischief as you rolled your own playfully at his seasonal corniness.
Chuckling to himself, he dragged his lips along your collarbone before kissing down your sternum. He briefly diverted to flick his tongue across each of your nipples before he continued his journey down your body. The muscles of your abdomen flinched at the tickle of his facial hair, making you chuckle breathlessly. His eyes, now nearly black as his pupils had devoured the blue of his irises, watched your face intently as he skipped over the desperate place that wanted his touch the most before pressing his lips to your right knee cap. His long fingers wrapped around the outside of your thighs and gently, yet insistently, parted your legs.
Sealing his lips around the tender flesh of your inner thigh, he sucked at your skin eagerly, drawing a shuddering gasp from beneath your breastbone.
âAustinâŠâ You exhaled the extra oxygen that had brought into your lungs, fingers once again twining into his sandy locks.
He fairly purred against you before pulling back, licking his lips as he turned his head to treat your other thigh to the same, if only a little closer to where you really wanted his mouth. His fingers massaged your outer thighs as he sucked a series of deep purple marks higher and higher on your inner thighs until you were quivering with need.
âPleaseâŠâ You keened and tugged on his hair as you felt his hot, damp exhales against the source of your pleasure, back arching and hips squirming as you ached for his mouth.
âWho am I to deny youâŠâ He replied, voice roughened by desire before he, at last, lay his mouth against you.
Your anguished moan echoed through the room as you clenched your eyes shut tightly, chest heaving, breaths harsh. His hands wrapped around your hips, holding them down as they were bucking against his face needily. The familiar tingling began to blossom at the base of your spine, making your toes curl and heels dig into the rug.
âIââŠIâm closeâŠAustin!â You gasped out and then whimpered as he pulled his mouth away, eyes flashing open to watch him lick at his goatee-framed lips.
âJust wait right hereâŠâ He rasped; voice notably deeper.
He pressed a brief but fierce kiss to your lips before rising to his feet. You gnawed on your lower lip at the distinct outline of his cock in his jeans before he disappeared up the stairs. He was not gone a full minute before he returned with a bottle of lube at the telltale foil packet of a condom. Â Pushing yourself up with unsteady arms, you reached out to take said items from him to free up his hands. Setting them aside you waited until he stretched out on the rug beside you before pushing him to his back, pining him by straddling his hips as you kissed him hungrily.
He groaned hungrily into kiss as you ground along the length of him through his jeans before sliding back onto his thighs and working his belt and fly open. Inserting your fingers into the waistband of his boxers, you raised up to strip him entirely in one greedy motion, tossing the clothing aside as you settled back onto his thighs. Drinking in the sight of his needy cock, you picked up the bottle of lube, delighting in the way his length twitched as you drizzled it with the slick substance.
Your name fell from his lips needily as he gripped your thighs, hips straining towards you, raised from the rug. You swallowed thickly as you wrapped your hand around his girth, rutting against his thighs at the noise of pure sin that emanated from his throat. You could not get enough of the way expressions of pleasure flitted across his features as you traced his tip with your thumb before sliding your fist up and down the length of him torturously slow. His breathing was beginning to shallow, abdominal muscles trembling when you pulled your hand back. A taste of his own medicine while also ensuring he would last long enough to put that impressive cock inside you.
His eyes flashed open with a slight glare, but he sat up and grabbed the sides of your jaw, pulling you close for a sloppy kiss full of teeth and tongues. Groping blindly, you managed to locate a pillow on the couch and pulled it down to set it on the ground beside him, pulling back to stretch out on your front, hips propped up on said pillow as you looked at him meaningfully.
He did not need any further instruction, taking the lube in hand as he coated his fingers before easing them into your entrance with thoughtful patience.
âFuck, look at you all needy and on offer for meâŠâ He groaned and you pressed your forehead into the rug, shuddering with a groan of your own as he worked you open, preparing you for his sizeable length.
He pulled his fingers from you, and you canted your hips back, chasing the feeling as you glanced back at him over your shoulder. You watched with hooded eyes as he carefully rolled the protective latex over his cock, pumping it a few times indulgently, before stretching out over your body. Sinking into you slowly, inch by inch, you moan deeply at the stretch and fullness of him.
âOh Austin!â You cried out, curling your fingers into rug.
âI know, oh fuck, I knowâ He panted, hands pressing into the backs of yours, fingers sliding between yours once he was seated inside you fully.
You felt his nose nuzzling against the nape of your neck, hips rocking against yours and, in turn, rocking the source of your pleasure into the pillow. You felt that same sucking pressure now against the back of your neck as he slowly slid out before quickly sliding back into you, leaving yet another mark on your body. Keeping your legs tightly together by squeezing them between his knees, he made sure you felt every single ridge and bulging vein of him as his rhythmic thrusts drove you both closer and closer toward release.
Each snap of his hips against yours had your body rocking forward, the rug applying delicious friction to your nipples, ripping pathetic whimpers and keens from you as your thighs between to quiver between his knees.
âYouâreâŠgoing toâŠ?â He panted against the damp mark on your neck, letting his teeth graze the sensitive skin.
âSâclose.â You slurred in the plush fabric beneath you, arching back tightly against his torso.
âOh yesâŠpleaseâŠpleaseâŠcumâŠfor meâŠ.âHe rambled, punctuating every few words with an insistent thrust of his hips that had your legs drumming against the floor as your release broke over you in waves of shimmering colour behind your eyelids and a nonsensical wail that ripped from your throat.
Pressing his face into the crook of your shoulder, his thrusts became erratic and sharper until he came with a hoarse cry of your name, rutting against you as he filled the condom. You could feel him trembling from head to toe above you, yet he still managed to carefully pull out and roll to the side before collapsing on the rug between you and the tree.
Resting your cheek against the rug, you drank in his debauched form, painted in ethereal, multicoloured light. Extracting the destroyed pillow from beneath you, you tossed it aside and shuffled to lay on your side next to him. Gently, you freed him from the condom, tying it closed and struggling to your feet to dispose of it in the washroom. Grabbing the blanket from the couch on your return, you cuddled up next to him, wrapping your still-trembling bodies in warmth.
He grinned at you warmly, kissing your forehead. You thought he might fall asleep, but instead he began asking you questions about your life in Cincinnati â job, friends, family, holiday traditions⊠You grinned a little as you were definitely doing this get-to-know-you thing in the wrong order, but you were happy to answer and ask him questions in kind. You ended up talking for hours in the low light, his fingers tracing the features of your face endlessly. Whenever his fingertips neared your lips, you would press a soft kiss to them. You did not notice who fell asleep first, though it was most likely you. The sounds of your phone ringing, however, jarred you both away in the deep, pre-dawn darkness. You struggled a little to answer it, blinking your brain into focus as a voice on the other end was saying something about your service call arriving soonâŠGroggily, you asked them to repeat the message before it clicked.
âOh!â You exclaimed at the sudden return of cognitive function.
Looking down at the drowsy man beside you, his fingers stroking along your arm warmly, you swallowed and shook your head before remembering you needed to speak to communicate during a phone call.
âNo longer needed, sorry I didnât call soonerâŠno not at allâŠthank youâŠâ You ended the call and turned to Austin as he sat up and kissed your shoulder warmly. âBed?â You asked and he nodded quickly, helping you to your feet. You turned off the tree and the fireplace, before the pair of you headed up the stairs where you remained for the next twelve hours.
Stuck
Summary: After the physically demanding performance of the Russwood Park scene, Austin calls upon you, a wardrobe technician, to help resolve an issue with his costume. With your skills, you are able to fix the problem with his clothes and much moreâŠ
Part One of Production.
Pairing: Austin Butler x Gender Neutral Reader
Warnings: Language, Mature/Explicit Themes â 18+ only
Disclaimer: For entertainment purposes only. This story is in no way based in fact, aside from a brief skimming of costume design articles and the Queensland COVID-19 film production protocols. It is simply the product of my fevered brain.
Word Count: 3514
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Working for Catherine Martin, Academy Award winning costume designer, had long been a dream of yours. When you got the call in the middle of 2019 offering you a position in the costume design department on the Elvis movie, you signed on without hesitation. The costumes were incredible, and once shooting began, you were assigned the responsibility for cleaning and repairing them after they were worn by the actors on set. You had a knack for solving issues - removing stains without damaging the fabrics, performing invisible repairs, and an impressive attention to detail. You had taken it upon yourself to add extra stitching to the hips of the leather pants worn by Austin Butler during the â68 special as the stress on the seams was very apparent to your trained eye. Your skill had not gone unnoticed.
When production had shut down in March of 2020, not only were you dealing with the shock of the pandemic but the possibility of losing a job you were genuinely loving. To your relief, you were invited back in September 2020, though things were different now with COVID-19 protocols. Catherine was pleased to inform you that she would be entrusting the care of Austinâs costumes entirely to you. She would of course be inspecting your work regularly, but you had impressed her with your work and dedication.
Your shift began at the end of each shooting day when you would don your mask and gloves before going to his trailer to collect the laundry bag holding that dayâs costume. It was awkward at first, you had never had much interaction with him prior to thatâŠbut you made a point of asking him if there were any issues with the costume each time you retrieved it from him. Your friendship blossomed over discussions of the costumes, and his gratitude for some of the subtle adjustments you made for him.
Because the costume was delivered to him in the morning by another member of the department tasked with dressing, you two ended up sharing work phone numbers so you could let him know of any changes you had made. He also sent you photos of places where fabric was wearing thin, strained seams, marks from his consistent interactions with the floorâŠand sometimes just pictures of the beach outside his rental home, an interesting birdâŠand other things that he felt compelled to share with you. You returned the favour, though the view outside your apartment paled in comparison.
After a particularly lonely holiday season for the both of you, in your working bubbles and isolation, he asked if you would be comfortable taking off the maskâŠletting him put a face to his friend. You hesitated but, feeling the same desire for connection, you had stepped into his trailer and closed the door. You had slid the mask off, suddenly feeling shy, but seeing his warm smile you had relaxed. It became a ritual for the two of you, him at the end of his day and you at the beginning of yours, to spend 20- or 30-minutes chatting face to face in his trailer. He would be unwinding from the shoot, and you would be absorbing his stories, noting any issues with the costume but also just getting to know one another.
You had a sneaking suspicion that it was thanks to Austin that you were offered an opportunity to appear as a part of the crowd in the Russwood Park scene. After working so long with the costumes, you had jumped at the opportunity to wear one yourself. But, more than anything, you were thrilled at the chance to watch Austin perform. The buzz on set every day was palpableâŠhe and Baz were making pure magic and you would get a chance to see it with your own eyes.
It is odd to be at work, but not working yourself. You submit yourself to hair, makeup, and wardrobe, wondering if you were even recognizableâŠYou are positioned near the back, not being a trained actor, you are not slated for any of the close-up shots. Baz himself provides direction to the crowd, setting the scene and the level of excitement he is looking for. And then, he is walking on stage.
Youâd seen sketchesâŠyouâd seen photosâŠbut the full effectâŠit is not difficult to cheer excitedly as you feel the rush of desire, your cheeks reddening slightly. The experience on set is very different from the world you usually inhabited, but it is thrilling despite the repetition. When, finally, they start the performance of Trouble, however, Baz allows them to play the full way through. You are mesmerized by his handsâŠhis hipsâŠhis eyesâŠhis lips. You find it terribly difficult to breathe and you hope that awe is something Baz is looking for because it is written all over your face.
There is a fleeting moment where you think, maybe just maybe, his eyes have found you in the crowd. Your heart skips a beat, but your head is actively trying to rationalize your way out of it until his eyes are locked on yours through the sea of people. Heâs growling out the lyrics and your costume is feeling very warm. As he thrusts his entire body into the air in your general direction, before sinking to his knees, your own knees are feeling rather weak.
Twinges of jealousy tug at you as you watch him lean forward, grabbing the faces of lucky actresses, inches from his writhing body. You are even jealous of the damn microphone, the way his fingers wrap around it. As if to prove to you it was not a fluke, however, his eyes find yours every time he runs through the song until youâre breathless and filled with tension. Baz finally wraps for the night, and you canât help but be a little sad that it is overâŠthat someone else gets to collect his costume and tend to it tonight.
You pick up your stuff from the storage locker and wait your turn to hand in your wardrobe. The vibration of a phone catches your attention and you notice it is your department assigned phone. You unlock the screen, and your eyes widen as they skim the message from Austin.
- I need your help with the costume, are you still here? -
Looking up, you see that there are still quite a few extras in front of you. You step out of line, mumbling something about needing the washroom, before heading back out towards the trailers. You slide on a mask, always carrying one just in case, and show your security pass to the guard. Making a quick stop to grab your repair kit, you then wind your way to his trailer. You knock on the door, mind buzzing with speculations about what he needs help with. You can hear pacing insideâŠfrustration in his voice as he mutters angrily.
âAustin?â You call and the door swings open.
He is standing behind it, hidden behind the door as he motions you inside. You step in, still in your costume, which he notes with a smirk.
âLooking good.â He drawls, still thickly accented and you chuckle a little despite the flame of desire that licks at your stomach.
âHow can I help?â You ask.
He closes the door behind you as you pull off your mask, eyes roaming across the costumeâŠforcing yourself to focus on the fabric, though the clear outline of his erection is eye catching.
âItâs the zipperâŠIâm stuckâŠitâs stuckâŠshit, Iâm gonna break it if I pull any harder.â His voice is edged with desperation.
You swallow thickly, immediately aware of exactly where you will be working to help him out of this.
âAre you comfortable with me working on your fly? We can cut the pants if we have toâ
âNo! No, no that will just make a ton of work for yâall, pleaseâŠâ
You nod and take a deep breath to focus.
âOk Iâm going to take a look nowâŠPlease tell me to stop if you need, ok?â Your cheeks are a faint pink as you sink to your knees in front of him, setting you repair kit down on the floor beside you. Tentatively, your fingers reach for the fly, and you can see he has the top clasp undone but the zipper is still fully closed. You lean in closer to see if there are any snags or threads that could easily explain the situation. Nothing is evident at first glance.
âIâm going to try pulling it downâŠcan you maybe brace against something?â You could see his chest heaving as your eyes worked their way up to his as you spoke.
Your mouth goes dry as your eyes meet his makeup rimmed eyes, your tongue trying to wet your lipsâŠYou barely register that he is nodding before you yank your eyes away from his. He steps back to the doorway leading into the bedroom of his trailer, bracing his forearms against the top of the doorframe and looking down at you expectantly.
You shuffle after him on your knees, missing the dart of his tongue along his lower lip as you are reaching for the repair kit.
âOk, here I goâŠâ The breathiness in your voice is betraying the effect heâs having on you, but you soldier on. Gripping the bottom of his fly with the index finger and thumb of one hand, you pull the fly straight before your other hand pulls on the zipper with some force. He groans. You bite your lip viciously as you yank again and again. Youâre all but holding your breath, clinging onto your professionalism with a vice grip. Itâs not working.
You try the same technique, but gripping at the top of the zipper, knuckles accidentally brushing his stiff cockâŠhe moans again, shuddering. The zipper does not budge, your fingertips are tender against the metal of the zipper pull.
âIâm going to try some greaseâŠâ Your voice thicker than the last time youâd managed to speak, fingers fumbling as you open your kit and pull out the tube of zipper greaseâŠit looks remarkably like a tube of ChapstickâŠYou pull the cap and twist up an inch or so of it, holding the fly still to spread the grease across the teeth of the zipper. You risk a glance up at him as you work, flush deepening on your cheeks as he is still staring down at you heatedly. You shiver and look back to your work quickly, pulling the fly tightâŠtensing as another desperate moan slips past his lips.
You taste the copper tang of blood. Your lower lip is bleeding a little from the rough treatment youâre dealing it as you grasp for focus. You both gasp as the zipper slides a third of the way down before it is impossibly stuck again. You grab the waistband of his pants, testing how much give they have now.
His moan is ragged and thrums right through your body. You are stunned for a moment before forcing yourself back to the task at hand, applying more grease. Pulling at the zipper, you make it halfway before you try the waistband again. The pants begin to slide down but catch on his cock. An anguished moan. You have become aware he is not wearing anything underneath.
You look up at him again and heâs working his jaw in restraint, but never once looking away from youâŠThe air is thick with arousal, his musky scent enveloping you. You exhaled deeply trying to regain your focus and see him shudder as he can feel your breath through the thin material.
âCan I kiss youâŠâ The words tumble from your lips before you even have a chance to stop them. You tense, eyes shooting wide at your own impertinence, but heâs already hauling you up against him, kissing you with a hungry desperation. He spins you to put your back against the door the washroom, pressing his full frame along yours. You hold on to him for dear life, helpless against the onslaught but happy to be the recipient.
His lips pull back to allow you both to breathe, but his mouth quickly moves on to other targets, your jaw, your throat. Heâs pulling down the shoulder of your shirt so he can ravage the tender flesh beneath. You whimper and moan at the ferocity, but the feel of the tube of zipper grease in your hand brings back your focus. If you could just the waistband over his cock, he could be freeâŠ
You toss the tube away and slide your hand down his side to pull his shirt up, he had long untucked it, and lay your hand on the skin of his waist. His whole body jerks towards your touch in response.
âI thinkâŠâ you panted. âI think Iâve got it; I just need toâŠâ It was nearly impossible to focus and speaking reminded him of your lips, which were quickly under the onslaught of his mouth again. You slide your hand down under his waistbandâŠthere was just enough room now âŠand cup the weeping tip of his cock.
His lips brush against yours as he curses thickly, his teeth nibbling the soft flesh in appreciation as he presses tighter to you. Your other hand begins to tug at various parts of his waistband, slowly exposing his skin inch by inch until your hand, and his cock, are free. The pants slide down to his knees then, and so do you. You reach down and pull off his shoes before working his pants off, giving him the freedom he so desperately craved.
You look up to him in triumph and watch his tongue drag across his lower lip. You realize your hand is covered in precum and maintain eye contact while you boldly lick it clean. He can barely keep his eyes open as he growls at the sight. Your gaze shifts to his cock, standing proudly against his lower abdomen, twitching as it begs you for attention. You raise up a little higher on your knees and wrap your fingers around him. Youâd tasted a little and now you wanted moreâŠHis ragged breath and whine of delight keep your eyes glued to his as you lean forward and greedily swirl your tongue along his cock to collect the droplets of precum.
He is moaning your name and you squirm a little as he is the most erotic thing youâve ever seen. Itâs addictive and makes you bold. You part your lips and slide the length of him into your mouth, feeling his fingers grip your hair.
âAhn, stop stopâŠIf you do that itâll all be over before I get to have any fun with you.â Youâre honestly not certain who is speaking at that point, he is so lost in the drawl he had been honing to perfection over the last two years. He guides your greedy lips off his cock and back up to his, kissing you fiercely as he walks you back into the bedroom, closing and locking the door behind him.
He pauses at the side of the bed to look you overâŠreally looking at youâŠallowing you a chance to look at him, drinking in the sheen of sweatâŠthe blown pupils of his eyes that have practically devoured his brilliant blue irises. His lips twitch into a smile, his eyes tender, before heâs kissing you again, pulling at your clothing. You return the favour, undoing his tie and unbuttoning his shirt carefullyâŠproperty of the film and allâŠhis jacket is long discarded in the earlier struggle.
His hands have been quick, your own costume is in a pile on the floor, allowing him to explore the planes of your body. His hands come around to take two handfuls of your buttocks, pulling you flush against him, skin to skin. The sensation is electric, and you arch up against him, feeling his cock pressed against your stomach, painting patterns of precum along your skin. You feel yourself turning under his guidance, the backs of your thighs hitting the mattress and his hands slide to your hips, guiding you to sit. He sinks low between your thighs and groans to find the evidence of your own desire.
âWell, arenât you a desperate thingâŠâ He purrs up at you through those eyelashesâŠtruly that look should be a crimeâŠYou part your lips to counter but then his mouth is on the source of your pleasure, and you fall back on your elbows with a cry. Your hips are bucking of their own accord as his wickedly talented tongue is stealing the very breath from your lungs. He is a conscious lover, aware of his generous size, and has retrieved a bottle of lube from the bedside table, coating his fingers. Your fists wrench at the bed linens as his fingers are slowly massaging up your inner thigh before they find your entrance, teasing in time with his tongue.
âFuckâŠâ You grit out, essentially rutting against his face at this point. The chuckle that rumbles through his chest and against you makes your thighs spread wider in unspoken invitation. By the time he feels youâre ready for him, he has three of his long and graceful fingers inside you, working you open and closer to climax. When you are practically begging for him, he finally rises to kiss your battered lips. He reaches into the bed side table and retrieves a condom. Your fingers take it from him, opening it carefully and rolling it down his throbbing cock, delighted to be teasing him again as he groans and sucks on your ear lobe.
Your fingers wrap around his cock and give a squeeze when your work is done. He pulls your hips forward on the bed, looking down at youâŠdrinking in your debauched form as he ensures youâre slick and prepared. His cock twitches again, and he takes it in hand, slowly easing into you. His eyes clamp shut, and you can see the muscles of his jaw flex as he clings to his self control, sinking further into the warmth of you.
You fall back fully on the bed, back arching as his cock drags a nearly depraved moan from deep inside youâŠtruly the foreplay had begun hours ago during filming as he made eye contact with you through the crowd. He pauses, chest heaving, eyes opening to look you over. You are grateful for the moment to catch your breath rather than simply falling apart at the feeling of being completely filled by him. You take another ragged breath before nodding. He rocks up against your hips once, your moans mingling at the sensation, before he pulls out.
Loathe to part from him, your legs twine around his hips and only allow him to go so far. His lips twitch into a smirk before parting in awe as he sinks back into your softness. With each thrust of his hips, the pleasure burns hotter, brighter. He leans forward onto one hand, causing a swear to slip past his lips at the change in angleâŠall you could do at this point is thrash a little and grip his forearm as you rasp out his name like a prayer. His other hand is far from idle; his thumb rubbing along your lower lip until you suck it into your mouth, speeding up his pace; sliding down the column of your throat, feeling your pulse beneath his fingertips; caressing the flesh of your chest and lower abdomen.
It came to rest once again between your thighs, fingers as relentless as his hips. You shudder, toes curling.
âSoâŠcloseâŠâ You manage to vocalize, the edge of desperation that had been so audible in his voice has now infected yours.
He grunts in reply, hips snapping to yours almost commanding your climax. It is not a command your body is inclined to deny, and you go rigid against him as the orgasm rips through you. He watches, enraptured, as his thrusts become erratic and his own release overtakes him, roaring hungrily against your lips in a hasty kiss as he tries to dampen the volume of his cry.
You slide your fingers into his hair, kissing him warmly, appreciatively, as all the tension of the day is ebbing from his bodyâŠhe is quite literally melting onto the bed beside you.
The room is silent save the sound of the two of you trying to catch your breath after the intensity. You regain your wits a little sooner than him and roll over to divest him of the condom, disposing it in the garbage beside the bed.
An incoherent mumble, possibly expressing gratitude, is all you receive in reply. You kiss his lips softly and pull a blanket up from the bottom of the bed. His arms snake around you, pulling you tight to him. You hold him as he quickly drifts to sleep. You are not far behind him. As you fall asleep your last thoughts are of replacing the zipper on his costume to better withstand the physical demands of the role.
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Read Caught (Part Two)
If You'll Be My Bodyguard | Part Seven
If You'll Be My Bodyguard, I Can Be Your Long Lost Pal Masterlist
Summary: Circumstances beyond your control separate you from Austin and leave him vulnerable to attack. The outcome not only results in injury to him and Ari, but a realization of just what you and Austin mean to one another.
Pairing: Austin Butler x Female Bodyguard Reader
Warnings: Language, Mentions of Firearms, Austin Butler Does Not Win the Oscar - Just Like Real Life, Mentions of Readerâs Mother Being Attacked, Mentions of Readerâs Mother Being Injured, Discussion of Parental Mortality, Discussion of Automobile Accident, Discussion of Attempted Homicide With An Automobile, Austin Butler Injury, OC Male Character Injury, Austin Butler Hospitalization, Austin Butler Pain, Austin Butler Recovery, Reader Acting As Caregiver, Home Invasion, Attempted Shooting, Dog Bite to Intruder, Shots Fired, Minor Reader Injury, Allusions to Handcuff Kink, Mature/Explicit Themes [manual stimulation â m/f receiving, oral â m/f receiving, face sitting, sex while injured, multiple orgasms, condom, penetrative sex] â 18+ Only.
Credit: Mark Seliger
Authorâs Note: And so weâve reached the final chapter! Honestly, it is actually two chapters worth of material but I didnât feel like adding another part of making yâall wait. So, strap in, thereâs a lot to come!
Word Count: 8726
You were quite certain you had never seen someone lose more graciously. From desperately clinging to Angela Bassetâs hands to surging to his feet to cheer on Brendan Fraser as he made his way to the stage, face wide with excitement for his fellow nominee and now Oscar winner. You were thankful to be standing beneath the shadow of the balcony box above as your heart fell through the floor and you were positive that you looked exactly as crestfallen as you felt.
Taking advantage of the time afforded by Brendanâs acceptance speech, and the Best Picture category, you managed to ruthlessly stomp down your disappointment and assemble your expression into a warm, kind, neutral mask before moving to join Austin once the broadcast came to an end. It took nearly an hour for him to make his way from the auditorium â there were simply that many people who wanted to snag a photo or offer their condolences. When you finally reached the doors, he looked to you and swallowed tightly.
âLetâs just go to Ysabel.â He murmured into your ear, and you nodded, sending Ari a message to meet you around the side, away from the press, to make a quick exit to the Warner Brotherâs party.
While the Governorâs Ball would be lavish, with food and drink fit for royalty, it was undeniably biased towards celebrating the winners and you could hardly blame Austin for not wanting to go through that. Especially not when, waiting at the private party were people like Polly, Xavier, Kelvin, and Luke. As the car pulled up, you opened the door for him, looking up to his face as he held out a hand to help you in. You smiled softly and slid in carefully, moving across the backseat to the other side so he could climb in immediately after you. Though he did so chuckling and shaking his head.
âI coulda gone around, you know Betty.â He smirked softly and closed the door against the noise outside, leaning back against the seat as the silence of the car wrapped around the pair of you.
Ari carefully navigated his way to West Hollywood, and you politely watched the darkened streets flow past the window. The outcome of the evening was not sitting well with you. It felt like the wrong ending. Like the writer had made a terrible mistake and it just needed a brutal treatment by an editor. Unfortunately, real life did not work that way.
At the brush of his fingers against yours on the seat between you, you looked to him quickly, swallowing tightly as he took your hand and squeezed tightly.
âThank you, Betty spaghetti, for helping me make it through the insanity of awards season. Iâm sorry weâre not on the winning team tonightâŠâ His voice waivered a bit and your fingers tightened around his. âBut weâre on the living team and thatâs in no small part to youâŠâ
You shook your head, a touch violently, and took an unsteady breath as your heart clenched in sympathy.
âYou have nothing to apologize for, Mr. Butler. What you have accomplished is truly extraordinaryâŠd..did you hear them? Every time a presenter came on stage they referred to them as a nomineeâŠyou will forever be Academy Award Nominee Austin Butler. And not to mention Golden Globe Winner Austin Butler, and BAFTA winner Austin Butler, and Virtuoso Award Winner Austin Butler, and whatever Palm Springs gave youâŠâ You trailed off and he gave you a laugh, with tear-filled eyes, as that definitely took some of the power out of your speech. âBut regardless, this is just the start. Your opening act.â You nodded firmly and gasped as he pulled you into a crushing embrace, burying his face into the crook of your shoulder.
âThank you, BettyâŠI really needed to hear thatâŠâ He whispered, voice fragile against your neck and you could feel the undeniable dampness of tears on your skin as you slid your arms around him tightly in return, holding him firmly for as long as he needed to be held.
âYouâre welcomeâ You murmured softly into the expensive fabric of his tuxedo jacket, neither of you aware of the fact that Ari had parked around the corner from the restaurant a good five minutes ago until he politely cleared his throat.
âSorry to interrupt but I believe a photographer may have spotted us.â He said quietly from the front seat and Austin quickly straightened, wiping at his face.
You pulled back with similar speed, tugging your dress into place before sliding out from the car to walk around the perimeter and open his door. Walking together, he entered the party to a heroâs welcome, which brought a small smile to his face.
Being swarmed by those who had seen firsthand what it had taken to achieve the artistry captured on film for eternity acted as a balm for Austin. You found the tension and concern leaving your own body a little as he relaxed and seemed to enjoy himself. And when Jerry Schilling showed up? Austinâs smile only grew. You had to chew on the inside of your cheek to keep from beaming as they huddled close on a bench in the courtyard, swapping stories and kind words. Austinâs instincts to come here had definitely been correct.
He ate a somewhat proper dinner and once buoyed by their love and support, made his way to you a little over an hour later.
âWe should go meet the stylists at the house to get ready for the Vanity Fair party.â
You nodded quickly, having been eyeing the time and trying to wait as long as possible to allow him to soak in as much of their presence as he could.
âAri is waiting exactly where we left him.â
While he went upstairs to change, you took advantage of the quiet moment to eat some dinner yourself, sitting at the island as you carefully enjoyed some leftovers with a tea towel draped over your chest. Biscuit was dozing at your feet, somewhat used to the odd hours of awards season, but still not entirely awake. The pair of you lifted your heads at the click of his heeled boots on the kitchen tile as he returned now dressed in a treacherously low-cut silk shirt and black suit. You were grateful that you remembered how to swallow the food in your mouth rather than letting it tumble out, slack-jawed. But only just.
âThat still smells good, Betty, gimme a biteâŠâ He leaned in and you carefully loaded a forkful before sliding it past his plush lips. You paid far too close attention to the way his perfectly straight, white teeth scraped the food from the metal fork tines before his lips seal shut as he began to chew.
He made the tiniest noise of pleasure and your eyes flicked up to watch his eyelids fall shut as he nodded with enthusiasm.
âWe did a really good job on that oneâŠâ He smiled once heâd swallowed, squeezing your shoulder as he licked his lips. âI promise I wonât keep you out too late, you must be tired.â
You tugged the tea towel free of your body, not missing the way his eyes flit to the plunge of your dress. His height and your seated position surely giving him an eyeful before he yanked his gaze away forcefully. You slid from the stool to put your dishes in the dishwasher as goosebumps prickled in the wake of his stare.
âWe are going to a party for you to have fun and celebrate the fact that this insanity is over. We will stay exactly as long as you would like.â You replied stubbornly and left Biscuit with dinner before leading him out to the car.
In the dark of the vehicle, you retrieved the tube of lipstick the makeup team had left you from your dress pocket and carefully reapplied some, trying to ignore the sensation that he was watching you.
In the ranking of afterparties, this was certainly the most press intense. There was also a rather breathless moment where Austinâs ex-girlfriend happened past him while he was in conversation with Sharon Stone. Mercifully, everyone did an excellent job of playing blind and after an assault of photography flash and shouted commands, you were inside the party.
There was mixing, mingling, drinking, and nibbling. Kate, Baz, Catherine and some of the Elvis cast also appeared. At one point Austin was pulled aside to have some photos taken by Mark Seliger. There was no shortage of toasts in his name, and when Brendan Fraser arrived he immediately sought Austin out to hug him close. Smiling fondly, you felt your phone begin to vibrate in your pocket and rolled your eyes playfully thinking Maddie was going on another tirade. Given the time, she really ought to be in bed.
You could barely contain your confusion when your fatherâs name displayed on the screen and felt a cold trickle of panic drip down your spine to settle in the pit of your stomach. Your father never called. Let alone in the middle of the night. You forcefully pushed the answer call button and lifted the phone to your ear, eyes casting about for somewhere quieter but also flicking back to Austin â torn between the urgency of this call and the importance of your duties.
âHey dad, IâŠWhatâs up?â You found yourself half-shouting as you cupped the bottom of the phone to hopefully capture as much of your voice as possible.
Only select words were audible above the din of the crowd and the throb of the bass from the music.
ââŠ.motherâŠ.townâŠ.muggedâŠ.hospitalâŠ.okâŠ.â
Austin was making his way over to you excitedly talking about a private island in the Bahamas that someone had offered for him to relax upon as you felt all the blood drain from your face and extremities, the snippets of your fatherâs words making your hands clammy and shaky.
âDaddy, just wait I canâtâŠâ You glanced around frantically now, vaguely registering the change in Austinâs countenance.
His arms wrapped around you, hands gripping your hips as he easily navigated through the crowd to lead you out onto the patio. He did not stop walking until he reached the very edge of the party and continued to shield your body from the curious glances of the other attendees you had passed, caging you against the fence as you could at last hear yourself think.
âIâm outside now, what happened?â You tried again, feeling yourself swaying a little on your feet as he relayed the full story of some local troubled youths who had decided to mug your mother and her friends on their monthly night at the theatre in town.
You clutched at the lapel of Austinâs jacket, desperate for some stability as the entire universe seemed to be off kilter.
âYour motherâs friend, Cynthia, well she fought back and itâŠdidnât end well. Everyone isâŠwell theyâre hurt but the hospital discharged them all same day, todayâŠwell tonight.â You could hear the exhaustion in his voice. âSheâs just gone up to bed, told me not to call you butâŠâ
You shook your head quickly and swallowed roughly, trying to find your voice.
âNo, no thank you for calling me IâŠsheâs really going to be ok?â You asked quietly, feeling all of six-years-old despite the fact that you were standing in a gown at the Vanity Fair Oscarâs After Party wrapped up in Austin Butlerâs protective embrace. âIâŠtell her I love her ok, Dad? IâllâŠIâll talk to my bossâŠNo IâŠDad. Dad, I want to see you guys IâŠthank you for calling. Love you too. Bye.â
You let the phone drop from your ear but made no move to stand fully, rather preferring to hide against Austinâs chest and ignore the outside revelry for as long as possible. You leaned into him, the crown of your head settling against the hollow of his throat as his arms slid around you fully, supporting you more than you would care to admit as you tried to take steady breaths.
âBetty, I would like to give you time, I just need to know youâre not going to keel over on me hereâŠâ He murmured gently into your ear. You nodded quickly, rocking back on your heels and straightening so quickly he looked briefly startled before resuming a patient and supportive expression.
âSome little shits decided to jump my mom and her friends on their way home from a play tonight.â Your gaze was unfocused as you were picturing the faces of the known delinquents.
âOh BettyâŠâ His voice broke as he gripped your shoulders tightly to help steady you on your feet.
âMy momâŠsheâs not like me, sheâs a lady. She does lady things like get her nails done, and bake, and go to the spa and the theatre andâŠThis is not how tonight was supposed to go. She was supposed to have fun with her friends watching some local people do a Tennessee Williams play and get a little tipsy and come homeâŠ.and you were supposed to win because you deserve it so much. You put everything in that role, which was incredible by the wayâ you dropped the wall of professionalism for the first time, âand youâve dragged your ass around in this dog and pony show, performing tricks for them for weeks only for them to give it to the other guy and now here you are putting on a brave face and watching me fall apart at an after partyâŠâ Your cheeks were wet and youâd started sniffling somewhere in the middle of your tirade against awards season, though you werenât quite sure when.
âOh, my darling BettyâŠsweet Betty spaghetti donât waste your anger on this frivolity. Weâve spent months on this empty preening for golden statutes and here you are staring down the things that really matter and youâre spilling your priceless tears over meâŠâ his hands cupped the sides of your head gently as his thumbs swiped at each traitorous tear that stole down your cheek. âLetâs get you home, ok?â
You gripped his wrists and looked up to him, brow furrowing.
âBut Iâm ruining your nightâŠâ You protested weakly as he shook his head.
âYouâre reminding me of what really matters, come on.â He slid his arm around your shoulders protectively, guiding you back through the crowd of attendees.
You kept your head low, certain your makeup must be ruined, arranging for Ari to meet you at the side door. Austin helped you into the car and pulled out his own phone once you were settled.
âYou find a way home, Iâll call Scott.â
You looked to him startled.
âLikeâŠright now? I meantâŠI meant once you were on your vacation or somethingâŠâ
âNow, Betty. Youâre going home, home. Now.â He nodded firmly and dialed Scott before you could utter another word in protest.
Swallowing tightly, you pulled out your phone to make travel arrangements to get home as soon as possible. He went upstairs to change when you arrived back at his house, and you went into his office to pack but he found you fifteen minutes later, still standing in the doorway dressed in your gown, staring at your empty suitcase open on the bed.
âCâmereâŠâ He said gently and pulled you close into the soft hoodie he now wore. âFacing the mortality of our parents is a truly foundation-shaking experience.â He murmured into your hair, and you nodded speechlessly.
He helped you fill your suitcase with some clothes and useful things, sending you to the washroom to change into something more practical for travel. You wiped the makeup from your face and blew your nose a few times before collecting your things.
âAre you sure about this, Austin? I could always delayâŠâ
He cut you off with a shake of his head, gently pressing his lips to your cheek.
âIâll be fine, you go take care of your family.â
In your fragile state, you had been easily seduced by his words of comfort. Fooled into believing that, despite all evidence to the contrary, he would be perfectly fine in your absence. That there wasnât a psychologically unstable woman out there hellbent on killing him for the spiritual transgressions she so strongly believed he had committed.
It had been the right thing, for you personally, to go home. It felt good to be in the embrace of family, to gather with the people you loved and support one another after such a scare. It had admittedly been far too long since you had been home, regardless, and you made a vow to not let it be so long in the future. On Wednesday, Maddie and her mother came by with a casserole and you took is to the kitchen to allow them a chance to visit with your parents â to let them relax in the living room.
The shot of the coastal highway on the TV screen in the corner of the kitchen caught your eye as you began to assemble a salad to balance the richness of the casserole. It screamed for your attention, despite its anonymous, sundrenched beauty. Grasping the salad bowl tightly, you reached out to turn up the volume, your eyes skating over the variety of emergency vehicles assembled at the sceneâŠthe automotive debris scattered across the asphalt. Thatâs when his name splashed across the screen.
 Austin Butler in Critical Condition
âThe award-winning actor was transported by rescue helicopter to Cedars-Sinai Medical Centre where he is listed in critical condition. His driver was taken by ambulance to a nearby hospital in stable condition. The female driver of the vehicle suspected of running him off the road was pronounced dead at the scene. The FBI is now confirming that she was their primary suspect in a string a threatening letters sent to the actorâŠâ
You had not even noticed the heirloom crystal bowl slide from your fingers and shatter against the kitchen tile until Maddie called your name sharply from the doorway. You glanced down through rapidly blurring eyes and swore thickly, crouching down to quickly pick up the scattered shards. Shock had stolen all sensation from your fingertips, the countless nicks on your skin marked only by red blossoms of blood.
âWhat the fuck are you doing?!â Maddie shouted and yanked you back at which point you collapsed against her sobbing. You had failed him. You had left for selfish personal reasons and now he was clinging to life alone in a hospital room.
Several Band-Aids and a cup of tea later, you were once again packing your suitcase. The gut-wrenching reaction to his accident had equalled that youâd felt for your own mother. And was hanging around like a bad penny, filling you to the brim with nervous energy. There was no possible way you could deny what Austin meant to you any longer. You would only be lying to yourself. To him. And he deserved better than that.
âYouâre gonna make it to LA ok?â Maddie asked quietly as she zipped up your suitcase and you sighed heavily.
âIâll do my best, MadsâŠthank youâŠâ You hugged her tightly before saying proper farewells to your parents and heading out.
It was well past visiting hours when you arrived at the hospital, but youâd called Scott on the way and he was there waiting to lead you up to Austinâs hospital room.
âHeâs been upgraded to stable condition, youâll be relieved to know.â He informed you as the doors to the elevator closed.
âScott Iâm so sorry IâŠâ You looked to him as you rose floor by floor.
He looked to you startled.
âWhat on earthâŠsorry you werenât there to get hurt? Thereâs nothing you could have done to prevent this. Nothing you could have done in that car but increase the list of injured or worse. Thank hell you werenât thereâŠHowâs your mom?â He asked quickly and you smiled just the hint of a smile.
âSo much betterâŠIâŠit was good to see her.â
âGood.â He nodded firmly and led you to the room where an armed police officer watched the door. He introduced you to the man as Austinâs bodyguard, all pretense now dropped in light of the story having gone public since the accident, and quietly led you into the room where Austin lay. âIâll leave you to itâŠâ He whispered and nodded before stepping out.
Because the unit was a higher level of care, the door remained open to the nursing station to allow them to keep an eye on him, but he otherwise had the spacious room to himself. The bed and monitoring equipment only served to make him look small. You pressed your fingers to your lips, trying to smother your shaking breaths as they seemed to thunder in the otherwise quiet room. The only other sound was the beeping of his heart rate monitor â reassuringly steady.
Your eyes scanned across his face and down his body, taking stock of marks that would bruise and numerous abrasions. The image of him beneath the stark white, antiseptic blankets began to blur and you sealed your hand over your mouth as you tried to focus on the expanse of the city lights out the window beside him, tried to regain your composure, when you heard him rasp your name.
You moved closer to the head of the bed, leaning in to see his eyes made glassy from pain medication trying to focus on your face.
âAustin, Iâm hereâŠâ He reached out with his left hand and you took it carefully, trying to wipe your tears away quickly with your other.
âOh Betty, there you go wastinâ those tears againâŠâ He murmured and you couldnât help but laugh.
He chuckled briefly before wincing with a groan and you frowned deeply.
âJusâ some broken ribs, Iâll be all rightâŠâ
âShitâŠI shoulda been there AustinâŠIâm so sorryâŠâ You whispered, fresh tears spilling from your eyes.
He reached with his free hand, grunting in pain as he wiped at your face, only making your lip wobble, sobs building in your throat.
âI have to resign.â You choked out suddenly and his eyes flashed to your face.
âWhat jusâ because you werenât here?!â He asked incredulously, words slightly slurred.
Shaking your head, you took a deep, fortifying breath.
âIâve gone and done something I shouldnât.â You whispered.
His brow furrowed as he looked at you quizzically.
âIâve fallen in love with the client.â You confessed, holding your breath as you were only brave enough to risk glances at his face before looking back for your entwined hands.
âOh, thank godâ he exhaled after what felt like an eternity and released your hand, cupping the back of your neck to pull you close.
You braced your hands on other side of the hospital bed, not wanting to jostle him, to cause him any pain, as you brushed your lips against his gently.
âYouâd better give me a better kiss than thatâŠâ He teased, mouth moving against yours as he held you stubbornly close.
âI donât want to hurt you, AustinâŠâ You protested, feeling the rough edges of the abraded side of lips against your own.
âIâve been dyinâ to kiss ya since you threw Marwan into the floor in Palm SpringsâŠpleaseâŠ.â He whispered.
âHow much medication have you hadâŠâ You hissed, half playful, half mortified, still hovering above his lips.
He whined your name, completely washing away the last of your resolve and you slotted your mouth against his firmly, shifting your weight onto one hand to slide the other into his hair on the uninjured side of his face. He hummed against your lips eagerly, fingers curling into the skin at the base of your neck as his lips moved against yours needily. You sighed deeply, warmth spreading through your entire body, until a politely rapping on the door frame had you quickly pulling back from his lips.
âSo sorry to interruptâŠâ The nurse could barely contain her grin as she came in to check Austin over, noting his vitals in his electronic chart, before leaving you two alone.
âGuess I donât get a vacationâŠâ He pouted playfully and you shook your head, pulling up a chair to settle at the head of his bed.
âOne day at a time, AustinâŠLetâs get you home first, ok? And for that to happen, you need to sleepâŠâ You smoothed his brow with your thumb, fingertips stroking his curls.
âJust wanted to go to the beach while the groomers got Biscuit ready for our tripâŠthe car came outta nowhereâŠThey said Ari is ok, heâs really ok, right?â He rambled sleepily.
âYes, at a hospital in Santa Barbara, stable just like you.â You reassured him gently.
âYouâll be here when I wake upâŠ? Youâll stay?â He whispered with open fragility.
âYes, Iâll be right here AustinâŠrestâŠâ
âLove you, tooâŠâ He breathed.
You smiled softly as he closed his eyes, quickly falling asleep, clinging to your other hand.
Sleeping in a chair with your hand trapped in his grip was hardly comfortable, nor were the frequent interruptions by the nurses to check his vitals and administer frequent cognitive tests â you surmised the reason was a concussion he had neglected to share with you, restful. But there was honestly no other place in the entire world you would have rather been. Daylight brought the arrival of his father and you moved to step out, but Austin insisted you stay.
He held his hand out to you once heâd settled back into the bed following a nurse assisted bathroom trip. You shyly avoided the knowing smile of his father, sliding your fingers through his. The attending physician arrived not long after and delivered the full litany of Austinâs injuries. You clung to his hand silently as his father asked the follow-up questions, doing your utmost to fight back the urge to let the guilt overwhelm you once more.
âWe anticipate that Mr. Butler will be able to head home tomorrow but he will absolutely require assistance in his home, including supportive devices, and physiotherapy as he recovers.â
You heard Austinâs father suck the air between his teeth, knowing he had a life and responsibilities of his own back in Arizona while you? Well, you were recently unemployed and more than willing to take the time off to care for the man you loved.
âIâll be happy to take care of everything.â You swallowed and looked to Austin. âIf youâre ok with that?â
He looked to you, face softening.
âI am more than ok with that, you beautiful womanâŠâ He sighed lovingly and lifted your hand to kiss the back of it gently.
âWonderful, Iâll send in Occupational Therapy to help you prepare for his homecoming.â The physician departed just as Kate appeared, looking fresh off the plane from somewhere tropical. She even smelled of coconut suntan lotion.
Though he was still quite medicated, Kate worked with Austin to determine the loose parameters of a press release before she set up in the corner of the room, calling her team to hammer it out. Austinâs father pulled you into a grateful hug before making a trip to cafeteria for coffee and food for the three of you and you remained at Austinâs side as he still refused to release your hand.
Once everyone was fed, the nurses insisted Austin needed his rest. Kate took Austinâs father home while you met with OT in a nearby conference room, arranging for the necessary items to be delivered. You gave Trey a call to make sure he could let the deliveries in, before creeping back into the room to doze some more in the chair. As visiting hours came to a close, you left a pouting Austin for the night, placating him with the knowledge that you were going to his house to set up for him to come home in the morning.
You were struck by the scent of flowers when you stepped into the house, every surface on the main floor covered in floral arrangements from friends, family, colleagues, and acquaintances. The second thing you noticed was a very enthusiastic Biscuit who was surely very confused and lonely but looked very good from her well-timed trip to the groomerâs.
Austinâs father already had a head start when you arrived, setting up the shower chair and the supportive pillows on the bed. The last thing that had to be done was taking the mattress from the murphy bed in the office to lay on the floor of Austinâs bedroom so that you could be close by to assist him in moving around. You made up the beds with fresh sheets before passing out for the night with Biscuit in your arms, alarm set for six the next morning.
You showered and ate the breakfast that Austinâs father generously prepared for the two of you before you got the discharge call from the nurse. The pair of you headed over in Austinâs car to pick him up, greeted by a beaming, lanky man in a wheelchair whose mood was utter elation at being released. In a group effort, the three of you got him to his feet and into the front seat of the car, buckling him in and closing the door before taking him home.
The next few weeks were entirely devoted to getting Austin well. His father was able to stay for a few days, cooking all the meals and filling the freezer with food. At first, Austin mainly rested, but you insisted he spend some time on the main floor and outside, keeping him moving to avoid any negative complications. His physiotherapy appointments began after a few days and they carefully taped up his ribs which went a long way to improving his comfort level. His bruises slowly transitioned through the rainbow as they healed, and his abrasions smoothed out. The many kisses he insisted upon helped you to confirm this.
Scott arranged for the FBI to present their findings on the case to Austin at home, and the entire team breathed a sigh of relief when it was confirmed that the deceased driver was indeed the woman responsible for the threats and letters. With the case now closed, the contract with Lane Protective Services was ended and you found yourself alone in the house with Austin. His sister, Ashley, made a weekend visit, but on the whole his home was one of peace and solitude. One in which your rather young relationship blossomed.
As his strength increased, you began to take him on short walks with Biscuit, choosing to still carry your firearm. It would take some time, it seemed, for you to shake that habit. On a particularly warm day at the beginning of April, at Austinâs request, you settled out on the pool deck in bathing suits to soak up some sun. You found yourself smiling as you looked over his torso.
âYou can barely see your bruises.â You remarked softly, fingers brushing along his side gently, well aware that he still had healing ribs beneath.
âMust be thanks to you, sweet Betty, taking such good care of meâŠâ He grinned, hand grasping your wrist to lift your fingertips to kiss each one.
Your tongue darted out to wet your lips before pulling your lower lip to sink your teeth into it as he pressed his mouth to your palm.
âIf my body wasnât still brokenâŠâ He groaned against your skin.
âSâŠs..sorry.â You apologized quickly, accidentally licking your lips again.
He growled a little and cupped to back of your head, pulling you down for a hungry kiss. His lips had barely pressed against yours before his tongue was licking into your mouth, seeking yours eagerly. Sinking onto your knees on the pool deck, you braced yourself on the arm of the lounger, trying desperately to keep your body weight off of him as he seemed to be sucking the strength from your body, turning your bones into molten metal.
He pulled back with a grunt, gasping for breath as he wasnât able to hold deep breaths just yet, but immediately moved to trail his lips down your neck, punctuating his kisses with gentle nips of his teeth that had you trembling above him.
âAustinâŠâ You panted. âYou gotta be carefulâŠâ Your warning was choked off into a moan as he sealed his mouth over your pulse point and began to suck at your skin making your control waiver.
You pushed yourself back from him, chest heaving, terrified as youâd almost crashed into him.
âCome backâŠâ He pouted huskily, licking his lips.
âAustinâŠfuck I almost fell on you this isnât safeâŠâ You rasped, voice obviously affected.
You watched as he pulled and chewed at his lips for a moment before carefully pushing himself to sitting and then to standing.
âCome onâŠâ He held out his hand and you took it carefully, following after him suspiciously, but also unable to deny the heat of desire pulsing through your veins.
He made a brief detour to the kitchen, setting up Biscuit with a puzzle toy before taking you upstairs, closing the bedroom door behind you.
âLay on the bed beside me? Then you canât fall?â
âWhat if I move too much?â
âIâll tell you if it hurts, sweet Betty, I just need to touch you so badlyâŠâ He whispered heatedly as he cupped your cheeks, stealing the breath from your lungs, before leaning in to press his lips to yours in a scorching kiss that easily erased any and all reason from your mind.
He carefully walked you over to the bed, sliding up onto the pile of pillows, looking back to you expectantly once he was settled. You gingerly crawled onto the bed next to him, laying on your side as you shifted closer until you were within his reach. He pulled you close, mouth latching onto your neck once more, pulling another ragged moan from your throat as one hand came to knead at your hip and butt cheek.
Moving slowly, you slid your leg over his, giving him ample time to protest in pain before your thigh pressed against the growing bulge between his thighs. When no outcry of pain reached our ears, only a shuddering sigh against your damp skin that sent goosebumps racing down your neck, you applied subtle pressure and friction, pleased when his lips crashed into yours once more. Burying one hand into his golden curls, you allowed the other to skim down the muscles of his chest and abdomen, tracing the hard planes beneath his smooth, soft skin.
You felt his hand shift to cup between your legs, your hips bucking into his touch involuntarily as he stroked at your folds through the thin fabric of your swimsuit with his long, elegant fingers, confirming your long-suspected hypothesis that he was indeed very good with his hands. You tore your lips from his to cry out eagerly as his skilled digits pushed aside the inconvenient fabric to touch your bare skin, immediately seeking your sensitive bundle of nerves. His head shifted lower to kiss and nip at your cleavage before huffing against your chest in frustration.
âCan you take off your suit for me?â He pleaded hoarsely, looking up to you with blown pupils, only a tiny ring of blue iris now surrounding them.
Licking your lips you nodded, carefully disentangling your limbs from his to shift back, sliding from the bed to work the suit from your body. You could feel the heat of his gaze as he watched you expose your body, the moisture evaporating from your mouth, making it impossible to swallow as you climbed back onto the bed with him.
âYou are unspeakably gorgeousâŠâ He breathed, reaching out to pull you close to him, lavishing kisses along every inch of exposed skin he could now access as his fingers resumed their torment of your clit, the pad of his thumb circling and pressing at your entrance.
âAhn! Austin!â You whimpered, bending the knee of your top leg and planting your foot between his calves to give him more room to work, admittedly greedy for his touch.
âSweet girl youâre positively drenchedâŠâ He breathed against your breast before sealing his lips around your nipple, sinking a finger into the heat of your cunt.
You wailed and arched against him at the dual assault, fingers tugging at his hair before holding him to your breast needily. Rocking the heel of his hand against your clit, he began to rhythmically work his finger in and out of your heat before adding a second, growling hungrily against your skin at the eager gush of arousal your body rewarded him with. He withdrew his hand from between your legs, making you whimper at the loss, eyes flashing open only to be treated to the sight of him devouring every drop of your nectar from his hand.
âOh, please I need to taste youâŠâ He pleaded, hooded eyes burning into yours. âCan you get above me?â
You did not need a second invitation. With legs like jelly, it was more challenging than first anticipated, but with the assistance of the frame around the top of the bed you were able to kneel on the pillows on either side of his head before sinking down onto his eagerly waiting mouth. He barely gave you a moment to breathe before his wicked tongue was working through your folds, his lips slurping up your arousal, filling the room with an obscene mixture of noise as you moaned helplessly. He suckled at your clit before burying the pointed length of his tongue deep into your cunt, hooking his good arm over your hip to pull you down and encourage you to grind your bundle of nerves against his nose as he rocked his head from side to side. You pressed your face into your bicep as your thighs began to shake, eyes clenching shut as you could feel yourself just on the precipice.
One hand moved to cup your breast, massaging and pinching at your nipple as you gave in and rocked dock against Austinâs face, earning a deep moan from the man below you. The vibrations ricocheted through your body and sent you surging forward, tumbling into your release with a harsh cry of his name. Slumping forward against the wall, wave after wave of shuddering pleasure flowed through your body as you felt him avidly lap up all your body had to offer until you had to pull back, climb off him, as it was just too much â you were too sensitive.
Settling onto the mattress beside him, you leaned in to kiss Austin warmly, giggling a little at his face was soaked. He just grinned at you proudly. Rolling over, you found some tissues on the nightstand and gently wiped at his cheeks and chin before tossing them into the bin on the floor beside him, the prominent outline of his hard cock beneath his swim trunks catching your eye.
âWould you like some assistance with this?â You asked, sitting at his hip and running your fingers along the waistband of his suit.
His teeth sunk into the plush pink of his lower lip as he nodded, and you worked together to slide the bathing suit off his hips and down his legs. It was not the first time you had seen him naked â you had been helping him shower, towel off, and change since his return from the hospital, but this was different. And not just because his sizable length lay hard and angry against his abdomen. The intention set the tone, this was about pleasure, and you allowed yourself to enjoy the full expanse of his sun-kissed, freckled skin.
âUnspeakably gorgeous, was it?â You breathed and reached up to cup the tip of his length, collecting the precum that pooled there before wrapping your fingers around him, stroking his cock and delighting in the way it made the muscles of his abdomen flutter.
âOh fuckâŠâ He hissed, writhing against the duvet.
Licking your lips, you slithered down onto your stomach, planting an elbow between his legs and laying your chest across his uninjured hip as you licked a broad stripe from base to tip, grinning as his hips jerked towards your mouth. His whimper reminded you to be merciful and you gently began to sink your mouth down onto him, taking as much of his cock as this angle would allow, leaving your lips parted to allow your saliva to flow freely over his rest of his length and further down between his thighs.
He moaned your name as you wrapped your hand around the base of him before you began to work up and down, hollowing your cheeks and tracing the prominent vein on the underside of his cock with your tongue. He whimpered and rambled, fingers gripping the back of your head. You hummed in sympathy, and he writhed beneath you, length twitching against your tongue.
âPlease! Oh, please get back up here I wanna kiss you when I cum, wanna pretend Iâm inside youâŠâ He pleaded and you pulled back, releasing his cock from your mouth with a pop, before laying on your side.
His lips crashed against yours as you slid your leg over his, hand resuming the rhythm of your mouth. His hand gripped your ass and his hips rocked in time with the strokes of your fist. You found yourself grinding your still-damp core against his thigh, earning a ragged groan against your lips.
âGonnaâŠgonnaâŠâ He panted and you opened your eyes to take in as much of his face as he could, his breath panting into your open mouth before he gave a sharp cry and spilled his climax against his stomach as you continued to gently stroke his length to prolong his pleasure.
As the tension left his body, allowing him to sink into the mattress, you kissed the corner of his mouth softly and retrieved a warm washcloth to clean him up. You helped him into his pajamas, frowning as he gave tiny hisses of pain, but the lopsided grin never left his lips.
A pathetic awooo from the hallway alerted you to the fact that Biscuit was well finished with her puzzle toy and now aware of her locked-out status. You quickly slid on your own pajamas before scooping her up from the doorway to settle her at Austinâs good hip to allow the pair to settle in for an afternoon nap.
He only continued to get stronger as his bones and ligaments healed, yourself and Biscuit joining him in bed nightly by the end of April. And while creative solutions were keeping the pair of you satisfied enough, when Austinâs physician finally cleared him for more strenuous activity, both of you admittedly had the same thought.
The evening began innocently enough, with a nice dinner the two of you made together, with a delicious wine now that Austin was no longer on pain medication. You talked for hours, still in the beginning stages of your relationship where there was more to discover about one another, before cleaning up the kitchen. Yet it ended with you on your back, legs hanging off the side of the mattress, propped up on your elbows as you salaciously watched him indulgently stroke his cock a few times before carefully rolling the condom down his length.
Chest heaving, cunt throbbing from the orgasm he had just wrung from you and the promise of him inside you at last, you chewed your lip impatiently.
âDonât you go damaging those plush pretty lips, sweet Betty, I like kissing them far too much.â He leaned down carefully to prove his point, the wet muscle of his tongue twining with yours until you were both humming with need.
He straightened, guiding your hips to the very edge of the bed before sliding his length through the slick of your folds, gathering as much as possible while teasing your clit before shifting to slowly begin sinking into your wet heat. Your eyes rolled back in your head as you dropped back onto the mattress, keening softly as you gripped his wrists while he stretched and filled you impossibly full.
âOh myâŠfuck you feel so goodâŠâ He hissed above you, his fingers curling into the flesh of your hips.
âOh yesâŠâ You panted in return, rocking your hips against his experimentally, a chorus of moans falling from both of your lips.
It was all the motivation he needed to pull his hips back before immediately sinking back into your demanding warmth. And while you wished he were closer, wished you could be wrapped up in his arms, it was amazing to finally feel so connected to him, completed by him.
âAustin!â You exclaimed, too overwhelmed to put the emotions swirling in your chest into more words beyond his name.
âI knowâŠ.I knowâŠâ He panted between thrusts. âI loveâŠyou tooâŠâ He moaned your name raggedly and rocked harder, thrust faster, pushing you ever closer to release.
âLoveâŠyouâŠâ You whimpered in return, feeling your walls starting to clamp down around him.
âOh, fuck yesâŠâ He quickly reached for your clit, circling it in a way that he knew after weeks of practice would make you cum, and growled happily as you did just that, scratching at his forearms a little as you clenched around his length through wave after wave of climax. âYes!â He barked out triumphantly before thrusting erratically once, twice more, joining you in release.
You could feel him sway on his feet, recognizing that though the position had kept pressure and impact from his body it had demanded tremendous physical effort of him. You quickly shifted back to slide his length from you before guiding him to sit on the bed. Peppering his face with kisses, you rid him of the condom and then helped him into his pajamas, noticing the winces.
âWould you like heat or cold for that?â You frowned, guiding him to lay down.
âHeat pleaseâŠâ He sighed a little. âSo worth it thoughâŠâ he smirked, and you rolled your eyes playfully before kissing him gently.
âWell, itâs a good thing I left the mattress on the floor. Biscuit and I will let you have the bed tonight.â You teased before getting him some over-the-counter pain killers and a heating pad.
Tucking away the stairs that helped Biscuit access the bed, you and the dog curled up on the mattress on the floor beside him, kissing the tips of his fingers as he dropped his hand down while wishing you a good night before his slow, steady breaths filled the room.
Biscuitâs low growl startled you awake some hours later and you lay perfectly still, trying to locate the source of her upset. The less-than-subtle sound of footsteps thundering up the stairs not seconds later provided you with a very clear answer and had you surging to your feet. Your firearm was locked in a small safe on the other side of the bed and based on the speed of the approaching intruder in the hallway, you did not have time. You shook Austin awake as you launched yourself over the foot of the bed just before the door flew open, the metal of a gun barrel flashing in the glow of the streetlights from the hallway.
You surged up, under the intruderâs arm to push the muzzle upwards as he pulled the trigger, sending the bullet into the ceiling in a shower of drywall and paint chips. Biscuit was barking at a ferocious pitch you had never before heard as you struggled with the shadowy figureâs bulk, trying to wrestle the gun free. Another shot was directed into the hardwood floor before you were able to claw the gun from his hand. His elbow snapped back, slamming into your nose with a sickening crunch. A gush of warmth down your face and the coppery tang of blood filled your mouth â an oddly nostalgic sensation that took you right back to a Judo match.
The intruder let out a sudden wail and jerked back, and you felt something fluffy dart past your legs. Biscuit had scored one for the home team. The gun now fully in your grasp, you threw it into the ensuite bathroom before taking down the freshly bitten man with a Judo throw while he was distracted by the pain. You knelt in the middle of his back, pinning his arms behind him.
âAustin, I need something to tie him!â You cried out, listening to his footfalls as he made his way from the ensuite, where he must have been hiding, to the nightstand, and then over to the foot of the bed where you were.
He procured a pair of silver handcuffs and you looked to him in slight disbelief, before gesturing with your head for him to secure the assailantâs hands.
âIâm going to put him in the chair, donât want to compromise his airway any longerâŠ.heâs probably going to say terrible thingsâŠâ
âIâm ready, Betty.â Austin said through gritted teeth and you hauled the incapacitated man to his feet before forcing him down onto the chair of the built-in makeup stand that Austinâs former girlfriend had designed. âTurn on the lights?â
Everyone blinked rapidly to adjust to the sudden brightness, and you swore under your breath as you recognized the dog-walking, brick-throwing, psychopath-loving man who was supposed to be in prison in Santa Barbara.
âGabriel.â You muttered in shock.
âYou fucking godless whore bitch!â He spit at you and you didnât bother moving, not wanting to loosen your grip on him.
You had Austin call the police on speaker phone while you strapped the man to the chair with a series of belts, as he continued to spew hate and vitriol at both you and Austin.
âBetty youâre bleedingâŠâ Austin whispered at one point, trying to wipe at your face.
âLaterâŠâ You whispered back, not wanting to take an eye off the man.
âThe love of my life is dead because of the two of you! She was a righteous woman! How is she dead and the two of you are alive! You do not deserve to walk this earth!â
The police, thankfully, showed up rather quickly and took the man back into custody. They collected the manâs firearm from the ensuite, as well the bullets from the floor and ceiling, before taking your statements and assuring you that these charges would keep the man locked up for a much longer time than throwing bricks.
You allowed Austin to pull you into the bathroom once theyâd left, sitting on the counter patiently as he gently cleaned the blood from your face before testing your nose.
âI donât think itâs brokenâŠâ
You shook your head carefully.
âJust a solid whack. Iâll have a nice pair of black eyes tomorrow, most likely.â
He frowned deeply and kissed your forehead.
âOh, Betty Iâm so sorryâŠâ
âIâm not. That bastard deserved worse than Biscuit gave himâŠWe should get her some extra treats.â You smiled weakly as he snorted into your hair.
âIâm going to get the ice and then the three of us are booking that damn vacation to an island far away. Deal?â
You nodded your acquiescence and it was less that thirty-six hours from the time you confirmed the booking, snuggled up against him with an ice pack pressed against your face, to the time you were sitting on a private island in the Bahamas. Biscuit was darting back and forth between you on the sand, chasing a tiny crab, making the pair of you laugh.
âTerrifying little guard dogâŠâ Austin smirked and shifted to sit next to you, sliding an arm around your waist.
âInvaluable asset, she is.â You nodded with a grin; your black eyes hidden beneath a pair of sunglasses.
âBetty spaghetti, I love you, you know that?â He kissed your temple, making you smile softly.
âYes, I do, Mr. Butler.â You grinned. âLove you, too Austin.â You pulled him in for a kiss.
âIâve been meaning to ask thoughâŠâ You smirked when he eventually pulled back to allow you both a chance to catch your breath and he raised a curious eyebrow. ââŠabout those handcuffs in your nightstandâŠâ
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